I will choose to actively cooperate with the doctor's treatment and do things that I have wanted to do for a long time but have not had time to do.

If I were diagnosed with cancer, I would definitely cry a lot!

Because I can't bear to leave my husband and children.

That's how people are. When they have something they can't bear to part with, they want to live longer. When they lose interest in everything, they lose all hope.

In fact, I am now mentally prepared for the possibility of cancer in the future, because many of my relatives died of cancer.

In the process of accompanying them, I thought more than once if it were me, would I do better?

I think I will, like my grandma, explain everything I want to explain clearly while I am conscious.

Otherwise, there will definitely be regrets.

Because my father had a bad temper, he didn't tell us anything before he left. He just kept getting angry, so that we were in a hurry for a long time after he passed away.

I may choose to walk around, appreciate the beauty of life, and accumulate the courage to live and fight cancer.

I want to go to places I've always wanted to go while I can still walk.

I also want to meet someone I’ve always wanted to meet.

I saw my once close friends. They all married away from home. We haven’t seen each other for many years. I used to think that we would have a chance to meet each other in the long run, but I don’t have much time left and I can’t wait for the opportunity to meet.

, you can only create this opportunity yourself.

In the last month, I was tired and couldn't walk anymore, so I just lay in bed and enjoyed the care of my husband and children.

I remember that my husband would tell me at every important moment not to be afraid and to enjoy the good things.

This is what I said when I got married and when I had children, so when I am about to die, I want to enjoy the beauty one last time.

Enjoying the pain caused by illness may be my last experience in this world.

Death is inevitable, and no matter how scared you are, you can't hide from it. At least on the road to welcoming death, I didn't choose to throw myself into its arms.