I searched every corner of the internet for traces of her existence. ?

I saw that she warmed many people's lives. Many people loved her heartily, missed her madly after she left, laughed for her, screamed for her and cried for her. ?

I saw a girl send a lot of Weibo messages saying that she liked her one night in 17, and excitedly described the joy that I could feel very much. I clicked on the homepage to search, and the last one about her Weibo was in January this year. I thought she was crazy about cp, and I was particularly disappointed. Take off and pull black. Goodbye. This is probably why she really doesn't like people.

Why did she say, "Love is changeable, but hate is hard to level." No matter how much you like it, it may turn into anger and hatred one day, and it is how much you liked it and then how disappointed you are. ?

She has too many aspects in both thinking and writing. Many people can easily fall in love with her in some way, but they may find that she stepped on their minefield next time.

After all, she doesn't rely on writing for a living. She always goes her own way and never caters to anything. ?

But I'm not. She writes whatever she likes, so I'll try to understand what I like. Fortunately, I'm not too upset so far. After all, it's always good to see her writing. ?

I think that one day I may be disappointed in her … I may be disappointed in myself first. My promise to myself is that even if one day I am really disappointed, I will never hate her, and disappointment will only be secretly disappointed in my heart. ?

I am not a good person, but I am always greedy for her words. At that time, at most, I sighed again. After all, I didn't deserve it.

She is one of the few people who has certain feminine qualities, whether she is a writer or a real person, sensitive, fragile, sharp, turbulent, a little neurotic and very attractive. ?

He is a gifted writer, with a strong ability to control words and a natural literary acumen. The first few people who made me feel this way are Zhang Ailing, Mu Xin and Lin Yihan.

I like her for more than ten years, and my favorite article should be silent all these years. After reading it, my heart is really empty, just like a long and fruitless secret love.