When I was very young, my mother ran away with a rich local man. My father was so angry that he went to settle the score with that man. As a result, he was stabbed several times and was hospitalized. His brain nerves were also damaged. I was so irritated that he became mute and could no longer speak. After he was discharged from the hospital, he drank all day long. When he was drunk, he straightened his neck and stared at me with a red face, screaming at me, and occasionally he would come over and hit me. I vented my anger.

Anyway, those days were like nightmares to me. I would often hide in bed and cry at night. My dad was decadent at home for half a year, and then he went out to look for work, often leaving me alone. I left it at a neighbor's house. There is a sister in the neighbor's house. I call her Sister Xiaoqing. She is six years older than me. Maybe she thinks I am pitiful. She loves me very much. She will give me anything delicious and fun. She is afraid of my dad. She beat me and often asked me to sleep at her house. We would get into bed together at night, and she would hold me tightly every night, making me feel very safe.

But what makes me feel a little strange is that sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I find that her hands are always placed on the top of my thighs, and she has two weird hobbies: One likes to feed me cream, but doesn’t let me eat it directly. Instead, she spreads the cream on my legs, insteps or body for me to eat. Sometimes she will cover my eyes and ask me to guess where she will put the cream while eating. I never guessed where she applied it right. She always giggled and said I was stupid and silly. I don’t know why. When people say that about me, I get very angry. But when she says that about me, I But he accepted it willingly.

Another of her hobbies is that she likes to let me touch the earlobe of her right ear. She said it felt itchy but very comfortable. I also let her touch my two earlobes, but she felt nothing. No, I asked her how comfortable this would be. She said that I would naturally understand when I grow up. Affected by this incident, I always wanted to grow up quickly. On the one hand, I wanted to know why Sister Xiaoqing felt comfortable. On the other hand, I also hoped that when I grew up, I would be able to Get rid of my dad soon.

Anyway, the time I spent with Sister Xiaoqing was the best time in my childhood, but it didn’t last long. When I was about to enter kindergarten, their family moved away. Where did they move? I don't know, I cried for a long time about it.

Not long after I went to school, I realized how humiliating it was to have a mute father. The children around me pointed at me, called me a mute son, and spit at me. Because of this, I often got into fights with others. Gradually, I became very cold-blooded, withdrawn, and took relationships very lightly. When I had conflicts with my classmates, I always used my fists to solve problems.

Because my mother abandoned me and my father, I felt that except for Sister Xiaoqing, all other women were not good, so when I met the girls in our class, I hated them very much. I have a very bad relationship with women. , when I was in the third grade of junior high school, I went to the video hall and got exposed to some DVDs that were not suitable for children, as well as some photo albums of Japanese and Korean actresses. I gradually became addicted to it, and my thoughts became dirty. I often secretly watched the girls in our class. Breasts and butts. At that time, most girls did not wear bras, so sometimes I could see some very exciting things, which made me enjoy it. I often had that kind of dream at night, and occasionally woke up in the morning with sticky underwear. Yes, it was a wet dream.

In the second half of the third year of junior high school, a girl named Chen Yajing was transferred to the class. She was dressed in a very fashionable manner. At first glance, she looked like a child of a wealthy family. She probably had good food and her body was well developed. It's pretty good and her breasts are firm. Because she sits at the same table as me, I often look at her secretly.

She is a very show-off person, and she will show off any rich gadgets, such as a commemorative schoolbag from the return of Hong Kong in 1997, a limited edition doll produced in the UK in 1998, or a very high-end pencil. Box and pen, as if she was afraid that others would not know that her family was rich, which made me very disgusted.

Of course, I don’t like her, and she doesn’t like me either. She looks down on my poverty, and often covers her nose and says she smells something bad, with that disdainful look in her eyes. Look at me, I have a very strong self-esteem, so I hated her so much. Once after school, I suddenly saw her chatting with Wang Duo, a female classmate of my elementary school, at the school gate. When I passed by, the two of them were talking to each other. I pointed and talked and laughed, and my heart skipped a beat. After all, very few people knew about my family's situation after I entered junior high school. This was the only thing that made me feel gratified. But at this time, Wang Duo and her were pointing at me. Could it be that Wang Duo told Chen Yajing that my father was mute?

Sure enough, after I went to the classroom in the afternoon, people in the class started talking about me. I vaguely heard someone saying that my father was mute, and that my mother ran away with someone. At that time, I felt My whole body was about to explode. My whole body was hot. Before the school bell rang, I pulled Chen Yajing out of the classroom. I asked her, "Are you gossiping about me behind the backs of our classmates?"

Chen Yajing snorted disdainfully and said she didn't. I wanted to slap her at that time, but she didn't admit it, and it wouldn't be unreasonable for me to hit her like this, so I endured it. When school was over in the afternoon When it was my turn to clean, I was the last one to leave. Before I left, I felt that I had to get this loss back. I had to take revenge on Chen Yajing. I threw Chen Yajing's schoolbag to the ground and trampled on it until it was dirty. Her pencil case was crushed, and she peed on her schoolbag before returning home.

When I arrived in the classroom the next day, it was noisy. Chen Yajing and several girls from our class gathered around the table and cursed. After seeing me pass by, Chen Yajing rushed to me directly, her face I turned red from holding it back, and asked loudly: "Your mother, did you cause my schoolbag to become like that?"

I felt very happy, but pretended to know nothing, and said I I don’t know, don’t falsely accuse me, and be more careful with your mouth. I’m not your parents, and I won’t spoil you.

As soon as she finished speaking, Chen Yajing pointed at me and cursed: "Tongtong, you are really not a man. Do you dare to do this? Do you know how much my schoolbag and pencil case are worth? You compensate Can you afford it? Damn it! Do you know why your own mother ran away with someone? It’s because your father is a daring dog like you. It’s his fault that he became mute later on. ...."

When Chen Yajing said this, I couldn't bear it anymore and slapped her face. I was so angry at the time that I had never done anything like this since I entered junior high school. Someone said this to me, not to mention there were many people watching the fun in the corridor. Chen Yajing was stunned after receiving this slap from me, and tears immediately came out. Then she rushed to me like she was crazy, He beat me with his hands and feet, and I pushed her to the ground and cursed: "If you keep talking about my father and my mother, I will kill you!"

After saying this, I also Instead of continuing with class, I left school and went out to play. At that time, Internet cafes had not yet formed a large scale. Some were just computer rooms with stand-alone games, such as Red Alert and CS. I couldn't play them. My favorite place to go is the game arcade. I especially like to play King of Fighters. I played until very late that day before going back. After I went to school the next day, my class teacher called me to the office and criticized me. He also said that he wanted me When I called the parents, I told her directly: "My dad is mute and he can't speak. What's the use of calling him here?"

This sentence left the head teacher speechless. She shook her head and sighed, there was nothing she could do against me. Then she went to the classroom. As soon as she sat down, Chen Yajing whispered to me and asked me to stay at the school gate after school. Naturally, I understood that she was going to find someone to beat me.

Before the last class in the morning was finished, Chen Yajing hurriedly left the classroom. When I left the school gate after school, I saw a bunch of people gathered in the open space next to the gate, including men. There are girls. The school uniforms they see through are not from our school. There are also two 250 model motorcycles, very cool ones. Next to the motorcycles are two men with dyed yellow hair. They look like they belong to society at first glance. Little punk.

I was a little panicked. I had never fought with gangsters in society. It happened that Chen Yajing saw me at this time and waved to me, motioning for me to come over.

For the sake of face, I went over. As soon as I arrived, Chen Yajing gave me a slap in the face without saying a word. The force of this slap was very strong, and it actually made me a little confused. As mentioned earlier Yes, I am very disgusted with women. When Chen Yajing slapped me, it was a great shame and humiliation for me. I couldn’t stand it at all. She probably thought that I wouldn’t dare to do anything to her when there were so many people in front of her. So after she slapped me, her face was filled with anger and anger. After I reacted, I raised my hand and slapped her back, and at the same time cursed: "You are such a fucking stinky bitch, you actually..."

Before I could finish my words, a yellow guy next to me rushed up to me and kicked me in the stomach. He was half a head taller than me, and he was also stronger. I sat down on the ground. Then the remaining men and women gathered around and kicked me. I couldn't even get up, so I had to lie on the ground holding my head. Later, the security guards from our security department came out, and they stopped. At this time, Chen Yajing bent down and started beating me. He slapped me a few times and cursed: "I have grown so big that even my parents are reluctant to slap me. You were the first one to slap me, and you slapped me twice. Remember my words. I will be with you in the future." I'll beat you once I see you at the school gate!"

As she said that, Chen Yajing took a cigarette from the hand of the person next to her, lit it and took a puff. I cursed in my heart, this The female bitch actually smokes, she is really not a good thing.

In fact, at school, students gathered around the school gate to smoke basically every day. They were not necessarily there just to fight, but just to show off to other students. It seemed that they were better at it than others and were more popular. Guangbai, Chen Yajing just transferred to our class two days ago and she was hanging out with those coed students at the school gate every day. To be honest, she is very popular and has more troubles than me in terms of interpersonal relationships.

Speaking of which, after Chen Yajing scolded me almost enough, she asked me if I accepted it. I didn’t say anything. There was a girl in a blue skirt next to me who didn’t know why, but she actually spoke for me. She asked Chen Yajing Yajing, forget it, don’t worry about it.

Chen Yajing also jokingly asked her if she was attracted to me and how could she speak for me. I raised my head and glanced at the girl in the blue skirt. She had a double ponytail, an oval face, and big eyes. It's the petite and cute type.

She blushed a little at Chen Yajing's words, slapped Chen Yajing's butt, and said, "What are you talking about? I'm hungry, let's go eat quickly!" Her words After saying that, the guy who kicked me first probably wanted to show off in front of the girls. He came over and patted me on the head and asked me if I accepted it.

I still didn’t say anything. He probably felt that this was embarrassing to him, and his face was particularly ugly. After swearing a few words, he picked up a brick from the side and slapped me hard on the forehead. I felt a black eye and a stabbing pain in my head. When I regained consciousness, a stream of heat flowed down my forehead and eyes. Several girls around me immediately started shouting, saying they were bleeding. I touched it with my hands. , his hands were full of blood and had been opened.

Chen Yajing probably didn’t expect Huang Mao to be so cruel, so she quickly pulled Huang Mao away and said in a complaining tone: “What’s wrong with you? I told you before you came here, teach me a lesson.” Just one shot will do. Why are you doing something so heavy?"

Huang Mao looked disdainful and said, "Why don't you just open it? It's okay, you won't die!" After he finished speaking, The girl in the blue skirt hurried up to me, bent down and stared at my head. She said, "My mother works in the hospital. How about I take you to the hospital to have a look?"

This At that time, the security guard was also yelling at me, telling everyone to disperse and stop crowding around. I ignored the girl in the blue skirt, stood up, covered her head and walked away. Behind me, Chen Yajing was still mumbling, saying, "What's the matter?" It's amazing, drag it as far as you can.

Anyway, on the way home, I felt very uncomfortable. I felt that I had to repay Chen Yajing and that Huang Mao sooner or later for the humiliation and loss I suffered today. As for my head, I went to the clinic to have a look at the hole and received six stitches. Looking at the blood stains and footprints on my clothes, I knew that my dad would definitely take care of me when I got home.

When I arrived at the gate of my community, before I went in, a woman in her early twenties suddenly stopped me. She was quite good-looking and dressed very fashionably. She wore tight leather pants and a jacket. The perfect figure is outlined and very attractive. She has the temperament of a girl from a big city, but I don't recognize her.

I was a little confused and asked her what she wanted from me.

She looked at my head and asked me what was wrong, who was being bullied? After asking me, she smiled and said, "You really don't recognize me?"

When she spoke, she showed two tiger teeth. When I saw these tiger teeth, my heart skipped a beat. This is not the neighbor girl when I was a child. Sister Qing? I haven’t seen her for almost ten years, and she has grown into such a beautiful woman that I can’t even recognize her!

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated a lot, and I was a little excited. At this time, scenes from her home when I was a child appeared in my mind, especially eating cream and touching ears. At that time, I I was young and didn't know what she meant. Now that I understand more or less about men and women, I thought she might have that kind of fetish. When I thought about it, I actually had a reaction, which made me a little panicked. If How embarrassing it would be if she saw it.

At the same time, I felt that there were many things I wanted to ask her, such as where she had been, would she leave again this time, etc., but when the words came to my lips, I couldn't say them out, and in the end I just called He said her name, Guan Qingqing.

Guan Qingqing is her name. When I was a child, I had the nerve to call her Sister Xiaoqing. Now that I am older and I feel a little unfamiliar after not seeing her for so many years, I feel a little embarrassed to call her Sister Xiaoqing, so Just call her by her first name.

She rolled her eyes at me and said that I was not too old or too young. While talking, she did not forget to pat the footprints and dust on my body. There was a very fragrant smell on her body. It smelled very good. She Ask me who was beaten?

I told her that it was okay and I had a little conflict with a classmate. After hearing this, she became very excited and asked me which classmate I was and why she beat me like this. Her head was blown.

I told her to forget it. I was used to fighting with my classmates anyway, but she said that this matter was not over yet and she had to help me with this. After saying that, she took out her phone, most likely to find someone. , I quickly stopped her and said goodbye. She looked at me, and after a moment of silence, asked me if I had eaten. If not, she would take me to have some food. I said that I could just go home and eat. My dad guessed that After the meal was ready, she burst into laughter and said, "I just went to your house. I knocked on the door for a long time but no one answered. There must be no one inside, otherwise I wouldn't be waiting for you here. By the way." "Where are you going to school now?"

I said it was in No. 3 Middle School, a bad school. She said it was just a junior high school. Good schools and bad schools are all the same. There was no difference. She led me there. A nearby restaurant ordered a lot of dishes for me. During this period, they kept asking me how my life has been over the years. I have forgotten the last time I had such a sumptuous meal. Looking at Guan Qingqing’s warmth I was very touched by her smiling face and felt like crying. Later, she still refused to give up and asked me about the blow on my head. I hesitated for a moment and told her the truth, but I also told her that that would be the case. , no need to help me find someone.

After dinner, it was almost time. I should go to class. When I was leaving, Guan Qingqing grabbed me and insisted on giving me a thousand yuan and told me to take it to buy something to eat. If you want to buy clean clothes and change the dirty clothes, I naturally can’t ask for this money. Although I am poor and have no money, I have backbone and self-respect. She and I are just neighbors, and so We haven’t seen each other for years, so I have no reason to take money from them.

Seeing that she couldn't resist me, she put the money back in her pocket, but left me a note with her phone number and current address. She said that if you need anything, remember to call her. When I walked to school, I felt very uncomfortable. Looking at Guan Qingqing's current situation, her family should be doing better than before. However, my family has not only made no progress over the years, but has become more and more useless. We are still human, so why is the gap so big? How big is it?

When I walked to the campus, many students were secretly talking about me. I guess the news about me being kicked had spread in the school. When I arrived in the classroom, the classmates in the class looked at me. It's a bit strange, I can feel that many people look at me with a gloating attitude. Usually, there are too many people who look at me unhappy.

Chen Yajing hadn’t come yet. After I sat down, I moved her desk almost ten centimeters away from my desk. Now I hate her from the bottom of my heart. I hated her before. I would peek at her body and fantasize about all kinds of things with her at night. Now I feel that even thinking about it makes me feel sick. Sooner or later, I have to take revenge and humiliate her.

When class was about to begin, Chen Yajing came in. When she walked to her seat, she glanced at me with a look of arrogance. When she walked to her seat, she looked at me. She glanced at the 38-inch line between my two desks and said nothing. Instead, she pulled her desk about five centimeters to the other side and widened the 38-inch line to 15 centimeters. After class, as soon as the teacher came in, she She noticed something unusual between us. After all, she occupied part of the corridor. The teacher asked her what was going on and why the table was arranged like this.

She did not forget to mock me at this time, and said in front of the teacher and the whole class: "He had an unpleasant smell. I felt dizzy and sick after smelling it, so I moved over here." Move!"

As soon as I said this, I felt my face getting hot and I wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in. This hurt my self-esteem too much. I felt so hateful that the teacher looked at me and said I didn’t say anything more and started class as usual. After school that afternoon, as soon as I walked to the school gate, a black SUV parked in front of me and honked its horn several times. I was shocked at that time. I thought Chen Yajing was looking for someone to deal with me again, but when I looked into the car, I realized that the person sitting in the passenger seat was actually Guan Qingqing.

Guan Qingqing smiled at me and got out of the car. I remembered what she said at noon today, and I vaguely felt that she might have come to help me deal with Chen Yajing's matter. There were two men in the car. , the driver was a young man with a perm and curly hair, he was very handsome, and the man sitting in the back seat had a crew cut, a bit dark skin, and was very strong.

To be honest, I don’t want Guan Qingqing to get involved in this matter. After all, I am a man and Chen Yajing is a woman. It’s okay for them to find someone to beat me, but I am a man. It would be so embarrassing if word spread about beating a woman like her.

Guan Qingqing first said hello to me, and then asked me where the woman was? I pulled her aside and said let's forget it. She was just a female classmate and it was too much to argue with her.

Guan Qingqing rolled her eyes at me and said, "How can a female classmate beat you like this? Stop following me and find that girl. Don't worry, I won't embarrass you." She just wants her to call out the person who broke your head!"

Now that Guan Qingqing said this, I can't hold back anymore. The two men also came out of the car at this moment, with curly hair! The man also gave me a cigarette, and while he was puffing on the cigarette, he jokingly asked me: "Does your female classmate look good-looking? If so, leave it to me alone tonight. Take good care of her!"

As soon as he said this, Guan Qingqing rolled her eyes at him and said, "Do you believe I can pull that thing off for you?"

The curly-haired man? Licking her lips, she said, "Isn't this a joke?" While talking, I didn't forget to pat Guan Qingqing's thigh. Guan Qingqing glanced at me, hesitated to speak, and her face was a little red. Well, the two of them were flirting like this, and I understood to some extent that the relationship between the two was unusual. I don't know why, but I felt a little disappointed.

At this juncture, I saw Chen Yajing and a girl from our class coming out of the school gate. She had sharp eyes and she quickly saw me. She was obviously stunned for a moment. I thought she would She was very panicked, and then she slipped away quietly. Who would have thought that she would actually take the initiative to walk towards me. There was no fear or panic on her face, but she was very arrogant. The female classmate next to her stopped her, but she didn't hold her back.

She walked up to me, glanced at Guan Qingqing and the two people next to her, and asked me: "Tongtong, are you looking for someone to beat me?"

I wonder if there is something wrong with this guy's mind. Normal people can hide away when encountering this kind of thing, but she, a little girl, actually came to fight him.

Before I could say anything, Guan Qingqing asked me, "Is this the female classmate who bullied you?"

Now that things have reached this point, I can't hide it. Then he nodded and said it was her. Anyway, she took the initiative to come to the door, so it’s not my fault.

Chen Yajing made a sound in her mouth twice and said to me in a very strange tone: "You are really looking for me. Just wait, I will stay with you till the end today!"

Saying that, Chen Yajing took out her mobile phone, probably planning to call someone. To be honest, I was quite envious of her at that time. There were very few junior high school students with mobile phones, but Chen Yajing had one. , it shows how rich her family is, and it is a Nokia mobile phone, a famous brand, but before she made the call, Guan Qingqing stepped forward and slapped her on the face...