I don’t have arachnophobia or deep sea phobia, but I do have a little trypophobia and severe ragdoll phobia.

The so-called trypophobia is seeing those densely packed things. When I see those things, I will feel very uncomfortable. I will become very irritable and want to avoid those things, and when those things are associated with diseases (such as the circulated synthetic pictures of fluffy breasts, There are also ticks, dogs, animals infected with many human skin flies, etc.), I will get a lot of goosebumps, and then I will feel a chill. Some people used to say that this person with phobia is just pretentious and pretending (what are the ten dense and nine pretense, and one of them is just like it). Damn it, that’s because he doesn’t have that kind of phobia and can’t feel this kind of thing. Is it okay to feel uncomfortable? I have never pretended to have trypophobia.

I remember that the earliest trigger of trypophobia was when a small loquat tree planted in my yard had insects. When I got up that morning, I saw that the whole tree was white except for the leaves. I was pleasantly surprised and thought it was a bug. It snowed or I thought someone was decorating the building opposite, so I accidentally sprayed the decoration powder on the tree. Although it looked pretty, I thought it would affect the growth of the tree, so I wanted to spray the powder on it. wipe. As a result, when I walked in and took a look, I found that there was no snow or powder here. They were all small white bugs (hard-shelled, like beetles). They were densely packed on the trees... and then I was frightened and instantly had goosebumps all over my body. I don’t even know how I lost the shovel I was holding to remove powder from the tree. My mind went blank at that time. Later, when I left, my family chopped down the tree and took it away. They said it was difficult to get rid of the bugs and looked disgusting, so they just chopped it down. Later, I never dared to plant a bunch of trees again, and I didn’t dare to plant another tree for a long time. Whenever I saw some small bugs on my flowers or trees, I would kill them immediately.

I also have a phobia, ragdoll phobia. I have had an inexplicable fear of ragdolls since I was a child, especially those whose eyes move according to the angle of their heads (those that sit on I just keep my eyes open, and then close my eyes when I lay down, which feels very scary). Then something happened later that made me even more afraid of ragdolls. I remember one time I got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. When I was passing by the living room, I happened to notice something like a rag doll on the cabinet in the living room. At that time, I was just a little confused. More importantly, I was confused as to why the family put the rag doll there. You won’t let me play with it, and I’ve never seen that rag doll. Then the next day I asked my family about it, and they all denied that there was a rag doll on the cabinet. I also didn’t find the rag doll when I was picked up and looked at the cabinet. There was also a lot of dust on the cabinet. It didn’t look like it at all. It looked like something was being stored... Later on, I became more and more afraid of rag dolls, especially when I was afraid of staring into their eyes, as if they would move in the next second. Therefore, as a girl, I have never bought a doll since I was a child.

Other than that, I don’t think I have any other phobias for the time being. I don’t think spiders are scary, but centipedes are scary, but not to the level of a phobia. As for the deep sea, I have always felt that there are not only scary things in the deep sea, but also very cute things, such as whales, SpongeBob... ahem.