Sister Qiu was only sixteen or seventeen at that time, and she was definitely the village flower of our village. She looked clean for nothing and spoke quietly. Later, I got a job in the city and became more and more dressed up. Bell bottoms and lace hats add a touch of fashion to her delicate face. I can't help sighing that there is such a beautiful person in the world, and I often envy her beauty. Later, she fell ill and said she had lymphoma. Fortunately, it is early and there is great hope for active treatment. Her family also took her to the big hospital outside several times. Menstruation and his aunt are both thrifty housekeepers, small and rich. Some families in the village have tens of thousands of yuan in deposits when they are still too poor to open the pot. After the initial treatment, they felt that the cost was too high and had to empty their money. The money at home was originally intended for my son to get married and build a house in the future, so menstruation and aunt disagreed on whether to continue to treat Qiu's sister, and finally decided to give up treatment. In this way, Qiu Jie finished her short life, when she was eighteen. My mother took me to see her once during her illness. At that time, she was already out of shape. I feel horrible. I just stood at a distance and saw my mother joking with her. She laughs like a pupil. I wonder if she knows that her time is running out. Sister Qiu's death made me feel the fragility and helplessness of life for the first time. For a long time, I felt heavy in my heart, as if I had been caged with a puzzling shadow. A few years later, I also committed suicide by drinking pesticides during menstruation, just in the newly completed new house. According to the villagers, she is determined to die. She drank a full bottle of pesticide, not a drop left. When her mother carried her on her back, her vomit corroded a large area of her skin. The villagers have always been puzzled. She has been working hard for most of her life. Her son married a new daughter-in-law and a new house was built. Finally, she persisted in the end and ushered in a beautiful day. Why, it happened at this time ... I wonder if people are so sad and desperate when they leave their menstruation. Maybe she has missed her precious daughter for a long time, and maybe she can let it go when she dies. Later, the whole family moved away and the new house was left unattended. After more than ten years of wind and rain, it has already collapsed and overgrown with weeds.