When I met you again, I found that your second response was the biggest response to my heart.

1.

At the opening ceremony, you wore a straight suit and told how you overcame the math problems in the competition, while I shrank into a small figure and timidly recorded what you said in my diary.

The cover of the diary is mottled white clouds, and our years are shrouded in dark clouds in Shu Yun. I just wish time would go slower.

I am in the key class of liberal arts, and you are in the science competition class. I know that people around you can add auxiliary lines easily and gracefully, and they can disassemble and prove various theorems without thinking. ...

I wrote the lyrics of every heartbeat in my diary.

Liking you is the most beautiful stroke in my ordinary youth.

2.

Senior one is probably more of a chore, what's more, I am in a parallel class of liberal arts. It seems that everyone has nothing to worry about except making noise and laughing.

I volunteered to be the representative of Chinese class. Every morning after self-study, I tidy up my group work and hand it in to the office.

In the eyes of teachers and classmates, I am probably the well-behaved and quiet girl who is extremely easy to talk to.

The class was over early that day, and the homework was delayed. I ran to the office with my homework. To my embarrassment, my homework was scattered all over the floor.

I bent down to tidy up my exercise book in a hurry, and when I reached for it, I saw a pair of slender white hands. I lowered my voice and said in a hurry, "Thank you."

I looked up and bumped into a refreshing boy, adjusted the glasses frame and looked at me tenderly.

The sunlight hit his side face, revealing a beautiful shadow. For the first time, I feel that black pupils can be so dazzling.

I hugged my exercise book tightly, buried my head and walked quickly into the office.

"Miss Yang, you are so lucky. Li has great potential. " I heard the teacher's comments as soon as I entered the office.

"Li won the first prize in the national physics competition when he was in junior high school, and mathematics in the senior high school entrance examination was also a perfect score. When class is over, he is always immersed in solving problems and is a smart and diligent classmate. " Teacher Yang took a sip of tea and sighed.

I'm a little surprised. As students, why are there so many gaps between people? I suddenly "hitched" and thought that this would not be the boy that Li met at the door.

3.

I didn't expect to see that boy again so soon.

The name "Li" is written on the table.

The handwriting is clear and neat, even a little delicate. I think a boy like him should write very elegantly.

The seating chart says "Li" and "Chen Mohan". I didn't expect Li He to become a deskmate under this opportunity.

Chinese elective course, the class teacher signed me up. Senior one afternoon, self-study. At that time, there were Song Ci elective courses and dance elective courses ... because this course was taught by our Chinese teacher, no one signed up in the class.

So I naturally added this course, appreciation of novels and essays, and listening to the topic was boring.

I didn't expect Li to meet in such an elective course, and the boy confirmed that day was him.

Before class, I came to the lecture desk and asked Mr. Zhang if he had any papers to hand out.

Teacher Zhang winked at me and whispered, "The class represents welfare and sits at the same table with Li."

It's obvious that this is made by teacher Zhang. He smiled kindly. "Take this opportunity to exchange and learn more. You have a long story except Chinese. "

I shrugged and picked up the test paper on the platform. I don't know whether to repay the teacher with grateful eyes or ...

After handing out the test paper, to Li's surprise, he didn't come.

It was not until the bell rang in the first class that a boy in plaster appeared in front of me.

"Is this my position?" A deep and magnetic voice sounded.

I looked up and bumped into his beautiful eyes. His lip angle is just a thin stubble.

"Ah, you must be Lee." I hesitated.

"Well, you know me?" He sat down and spread the papers on the table.

"Aren't you famous?" He smiled with a beautiful smile on his face. "Yes, fighting is quite famous."

"Your hand ..."

"I fought with the boys in the next class and didn't win. I played outside the school and got away with it. I said I fell by bike. "

I asked with a little gossip, "So, why did you fight?"

"Secret" He couldn't hide the smile in the corner of his eye.

The first day at the same table with him will soon be over. He clumsily put away his schoolbag, hung it on one shoulder and left the seat.

four

The progress of the course is slow. Originally, class has always been careless, but because the elective course will sit at the same table with Li, I will somehow cheer up and save my strength to show my best in the elective course.

Li, an elective course, came early. As soon as I entered the classroom, I saw the boy sitting upright with his left hand in plaster, which was surprisingly funny.

I opened my seat and squinted at his hand. I couldn't help looking at Li and saying, "Why not use my right hand?"

"Well ... because the probability of winning a fight is 50%. If I hit with my right hand, how can I do the problem if I lose? "

"You look smart. Can't you use your left hand?"

"Then help me write my composition." After that, Li frowned, threw the Chinese test paper aside and muttered angrily, "What's the problem?"

I didn't expect a genius to be afraid of China people asking questions.

"My name is Chen Mohan ..." I said my name carefully.

For a long time, his voice was dead. ...

"Will I not remember you?"

"ha? Do you remember me ... why? "

Go ahead. He looked at me seriously. Remember the calligraphy class when I was a child?

There is a student who annoys you every time.

"hmm? Chen Mohan, don't you remember what the teacher praised you before ... Li, look at what Chen Mohan and you learned one day. Why is it so ugly? "

He gnashed his teeth and said, "I will never forget ... your name."

His words paused for a long time. I didn't expect that I had known him since I was a child, and I didn't expect that he had such a deep hatred for my thoughts.

"I'm sorry." I was embarrassed with a black line all over my face.

He turned around and buried his head and continued to do the problem. This book is linear algebra.

Boy ... this guy really didn't attend class, and he was studying in advance.

Since this conversation, there has been a layer of ice between Li and me, which is cold and dreary.

five

Life in senior one is really boring, and the only artistic performance worth looking forward to is close at hand.

"Please ... teacher ... our class must sign up for a program."

Compared with some classes' worries about performance, our class's worries are surprising. To be precise, someone is particularly concerned.

The classmate who asks for a teacher in charge is called Shen Ci, who is a member of the cultural and entertainment committee of our class. When she is free, she spreads out tarot cards for divination. The result of this divination is ...

Her love will start with a party, so the only grand party is this performance.

At the New Year's Day party at the beginning of the month, the head teacher didn't want our class to get involved in this muddy water.

His reason is that, as far as the English level of our class is concerned, he coughed and cleared away the thick phlegm that had been accumulated for hundreds of years, saying, "This ... this ... Shen Ci ... I'm not talking about you ... you know this English in our class, ahem ..."

"Old class, please, let's sign up for a program."

"What programs you say will show our English level."

"We will prepare very carefully. There is a program where we can ... perform an English rap. "

……

"Huh?" The whole class is full of doubts. ...

Shen vowed to announce, "English rap, we can do it, come on, come on ..."

English New Year's Eve party is a tradition of our school, and Shen Ci's plan is to rap songs and dance.

The dancers were originally representatives of several classes.

"You don't understand this truth." So in the case of how to get together, Shen Ci volunteered to sing rap, and our classes represented the dance.

six

The time for dancing practice is Saturday morning, that is, at the end of the self-study class. After lunch, everyone will push and shove and choreograph in the garden of the teaching building.

I always feel that the design of dance is a sin for people like me who can only dance around.

And Shen Ci always has an attitude that you can't do, but you don't believe in yourself. He has comforted me several times with earnest.

I put my hand on my knee and felt the feeling of rap with the rhythm of the music.

No feeling ...

But sadly, Li walked past me with his schoolbag on his back.

Beside him, there is a girl with drooping hair, white and tender, and her school uniform has a refreshing feeling of breeze on her face.

Shen Ci also noticed the girl and mumbled, "Ah, this is Zhou Leyan, the recognized goddess, the second child."

It turns out that that beautiful girl and Li are classmates. Shen Ci sighed at the thought and said, "Unfortunately, she doesn't like Li. Such a good boy is just a spare tire in her eyes. "

My heart suddenly tightened. For a while, I always felt that a boy like Li shouldn't eat fireworks.

seven

In the afternoon, as usual, I didn't mention this topic again, but leaned carefully in the corner and listened carefully.

But a notebook suddenly spread out on my desk.

It says, "Hey, do me a favor ..."

I looked at this sentence with some hesitation. Li grabbed the notebook and wrote "What gifts do girls like?"

I looked at this sentence and was a little angry. I stood up and said, "What can I do after class?"

Suddenly, the whole class looked at me quietly.

Teacher Zhang stopped the chalk in his hand and turned to look at me with a puzzled expression.

As a result, he said a word and the whole class burst into laughter. "Chen Mohan ... you won't wake up."

This is the advantage of parallel classes. It's normal not to listen carefully. Li He is destined to exist in two worlds.

After class, I seriously said to Li, "Girls probably like flowers."

Lee looked at me with apologies in his eyes. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't interrupt you in class."

"Do you also think that students in parallel classes should not listen carefully?" Say, I actually choked up, damn self-esteem. ...

"No, I apologize. I'll pick a gift at the weekend and invite you to drink milk tea. "

"Just a cup of milk tea?"

"I can buy you a small gift, or ... you need to tell you a topic."

"Gift ... Deal."

So I left Li's QQ number and phone number.

It was sunny that day. I looked at the post-it note with Li's contact information. After he left, I folded the paper, put it in my pocket and stuffed it into my schoolbag. ...

And then carefully write it down in my mobile phone memo.

eight

The weekend came faster than expected.

We agreed to meet at the bookstore door, and Li stood at the bookstore door, turning over the exercises on the counter.

I cut my hair and whispered, "Li, I'm coming."

"Mr. Mohan, let's go."

"Who did you send a gift? It won't be Zhou, will it? "

"How do you know? You are so smart. "

"The fight is also for her?"

"Not exactly ..."

Hearing this, Li couldn't help getting excited. He stopped at the gate of the teahouse.

"What to drink?"

"Why don't you ... burn grass instead of raisins?"

"How do you know my preferences?" I'm a little surprised.

He smiled with crescent eyes and said indifferently, "When I was a child, I was told by my teacher in every calligraphy class. Once I was so angry that I cried. You dragged me to the milk tea shop and bought two cups of milk tea. I remember very clearly that there are no raisins in your cup of grass. "

It slipped my mind. He has a good memory.

I didn't expect that the calligraphy class was not as good as that of my boys, and the only thing that didn't look good was writing. Everything else is full marks.

I suddenly let go. Maybe only Zhou deserves such a good boy.

My throat was full of bitterness before drinking milk tea.

"Li, let's be friends." I plucked up my courage and extended a hand of revolutionary friendship.

"Everything when I was a child has passed, and you are very good." I'll be honest.

He paused for a moment, then politely shook my palm with his right hand that was not in plaster.

"Sure ... yes," he looked serious.

Li told me that my present was for Zhou. It seems that Li likes her as rumored.

"What flowers do you think girls like?"

"It depends on the relationship between Huayu and you."

"Oh, what do you think of roses?"

"ah? Very good ... but red is too vulgar ... ""

So Li and I picked some roses in the flower shop, cappuccino … I never thought I didn't choose red roses.

He held the flowers in his hand and put them in my palm. I think this bunch of daisies is beautiful and small, he murmured.

"You know what? I like this kind of small flower very much, even if it is small, it can bloom beautifully, just like the stars in the sky, even if it is small, it will shine. "

I'm a little touched. This passage is surprisingly familiar.

Zhou is really lucky to have a boy like Li.

"Well, we don't go shopping. I apologize and send you daisies. " He grabbed a bunch of flowers and asked me gently.

I waved my hand and said, "I don't want cut flowers, I want potted plants."

So I took a pot of daisies and walked home contentedly, while Li stuffed a bunch of roses in his schoolbag and waved goodbye to me.

nine

In the afternoon elective course, Li finally took off the bandage.

He smiled brightly, looked me in the eye and announced, "I'm free."

I looked at him with some consternation and had the illusion that we were really deskmates.

At that moment, I suddenly thought, "Is it possible for me to be closer to him?"

I don't know why I have such a mood and care so much about his weight in my life.

I said "great" straight away, and then I tilted my head.

"Thank you, Zhou. I'm glad to receive the gift." Li's voice is still so full of magnetism.

"Well, it's very simple." I held back a burst of angina pectoris.

I'm probably just too fucking possessive ...

Then I paused for a long time and said, "What's on in your class?"

"Zhou's piano solo, I read English with several classmates." Li took out an English poem.

This is a road with no choice, and I suddenly look forward to seeing how Li recites it.

10

After the evening self-study, I stayed in the classroom and there were many exercise books on my desk.

Besides what the teacher suggested, I bought some exercises myself.

I specifically asked the students with excellent grades in all subjects in the class what exercise books they bought.

Like a headless fly, I went to the bookstore to search these questions and put them on the table.

I thought about a trigonometric function for twenty minutes until I was alone in the classroom with bright lights and alternating light and shadow.

I felt someone pat me on the head. To be exact, rua patted me on the head.

"What is equal to one, then change."

"I succeeded." 1 on the right side of the original equation was replaced by that equation.

"That's good. It seems that you are not so stupid, hehe. " When I looked up, I only saw Li holding his chin in one hand.

I looked at Li and forgot to take the pen in my hand for a moment.

"Do you want to go back together?"

"Good," I promised without hesitation.

I packed my schoolbag at random, turned off the light neatly and came to him.

"I don't think it's safe for girls to go back alone."

"Are you all right?"

"Why are you so devoted? Haha, everyone is gone, and you are still learning. "

"Well ... I want to go to a better class when I am divided into classes."

"I just finished teaching myself."

"Isn't it a gift that you get good grades?"

"Work hard, talent ... of course ... hahaha" Li is sometimes perverse and sometimes unpredictable.

However, I didn't expect our home to be quite close. He said his house would turn at another intersection.

I didn't expect the talented Li to live near my home.

Maybe it was fate that he and I began to have some fetters.

1 1

In the rehearsal of Saturday's program, Shen Ci was carrying a small stereo, and a little noisy voice echoed in the small garden.

While Shen ci tugged at his throat and shouted ...

We looked at her face with black lines, and our hearts actually overflowed with admiration.

I probably admire Shen Ci's generosity and show his courage.

However, there is a saying that is really hard to listen to.

But when you think about your dancing, you can only say that it is half a catty.

Rap chose history.

The lyrics are a little cool.

There are six dancers, three are representatives of English class, and I am the only one in Chinese class. If I use Shen Ci, biophysics is also related to English, and Shen Ci, the representative of math class, can't control it, so he pulls us who have nothing to do with dancing.

However, the overall arrangement of the program went smoothly and it has come to an end. Shen Ci said that the dress was wearing a white shirt coat and denim shorts, and then a titanium necklace.

12

I collapsed at my desk, different from the past. I will ask questions after class, so as to be sure.

Li handed a bottle of mineral water, "what's the matter? Very tired ... "

I sighed and said, "Forget it, practice dancing."

I looked at him, as if I had caught something "Help me ... Woohoo".

He just smiled and didn't speak.

And I swallowed a mouthful of dry, grabbed a pen at random on my desk, and my heart was full of irritability.

"I still like your dance." What Li said was a little abrupt, but it was beyond my expectation.

"ha? I can't dance.

"But your handwriting is really beautiful."

……

"I remember when you wrote ... I don't know who Qiu Si will fall into tonight, and it's beautiful."

"That's why I remember your name."

I looked at Li He, and his eyes seemed to be covered with light dust. Why does the word home seem to have a slightly different meaning to this clean boy?

13

In cultural performances, each class should choose at least one program.

On that day, Zhou was one of the hosts. She wore a light blue dress, so pure and dazzling.

And our program was chosen because at least one program was chosen.

We were preparing backstage, and we vaguely heard the host report on the poetry reading of Class 3. I pricked up my ears and listened.

Li's voice is so gentle and beautiful, like a pool of clear water with faint ripples.

This is the first time that I have heard such an English poem "I chose the one that is less traveled by" so clearly.

This makes everything different. "

I like his pure English accent. I secretly took out my mp3 player and recorded his recitation.

I guess Zhou's piano must be worthy of him.

Then, it is the program of our class.

I stood behind, like a stiff wave. I just feel that my thighs are cold after jumping halfway. won't. ...

"It seems to be coming ..."

Walking off the stage, I nervously pulled down my shirt and squeezed a thick coat around my waist.

This action is a bit ambiguous. I looked down at those familiar white hands. Li's eyes were so serious that I choked.

"Girls are not safe alone ..."

Similarly, he said, "Be careful."

I knew my trousers were covered with red stains, so I had to look at Li with embarrassment and gratitude.

I can't say thank you.

14

After that performance, I have been thinking silently why Li is so gentle.

I am more and more convinced that I must study hard to reach that light.

So I study harder, because I'm sure I like an excellent boy, so I'm willing to do something to bring us closer by hundreds of millions of light years.

I washed my suit and packed it, and sat in the elective classroom early to wait for him.

But he didn't come.

Teacher Zhang told me that Li had participated in the training of mathematics competition and would not come to the elective course again.

After that, I still studied hard in the classroom, and he never appeared in the window again.

The last semester of senior one ended, and the final exam improved by more than 200, but I was not satisfied. I probably still have a breath. In other words, you have to work harder to be worthy of the person you like.

At that time, it was very popular to say that everything in real life was clearly marked, and there was a price to pay for getting everything.

I think even if I just make friends with Li, I must pay a high price.

I pasted postcards of famous schools all over the wall. Maybe I want to be excellent, or maybe I want to be closer to him

15

Time passed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, it was the final exam for the next semester of senior three. With a total score of more than 100, I entered the key class of liberal arts and left the parallel class.

More coincidentally, that time Shen Ci really met her love. She met another host of the performance and asked for his contact information.

Then I began to study boring every day.

I heard that the math competition class will learn college knowledge in advance. I secretly went to see the classroom, and every table was filled with shapes.

Suddenly a sour, some miss that slightly sad notes and gentle smiling face.

I finally met him in the corridor.

He talked and laughed with his classmates. When I had a hard time understanding trigonometric functions last semester, he and his classmates were talking about many theorems that I didn't understand.

At that moment I thought it was ridiculous that we were friends.

He didn't see me.

Maybe I am too humble to be remembered in the sea.

16

His speech at the opening ceremony made me feel a tacit understanding.

I remember him coming home side by side with me, saying that we should rely on hard work.

I also remember that he would fight for the person he liked and break his bones. ...

I

for me

I just wrote it down. He can read the questions on the light rail and put them on the pillow. He also has troubles, which he never said before my eyes.

The Li I know is also called Li.

We gradually lost touch with each other, and he kept showing his offline status on QQ, and then I saw his name in Happy News.

Li, the first prize in the math contest.

I will still learn to be the last in my class, and finally … later, we graduated.

After the English exam, I went to a dinner party.

The former parallel class and the key class cleverly chose the same restaurant, and Shen resigned next to the host, so they got together as they wished.

"Hey, yes, Chen Mohan ... I haven't contacted since I was assigned to work."

"Sorry, I don't usually go out of the classroom."

"Do you want to try Tarot?"

"Huh?"

She spread out the cards for me to choose, but I didn't expect to win the chariot.

"abroad ... or traveling."

I didn't take it to heart, because all I could think about was Li.

17

Four years later, I graduated from a university in Beijing and passed the publicly funded postgraduate program in Europe.

In Bologna, Italy, I was blowing the sea breeze when a familiar male voice came not far away.

"Long time no see, Chen Mohan." He is full of stubble, but his eyes are bright.

"What about Lee? ! How did I meet you here? "

"I have always liked the scenery in Italy. I applied to study architecture here. I recently traveled and looked around. "

"Is it difficult to draw?"

"Difficult ... but I was shocked to hear that you later went to a key class. No one knows your math level except me. "

"You seem to be encouraging me. I'm not as stupid as before. I won't just cry. " Li continued.

"Will I still encourage you?"

"Well ... actually, I have been paying attention to you since I was a child."

"You don't like weeks? And fight for her. "

"No, I live in her house, my parents work in other places, she is my cousin, and the fight is because a boy often harasses her."

I never knew that the boy I liked didn't have such a good family as I thought.

"For me, home is actually quite cold. I always thought that you were the first person who could fool me by putting me on the fence. From small to large, I have never cared about my discomfort. "

"I don't know"

"I've been trying to contact you, but I can't find you."

I looked into his empty eyes and suddenly remembered a past event.

When I was a child, I went back to my grandmother's house in summer vacation. A boy of similar age often plays with me. At that time, the sky was clear and the fields were silent. We hold bamboo dragonflies. He rubbed his dirty nose and ran in the grass with short legs.

I said I was leaving, and he threw himself on the ground. At this time, he shouted, "My name is Li."

I don't know, we have known each other for so long, from childhood playmates to calligraphy training in primary schools, and then to deskmates in elective courses in high schools.

We met and missed each other, and I forgot when we met.

The smell of the sea breeze is salty and hurts my eyes.

So we're all the same this time. I looked at him, and my eyes were full of his usual smile when he was young.

"We are still friends." I opened my hand and tilted my head.

He put his hand in my palm. The sea breeze is not dry, but my heart is warm.

(End)