The life of rejected pine nuts

? Douban score: 8.9

Adapted from Yamada Zongshu's novel of the same name, it was presented in the form of plot+song and dance, which was released in Japan in 2006.

When life comes to an end

Only to find that the last thing I want to go back is my original home ~ ~

This is a timeline that runs through Matsuko's life.

Since her death.

One day, my father suddenly came to see Ah Sheng and told him that an aunt he had never met had passed away.

53 years old, died in a park three days ago, and asked him to clean up his aunt's house.

When my father left, he said:

What a useless sister!

Finally killed, the prisoner has not been caught.

Anyway, it's a boring life!

In the shabby hut by the river, A Sheng gradually got to know his father's aunt pine nuts.

What kind of life do you live? ?

Showa thirty years, pine nuts seven years old.

She has a younger sister, Kumi, who has been sickly since childhood, and her father's preference for her is like a seed. Finally, one day it broke out, and pine nuts ran away from home in a rage. ...

She has been trying to get her father's love, study hard and work hard for so many years. Being an excellent daughter in my father's heart, nothing can compare with my sister lying in a hospital bed.

Pine nuts left, almost frantically shouted to his sister:

You are not pathetic at all!

Matsuko worked as a teacher in a school after graduating from university.

Because student Yang Long refused to admit stealing, she took her place and was expelled from school ... Seeing this, I can't help wondering if she is out of her mind.

Everyone has done something wrong, although everyone handles it in different ways; But the way pine nuts are handled is the stupidest. And this also laid the groundwork for the future. ....

Matsuko was 23 years old that year.

After that, she lived with a writer and often suffered from domestic violence. But even so, she didn't want to leave. She firmly believes that Cherie loves her.

They were down and out, so they went to borrow money from their brother.

It is understood that her father died of a cerebral hemorrhage three months after she left.

She imagined her father's smiling, angry and gentle face.

But not "sad".

Soon, Che also committed suicide ... Maybe Matsuko loved him too much, or maybe the writer was insane and stressed. ...

The screenwriter left a sentence: I was born a man, sorry!

After that, pine nuts became the mistress of Hatcher's sworn enemy writer.

Soon abandoned!

She began to give up on herself, applied for a Turkish bath girl and was hired as a red card.

But it wasn't long before she was out of breath. Fortunately, she had a lot of savings that year.

When he returned home and paid back the money he borrowed from his brother, he saw his father's diary.

Since she left, every diary has ended with:

There is no news of pine nuts. Pine nuts' calm face doesn't seem to make any waves. ...

Continue her passionate life.

She used the money she had before to do business with a guest, only to find that she had been cheated and killed someone in a rage. ....

After fleeing, she met the barber Shimadzu and was arrested and imprisoned when she was about to enter the marriage hall. ....

In the past eight years, full of hope, she obtained a hairdresser's license in prison and looked forward to spending the rest of her life with Shimadzu after she was released from prison.

Even if Shimadzu hasn't visited her once in eight years, she is still full of hope. Maybe this is a straw for her to spend her boring life in prison.

However, after being released from prison, Matsuko happily went to the barber shop to find Shimadzu, only to find that he was married and had children, and the family of three was happy.

Pine nuts are 35 this year

Life continues

Matsuko found a job in a beauty salon. The next year, she met Yang Long Yi, an original student who had been looking for pine nuts.

After being together, pine nuts discovered that Yang Long smuggled and injected ice; So I went back to prison: Yang Long spent a year or four, and I spent a year alone.

As soon as Yang Long got out of prison, Matsuko would be 40 years old.

She waited for him with great joy, convinced that everything would be fine as long as they were together.

Allen is out.

But ... his face is so scared, so scared. He ran away and never saw it again …

Yang Long likes pine nuts, but his love is too weak. He dared not go forward for fear of delaying her again. .....

And he doesn't know that leaving is the real harm of pine nuts. ....

this year

Matsuko quit his job in the beauty salon.

Life began to get dark, and I completely lost myself. ....

Gradually become depressed

Put on weight, stop wearing makeup, and become sloppy and annoying.

Pine nuts have always been like this, living hard and loving hard.

But still abandoned, beaten, disappointed, full of eager hope, etc. Are leaving, destroying and betraying.

I thought it would be a positive inspirational drama, but I fell into a deep sense of powerlessness after watching it. ...

Life is long, but short!

After more than ten years without any waves, pine nuts have to sit on that bench for a long time every day.

Facing the river that is very similar to her hometown, she misses her first time and herself.

Everything is in the past, and she can't stand it anymore. ...

Life is like mail, love a few before you love others.

Did her father's indifference make her lose her personality? Every time pine nuts love others like moths to a flame, they just long for a little love in return.

But every effort was fruitless, and she stood up and loved again, and didn't want to toss about any more until she finally ran out.

My brother hasn't contacted my sister for decades.

What makes you say: it's a boring life anyway!

Pine nuts are so sincere and enthusiastic, but the author ended her long inaction in an ironic way.

Yang Long's love was not revealed until Matsuko died. ....

I'm sorry I was born a man.

I just want to say: I was born a man, and I am sorry for love all my life!