This is her initiative.

She said she was really tired of living like a sinner and didn't want to live like this for the rest of her life.

one

Xiaomei's boyfriend is Chen Jia.

He wears a pair of rimless glasses and looks very gentle. It seems that the temperament is still very modern, but the thought is conservative and pedantic, even incredibly stubborn. Of course, Xiaomei didn't realize what was wrong at first, because who can be perfect?

Chen Jia's parents live in a small town. His father works in an organization in the town. There are two houses at home, a two-story building and an apartment. My mother has never read or read. She is a real rural woman. She cooks in the canteen of a unit in town, which costs 2000 yuan a month. When Xiaomei first met Chen Jia, it was normal for her to hear such family conditions. It is not rich or expensive, but it is also well-off and has no economic pressure. Look at Chen Jia's daily expenses, which are more generous than her city.

Whenever Chen Jia talks about her parents, she is always emotional and can't help it. Once when I went back to visit my parents, I didn't notice in advance. Two old people are eating, and there is only a small dish of vegetarian dishes and a plate of pickled radish on the huge dining table. Chen Jia suddenly became red in the eye. Because every time he comes home, he eats fresh shrimp and fish and carefully stewed chicken soup. As soon as the holiday arrived, his mother stood at the door waiting for him to come home. Once, he passed by his classmate's house, came home late, and saw his mother's little figure in the distance. That day, his mother waited for him in the high temperature of nearly 40 degrees all afternoon. He told Xiaomei that his heart was full of guilt, his parents were too bitter, and his heart ached, but there was nothing to repay.

At first, Xiaomei was not moved. But I can't help thinking, is it really necessary to be so hard on myself for my son?

two

The first time I went to his house, dinner was naturally warmly received. After dinner, Chen Jia's mother cut a small yellow watermelon and gave half to Xiaomei and Chen Jia. Xiaomei was polite and modest, and invited the old man to eat. The old man quickly shirked and said that he would eat it another day. Chen Jia immediately cut a piece and stuffed it into her mother's hand, but her mother refused resolutely, and even rushed out of the door between shoving and shoving, saying that she would eat it another day. Chen Jia cried again, saying that her mother was reluctant to eat watermelon.

Xiaomei looked at the watermelon in her hand in surprise. Please, it's just a watermelon, not a gold bar. Are their family conditions so embarrassing?

An uncomfortable feeling crept up his back like an ant.

Every time I go to his house for dinner, Xiaomei finds that Chen Jia's parents don't eat the food on the table. They only eat pickled radishes on their plates, and finally they drink a bowl of soup. They will give Xiaomei a chicken leg soup, and then they will let go because of the remaining chicken legs, Chen Jia and her parents. Chicken legs are flying around in the bowl of three people, deadlocked. The three of them gave their lives to each other for this chicken leg, which made Xiaomei's chicken leg hard to swallow.

Later, it developed into that no matter what he ate at his house, Xiaomei felt embarrassed and couldn't eat as long as her parents told him not to eat. Xiaomei really can't understand. She obviously eats ordinary things that ordinary people eat. Why did she make it look like the last food of a family during the disaster? How difficult is their family's economy?

Later, Xiaomei discovered that the lives of the two old people were almost self-abuse, and they were not forced by life at all. They have thousands of deposits in the bank. They seem to be tightening their belts and trying their best to drain their blood and flesh from their daily lives, saying that it is for their son. At that time, Xiaomei couldn't help but sigh, poor bear the wind, although it was really hard.

three

However, things are not as simple as she thought.

Being with Chen Jia is like getting holiday syndrome. Because on holidays and weekends, he has to drive home for five hours to meet his parents. As a girlfriend, I was also asked to go together. Xiaomei is not a person who has no love and filial piety for her parents. When I begin to meet such long holidays as National Day and May Day, she will accompany me back to visit the elderly.

However, life in big cities is very fast. Usually I have to work overtime and travel, so I really want to have a good rest and relax on weekends. Since you are in love, you should always have a world of two people, go out to play together and watch a movie or something. Besides, Xiaomei is not an orphan. She has her own parents. She can't visit her in-laws every holiday and leave her parents alone at home. However, Chen Jia's parents asked him to go back every two weeks and holidays. This requirement also extends to Xiaomei. Xiaomei and Chen Jia quarreled many times because of this matter.

On a Mid-Autumn Festival, a project that Xiaomei was in charge of had a temporary problem and had to work overtime urgently. So she declined on the phone and said that she would not go to the festival. Unexpectedly, Chen Jia's mother's mood has changed a lot. She shouted on the phone: "You don't have a holiday? The whole country has a holiday. Why don't you have a holiday? " The tone is full of accusations. Xiaomei suddenly felt very wronged. Her own mother heard that she had to work overtime during the holidays, but she said sadly, alas, she can't rest during the holidays.

She didn't want to explain and walked away silently.

Chen Jia quietly comforted her mother and said, "She won't go back. I'll just go back myself. "

Chen Jia's mother really began to cry and said, "aren't we all like cows and horses to you?" Why don't you come back to see us? I don't want you to do anything when I come back. I just want you to drink my own chicken soup. "

Chen Jia obviously can't stand this. He muttered, "I know, I know, I will definitely go back."

Surprisingly, this time Chen Jia went back by herself, without even saying hello, and sent her a text message saying that she had no conscience, and her parents were so kind to her, and she also made the old man sad.

On the night of Mid-Autumn Festival, Chen Jia was too busy in the company to eat dinner. Suddenly, when she saw the news, she was so angry that she saw stars.

After three years of love, he went back to his parents' house every holiday except Chinese New Year. Including driving back five hours every two weeks. She has little spare time and life of her own. Besides work and short rest, he often goes to his parents' house. She knows that Chen Jia's mother is attached to her son, which is not easy for the two old people, so she always gives in to them. But they didn't even give her a little understanding this time. Xiaomei's heart is getting cold.

After Chen Jia came back.

There was a fierce quarrel between the two.

Chen Jia believes that Xiaomei is deliberately looking for reasons not to visit his parents at his home. I usually don't work an extra day, but I have to work overtime on holidays. What a coincidence. He only saw that this time she didn't satisfy his family, but completely ignored Xiaomei's selfless efforts in the past three years. Xiaomei pointed out that parents' love is like kidnapping, which makes him feel guilty all his life and there is no happiness at all. Chen Jia growled and said, what do you know? Don't slander my parents!

It suddenly occurred to her that a person can really lose his mind to this extent. At this point, Xiaomei is ready to break up.

four

As a result, two weeks after the cold war, he lost his temper and took the initiative to come to Xiaomei, saying that his mother cried after he came back, saying that he was unfilial and left two old things at home. He felt extremely guilty. I think it's all Xiaomei's fault. That's why I lost my temper with her last time.

It happened that Xiaomei Company held an activity on weekends, so please bring your boyfriend. Chen Jia hopes to ease the relationship with Xiaomei and expresses her willingness to participate. But the problem is coming, and it's time to go home again.

When Chen Jia's mother heard that her son couldn't come back, she suddenly went crazy.

She cried and said, "Xiaomei. When Chen Jia was a child, I had a hard time raising her. We didn't have any money before, but I let him drink my blood and skin me. I didn't suffer him. Now that he is older, he has a girlfriend. We two old people eat bran and swallow vegetables just to save you more money. I didn't expect you to be so heartless that you didn't want you to do anything. You won't even come back for a bite of chicken soup. I am a dead old woman! "

Chen Jia immediately changed her face when she heard this. He panicked and said to his mother, "mom, don't think too much." We really have something to do. " The phone hung up before I finished speaking.

Xiaomei tried to suppress her resentment and said to Chen Jia, "Go home by yourself."

Before Chen Jia could speak, the phone rang again. Chen Jia's father called: "Chen Jia will come back soon, and your mother fainted."

When Chen Jia and Xiaomei came home anxiously, the battle suddenly shocked them.

Chen Jia's mother was half lying in bed, sobbing, and the room was full of relatives at home. They all looked at Chen Jia and Xiaomei angrily.

A large public trial meeting.

Relatives have accused Chen Jia:

"Chen Jia, you weren't like this before. You are the most filial to your parents. People will never forget their roots. You don't remember how your mother raised you. When you were a child, your mother tried to buy you anything you wanted. She is never allowed to buy her own clothes. You went to school in the county town in high school. Your mother stayed up all night. She cooks chicken soup and pot-stewed vegetables for you just to catch the early bus and let you eat at noon. You have been in school for three years. How many times has your mother sent you meals? Do you know? "

"Are you so worthy of your dad? He's too old. In order to save you more money, besides working in the unit, he also works part-time outside. Do you know what he is doing, carrying rice bags for others at the grain station? How can you have the heart to treat them like this? It is really sinful. "

……

Chen Jia looked pale, bowed her head and said nothing, with her fingers in her hair, just like a criminal who was convicted of a felony.

After scolding Chen Jia, everyone pointed the finger at Xiaomei again:

"Although you haven't been out, as a child, filial piety is a must. Seeing that you are well informed, how can this truth be unclear? "

"How did you become a daughter-in-law? You have parents yourself. You should be a parent in the future, you know If you don't honor the elderly, you will die! "

……

Xiaomei opened her eyes wide. She couldn't believe that stabbing her spine like this was aimed at her. She asked herself what she had done in exchange for a crime condemned by God! She can't come back because something happened in her company? Come on, everyone is an adult, and they all have their own careers and lives, not suckling dolls tied to their mothers!

Xiaomei looked at Chen Jia, hoping that he could stand up and speak for himself.

But he hung his head deeply and was too busy to care about himself.

Xiaomei has a splitting headache and her ears are buzzing, and gradually she can't hear their crusade clearly.

In the evening, Chen Jia's mother called Xiaomei aside and said that she had a request that she could work in Chen Jia's parents' town, and then threatened Chen Jia to come back. I hope my son can drink his own stew every day Xiaomei shook her head with a wry smile and said, first, she can't find a job in this major in town. Besides, she doesn't want to blackmail anyone. We are all adults and want to respect each other's choices. Chen Jia's mother immediately pulled down her face. Unfortunately, this time, Xiaomei no longer cares.

In the evening, Xiaomei passed Chen Jia's parents' bedroom and heard them talking. Mom said that Xiaomei is a bad girl. If only you could stay with your neighbor Shanshan. Ask her father to arrange a job for you so that you can come back and drink my stew every day.

Xiaomei's mouth floated with a meaningful smile and thought, this is really better.

The next morning, Xiaomei packed her things and left the Chen family.

Who wants to be bound by this deformed love and bear an imaginary moral cross for the rest of his life?

Sorry, your son is a sinner. He owes you, but I don't.

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