you often hear people say that life is empty. Even in the downtown area, there is still a sense of loneliness and wandering.

You often feel that life is boring, you can't find a reason to be happy, and you can't see the end of sadness. It seems that in their lifetime, everyone will feel lonely and powerless in helplessness.

You have forgotten when you became like them, always expressing your emptiness in Weibo and friends circle, and setting it as "only visible to yourself". However, I have never dared to read the written words again.

Later, you heard someone say that the solution to the emptiness is shopping spree. The satisfaction gained from "buying in buy buy" can fill a person's sense of emptiness. However, within half a month, when you find that your credit card has been maxed out and the number in your passbook stays in double digits, your sense of emptiness is even worse. Looking at the pile of trophies that fill your 1-square-meter room, you seem to hear a sneer from the store that sold you the oversized Hello Kitty doll. You slapped yourself hard. What was wrong at the beginning? An old man actually walked in a crowded shopping plaza with a doll in his arms.

Later, you heard that the solution to emptiness is to be a foodie. Satisfy the desire of the tongue, fill the stomach, and forget the sense of emptiness. However, when you eat all the delicious food in this city and suddenly suspect that you have anorexia, you have a feeling of being loveless. The sense of emptiness seems to become heavier with the increase of weight. Looking at yourself who has gained a circle in the mirror, you deeply understand that your money has been spent on the cutting edge, and you want to cry and have no choice.

later, you heard others say, go out and travel. In front of the world, you will find out how small you are and truly feel how ridiculous a person's emptiness is in front of nature. However, when you are really in a strange city and find no friends and no one around, you feel that sadness will really invade your bone marrow and be as cold as ice. In front of the scenery, all you see is your devastated self. No matter how beautiful the world is, it is someone else's world after all.

later, you heard someone say, why not get a girlfriend? Your partner can solve your physical emptiness and comfort your psychological loneliness. Those who work hard for each other will certainly find life beautiful and fulfilling. However, all your money has been spent on "Buy in buy buy", your weight is unbearable to look straight at, and your mind has become more and more dark and obscure after the baptism of travel. You don't even dare to look in the mirror, because a poor, tinkling fat man, it is estimated that even the mirror will dislike him.

Then, you start to be like a disgruntled woman, complaining that life makes things difficult for you, and God didn't give you a local tyrant father. You start to buy lottery tickets, hoping to make a windfall one day and turn over the salted fish one day. You start to work harder. I hope that one day the boss will see your diligence and suddenly give you a raise.

I don't know which day, you suddenly woke up. You smoked a mouthful of cigarettes, looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle, and said the most philosophical sentence in your life: "The so-called emptiness is nothing more than poverty."

Poverty has made you lose your sense and dignity. You fantasize about getting rich overnight, and even when you see rich men and women on the street, you have the urge to kneel down and call your father.

You said that when you have money, you should find a psychologist who charges by the hour. On the soft leather sofa, tell him all the grievances and entanglements with the world in the first half of his life. Your first love, your dissolute youth, your rebellious mood, your frustrated career, the idea of death that you often come out of generate in the middle of a person's night ... You should show yourself to him without reservation, naked, bloody, body and heart.

Then, you watch his lips open slightly, like a deity on high, like a butcher with a sharp knife in a slaughterhouse, combing your whole first half of life with a language you don't understand, and at a just right speed, and dissecting your whole body. Looking at this stranger in front of you, you have a natural sense of trust. At this moment, you completely forget the emptiness, as if he had entered your body and filled your heart.

when you get rich, you should go from south to north and from white to black. Then stay up all night, because maybe one day I wake up and the money will be gone. You will be like a nouveau riche with low self-esteem, spending money like water, squandering things, cooking cranes and burning harps, and sitting on empty seats ... Chew all the delicacies you have never tasted in this world, drink all the fine wines you have never drunk in this world, and love all the beautiful women you have never seen.

you are not afraid of moral condemnation or secular criticism, because you are rich. The profligacy of the rich is called enjoying life, and the profligacy of the poor will be spurned. At that time, you will certainly not be empty, because you have everything you should have.

I said, you are really fucking sick.

You smoked another mouthful of cigarettes and looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle: "Yes, if you have no money, you will get sick, and if you are sick, you will be empty."