I am a returnee.

Tianya road is far away.

Don't forget to lose this life.

? -Xu

Twenty-year-old Ran Sixteen is still alone, walking through the huge campus alone, passing by close couples, noisy friends and girlfriends, listening to the radio with headphones, and walking straight without expression.

A person goes to the snack street next door to find food, which is also her motivation to go out. After all, there is no club, no student union office, no meeting, no friends to take her out shopping, and no boyfriend. She is always lazy and stays indoors except in class, so she can stay indoors. Read books, bask in the sun, write articles, and live the same life after 60 years.

On May 16, Sixteen heard the voice on the radio, and the male anchor told another story about him and her in a sincere voice.

"In some dark days of your life, have you ever met a teenager who would say' Don't be afraid, don't cry'? If there is, it is probably, forever moved by life ... "

After so many years, I still remember that he touched her short hair and said, "Little pomegranate flower, don't be afraid, don't cry", and nodded seriously with a sullen face. She still couldn't help crying, and then gradually began to laugh, ignoring the surprise and pointing of people passing by.

It was the darkest day of her life. At that time, he was her only light, the only sunshine she could touch with her hands, warm and beautiful.

"Sixteen Niang, you have said so many love experiences, why don't you talk about your boyfriend, who has no bosom friends?" The questioner concluded: "You don't like to talk, but you feel that you are quite cold to people and have an inexplicable sense of alienation." The topic of Sleeping Party suddenly came to Ran Sixteen, who was giving you a love lecture seriously.

"Oh, do you know why I dare not express my feelings? Because I am afraid of breaking up and leaving, I won't invest so much and it won't hurt too much. " 16 didn't think much, but spoke this passage very calmly and clearly, as if the person who kept encouraging everyone to brave enough to love just now was not himself.

Sudden silence and silence. In the end, Sixteen broke the atmosphere.

"Why, love me? What I just said is just my own opinion. You are still young. Don't be an old woman like me. Change the subject, don't talk about me, talk about other gossip. "

"Where are you always? You are the youngest in the dormitory. You are always mature. "

"I tell you, that so-and-so ..."

On the 16th, I was silent. I curled my whole body into the quilt, hugged my knees tightly, opened my eyes in the dark, reduced my breathing, and my mouth trembled slightly. It was really uncomfortable. His heart ached faintly and his stomach ached a little.

"You say, you say, I'm too lazy to find an object? Because I can't forget where you are ... "Sixteen side chanting in my mind, while denying his own ideas.

I thought he was just someone who had been with her for a long time, and then he disappeared. It was a long time before she realized that the person who occupied her life seemed to have left, and maybe she would never meet again. There seems to be no memory. I haven't heard the last "goodbye" and haven't seen it since.

She thought she had completely forgotten him, grew long hair, learned to be gentle, learned to be happy, learned to communicate with people, learned all the skills she didn't know before … lost her former self and remolded a brand-new one. However, where can unforgettable memories be lost? It's just buried deeper

She hasn't lost her heart, but a corner of it is missing, which may be permanent. She doesn't know if this is true love, and she doesn't know if this love is still there.

Anyway, I haven't met anyone who called her "Little Pomegranate Flower" since then. Most people who are close to her are called "Sixteen Niang" in imitation of the Tang Dynasty, while those who are not close to her are directly called "Ran Sixteen".

In any case, anyone she met after that felt something was wrong, and she was not tempted. Maybe she was afraid of being tempted. After all, she is not old enough to take on family responsibilities. She's talking about a lifetime. They're really scared.

Summer passes quickly, and now is the beginning season of the new year. The quasi-sophomores of Sixteenth College have also begun to pack their bags and prepare to move from the south campus to the headquarters in the city center.

At the beginning of school, I visited the headquarters at the age of 0/6, and what impressed her most was "quiet", quiet, quiet and calm. Towering trees, a few dense pines and cypresses, and white-haired old people who helped each other pass by ... all these made her yearn for silence.

Finally, she came and will spend her remaining three years in college here.

Finally, she came and will meet the teenager who passed by her life here.

"Xu, look at that junior, the one dragging the dark green suitcase. Really beautiful! " Xu Liangyi looked in the direction of her roommate's finger. Sixteen seems to have heard something, and her eyes just turned in this direction.

Two people looked at each other for three seconds, which seemed to be a long time, as if they had crossed the vicissitudes of hundreds of thousands of years and the flow of time. The book says "a million years at a time" is probably the case.

"wow! You really deserve to be the god of my architecture department, Xu Da-nan. My sister was shocked to see you! " My roommate looked back and saw that he was looking straight at sixteen, so he couldn't help giving him a push. I only saw him hurry up, hesitated to ask anything, and seemed very happy after getting a positive answer from the other side. Think again, Xu has always been gentle, but most of the time she is invisible. It's really a little strange today.

"Little pomegranate flower, is that you?" He looked at her. She is tall and beautiful, but the outline and charm between her eyes are still similar to before. Maybe it was her. Let's ask.

"Well, you are, Xu?" 16 years old is still uncertain, but he has changed a lot. He doesn't feel paralyzed like a child. His height has changed too much.

"Yes, really lucky. I didn't expect to miss it for so many years and ran around and met it again. "

"hmm."

"You seldom talk as before. Let me help you. Which college are you from? "

"You talk a lot, chemical industry. Let's go."

"……"

"Leave your mobile phone and add WeChat." Xu Liangyi suggested that we should take good care of our old friends.

"Very good." She entered her mobile phone into his and scanned the code to add WeChat.

"Thank you for helping me with my luggage. Then I'll go up, Liang Yi ... Goodbye, brother. " Has arrived at the dormitory downstairs, she waved goodbye.

"Goodbye, little pomegranate flower, and keep in touch." When Xu Liang Yi heard the voice of "Brother Liang Yi", her heart moved. She said goodbye and went back to her dormitory.

Xu Liangyi, who returned to the dormitory, was really besieged by her roommate.

"Seo, who is the elder sister you have a crush on? So powerful, I caught you at a glance? " Roommate 1 I wonder who can suppress the boss.

"Boss Xu, did you hook up with Jian?" Roommate No.2, also a witness to the incident, asked with a wretched smile.

"Seo, I still think, have you met before? It won't be childhood friends, will it? " The wisest roommate No.3 came to this conclusion.

"Well, I knew him before. No hooks. " Xu seems to deliberately avoid the problem of "childhood friends, two children have no guess". To tell the truth, when he heard the voice of "Liang Yi Brothers" with a slight pause, his deep-seated throb was completely evoked.

"Sixteen Niang, what are you doing there?"

"think about life." Sixteen-year-old sitting on the upper bunk, his knees motionless, his eyes dull and his eyes wandering.

"This is the reason every time." My roommate can't help but pie his mouth and continue to pack.

Sixteen-year-old is actually thinking about meeting Xu again today. After so many years, the boy who once gave her warmth is no longer the same, but the familiar "little pomegranate flower" still makes her emotional and almost tears.

After dinner, she received a WeChat greeting from Xu Liangyi.

"Little pomegranate flower, have you finished your meal?"

"Well, let's eat. What about you? "

The two talked about many things before, and finally ended the topic with good night.

"Good night, little pomegranate flower."

"Liang Yi brothers, you also good night. Sweet dreams. "

Every day after that, Xu Liang Yi will communicate with her on WeChat. After three or two trips, the two met from an old friend and gradually got to know each other again.

……

"Little pomegranate flower, I like a girl for many years. Do you think I should tell her? " Xu consulted Liang Yi, a 16-year-old love theorist. After knowing him, sixteen words gradually increased.

"Liang Yi, I also like a boy for many years. Do you think I should tell him? " Sixteen vaguely felt that maybe he was talking about her, although it might be too blind and confident.

"Well, I think you should tell him. But I have to say in advance, little pomegranate, I like you for a long time. I fell in love with you when you pulled me out of the shadow of my parents' broken marriage. You don't have to feel burdened If you like others, tell them. Don't be late. " Xu Liang Yi still told her.

"Well, I'll tell him. Brother Liang Yi, I like you. " Sixteen, it's quite flat this time.

"Give me some time to react." Xu Liang Yi answered.

Then 16 "The other party is typing ..." has been displayed for a long time.

"Just this once: be my girl." Xu Liang Yi finally sent such a sentence.

"okay. Well, good night, boyfriend. "

"Good night to you, too, girlfriend."

"You know what? Sixteen Niang is with the male god who built the hospital! "

"Really? Sixteen Niang, is this Cycas blooming? "

"Of course it's true. I saw Jianyuan male god waiting for her under the dormitory, and then they left hand in hand. They are not boyfriend and girlfriend. What else can they do? "

Girls in the chemical industry are also very gossipy. The news spread quickly, and then almost the whole school knew the news.

"Who is this Jean Valjean?"

"The high cold flower of chemical industry is beautiful. It is this temperament that most people can't control. "

"That Jianyuan male god is really amazing! This can be made up. "

However, at this time, Sixteen was actually doing experiments in the laboratory. Xu Liangyi sent Sixteen to the laboratory and then went to the library to draw design drawings. Neither of them knows the gossip.

After class, pick up Xu Sixteen and tell her what she heard on the way. The two of them could not help laughing.

"I gave you the impression that it was, um, cold?" After the 16th laugh, I seriously asked Xu Liang Yi.

"Yes, otherwise you would have been driven away by others. Where is my turn? " Xu Liang Yi also seriously replied.

"That's true." Sixteen answered with a smile.

The relationship between 16-year-old and Xu Liang Yi is getting better and better, but some things that have been buried for a long time are gradually exposed.

After the initial passion for love receded, at the age of sixteen, she stepped into the previous track again, only with a new boyfriend.

But Xu doesn't think so, especially after recognizing sixteen views on feelings, she doesn't dare to invest at all. Is she brave? It's been half a year, and when she looks at him, she still has the feeling of looking at another person through him.

"Sixteen, I am not as important as you think in your heart? Ask yourself, don't attribute it to your personality. Do you really love me? "

"I like you."

"So if you like me again, you just like me. No matter how much you like me, it's only superficial. Even if I lose it from your life again, you will lose it temporarily and start a new life. "

Sixteen was silent for a while.

"Can we not talk about this topic for a while?"

"Yes, think for yourself." He turned and left. Mainly to let her think about her inner feelings, which is not true.

But some things really can't be thought out in a few days. He caught up with the postgraduate exam again. She stayed in the laboratory all day and never had time to deal with the previous things. Sixteen thought about it for several nights, and wanted to wait until he finished his postgraduate exam before telling him that he should learn to love him now.

But many things are often unsatisfactory.

There was an accident in the laboratory. A graduate student took several undergraduates to do experiments. Because of improper operation, it exploded, no one survived, and there were serious injuries and minor injuries.

Sixteen-year-old's name should be on the list, but she didn't do the experiment, because she didn't feel well that day, so she was lucky.

The news spread quickly in school post bars and forums. I fell asleep in bed after taking medicine at the age of sixteen, and I was in a daze, having no idea what she had escaped.

"I'm afraid I can't hold you until I think your wrinkles have traces of years ..." The screen of the mobile phone lit up, and Sixteen heard the sound and took the mobile phone away in the haze.

"Hello, what can I do for you?"

"Sixteen, didn't you do the experiment? It's good to be okay. Go back to sleep. " Xu woke up after listening to her thick nasal voice and obviously hoarse voice, and said to her first, "Hello, what can I do for you?" Cold, I have no temper at all .. I even wondered if I pushed her too hard recently and didn't take care of her, so I got sick. I really don't know whether I should be happy that she is ill.

"hmm." Sixteen obviously still didn't wake up and fell asleep again.

However, the telephone bombing has already started, and I have been woken up again and again, and my sleepiness is basically gone. They all asked about her. When I heard that Sixteen didn't go, I was very happy for her, and Sixteen gradually understood what had happened.

Finally stopped at this moment, she flipped through the phone records and found that the earliest call was from Xu. They haven't contacted each other for half a month. Originally, I wanted to wait another half month and tell him after he finished the exam. Now I really want to tell him. Then, at the age of sixteen, I simply cleaned up and went to Xu's dormitory downstairs in person.

"Xu Liang Yi, I am downstairs." He couldn't get in at the age of sixteen, so he called Xu directly.

"Well, I'm in the library. You find a shelter from the snow first, and I'll come to you. " Xu Liang Yi walked out of the library by phone and started running.

When he saw the age of sixteen and heard that she still had a thick nasal voice, he couldn't help getting angry. "Running 16! Don't you know that you are ill? What are you doing running around in such a cold day? "

"I don't want to talk to you about things? Are you still angry with me ... "This may be the reason why I have been ill recently. 16 years old became a little sissy and couldn't help crying.

Xu Liang Yi is still a little angry. On June 1 1 day, he couldn't help crying. He couldn't help hugging her anxiously. After all, this is the first time since he became boyfriend and girlfriend.

"I'm not angry with you. I have never been angry from beginning to end. It's just that when I'm away, you don't care about yourself and go out when it snows. What about your previous common sense? " Xu Liang Yi asked her with a frown.

Sixteen. Very smart this time. After understanding the meaning of "not angry about it" in his words, he sobbed and asked, "Now I say I am impulsive because of you. Are you happy or unhappy? " Xu Liangyi was afraid that she would cry and wrapped the whole person in a coat. Her voice was very low, and the voice she had just cried was still a little weak.

"Happiness is one thing ..." Xu Liangyi couldn't help talking to her a lot.

"Xu, brother, tang's monk xu, stop! If you keep talking, I will fall asleep, and I will forget the purpose of my coming. I've been thinking about that for a long time, and finally I want to tell you that I liked the teenager in the past, but now you made me bravely love once. " Sixteen looked up from his arms and stared at him very seriously.

Looking at her red eyes and listening to her finally willing to make a confession to brave enough to love, Xu Liangyi couldn't help sighing: "Well, I love you, too. I have always loved you, whether you are a pomegranate flower, a sixteen-year-old girl or a sixteen-year-old girl. "

"Little pomegranate flower, running sixteen, I have written this passage for a long time.

I am not a passer-by in your life.

I am a returnee.

Tianya road is far away.

Don't forget to lose this life.

What I want to tell you is, don't be afraid to leave, don't be afraid to give your feelings, and believe that the world is far away and someone will come back. However, I am not a passer-by in your life, and I will never let you tell me your loss. I will never forget it in my life. "

"Well, in this life, don't forget." 16 years old is definitely the end of her single life.

The two enjoyed kissing under the falling snow eaves.

Snowflakes just fall quietly, the wind gradually subsides, and the world gradually becomes clear.

Ran Sixteen suddenly felt that the gap in the atrium was gradually being repaired and filled, and the empty heart that had been covered with snow became warm and soft, beating strongly.

And her true love has finally arrived.