Sleep until you wake up naturally every day, drink honey water, eat breakfast, make the bed and fold the quilt, wash and cut vegetables, cook and clean up the dishes, drink tea, watch TV, eat fruit, wash clothes, wipe the table and mop the floor, I watered the flowers and observed how many flowers bloomed. I soaked up my feet and read and write on the Internet to write down my mood. When I felt sleepy, I took a shower and went to sleep. My friend said, what a comfortable petty bourgeoisie life, I really envy it. Haha, you are not a fish, how can you know the joys and sorrows of a fish? ?

Inexplicably, I feel panicked because of my idle housewife life in this era where everyone is constantly making progress. Although it is temporary, I occasionally wake up in the middle of the night with heart palpitations and cannot fall asleep for a long time. If you don’t have the perseverance to concentrate on learning certain knowledge, you won’t be able to read a book calmly, you won’t have the ability to write a beautiful article with passion, and you will let time slip away meaninglessly every minute. Time flies so fast, and in a few years I will be forty, and what I hold in my hands is just a blank space, which is as frightening as the untimely white hair on my head.

In one episode of "If You Are the One", Meng Fei said on the stage: "There are many scientists and writers in the world who have one family and another, but most of us can't have any family. But there is a kind of family for us ordinary people. What we can do is to be a living person. As long as we can live, we can become a living person." My son often asks in confusion: "Why do you like to watch this show? Is it so good?" He is still young. You know, this show can make me laugh heartlessly and bring me complete and pure happiness at that moment. In this materialistic society full of competition and pressure, such happiness has become increasingly rare. ?

Too many people have told me: Your life is so bourgeois, leisurely and enviable. I have basically no idea about the word petty bourgeoisie, so my curiosity prompted me to search it on Baidu. To sum up, the real petty bourgeoisie can speak foreign languages, drink Starbucks and eat Haagen-Dazs, listen to world famous classical music, and talk about Hemingway, Haruki Murakami, and Xu Zhimo. They have a certain economic foundation, a good taste in life, and a unique personal style and artistic appreciation. , a man or woman who lives a high-quality life that pursues quality and sentiment. ?

But I am not trendy, fashionable and have no financial foundation. I listen to popular songs, eat pumpkins, sweet potatoes and gnaw corn. In English, I only recognize bananas, apples and 26 letters. I stopped outside Starbucks for a while but never went in to drink coffee. I have eaten Haagen-Dazs twice after living for decades and I still didn’t pay the bill myself. I know that Hemingway wrote "The Old Man and the Sea" and Xu Zhimo wrote "Farewell Cambridge". I know that Haruki Murakami is Japanese, but I don't understand anything else. ?

Looking at the front and back of my body, I was sweating when faced with the petty bourgeoisie label given by my friends. Although I also want to, I am really not a petty bourgeoisie. If you must refer to me as petty bourgeoisie, at best I can only be regarded as a woman who has petty bourgeoisie complex and yearns for petty bourgeoisie life but is not petty bourgeoisie but is trying hard to get closer to petty bourgeoisie.

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