But Xiaoyu doesn't love him. I can't say I don't love this thing. It's confused. Since ancient times, so many people have been trapped in this corner, but no one can tell what love is all about, so I can't blame Xiaoyu for her ambiguous attitude. She just can't find love in him.
What kind of love does Xiaoyu want She can't understand it herself. Xiaoyu has always been a confused girl, a little simple, a little naive and a little stubborn. However, if a 15-year-old girl is bored in bed, she will have to dig a wall to read Aunt Qiong Yao's Curtain of Dreams and Three Lane of Plum Blossoms. Sixteen-year-old, she will feel sad when she reads Xi Murong's How to Meet You at My Most Beautiful Time. Seventeen-year-old, for the love of Guo Xiang and the loss of Qiao Feng's lover, she will read Jin Yong's Snow Shooting White Deer Plain, Laughing at Books. When I was a little older, I plunged into Zhang Yueran's Away from Cherry and felt "eternal pain" ... and it happened to be a combination of Virgo and Type A blood. So what kind of "fairy tale" do you think her love will be?
Xiaoyu is a girl who loves to dream, and has never stopped fantasizing about love. From gradually realizing that she met Mubei, she conceived countless romantic or sad or sweet love stories. Please refer to Korean love dramas such as Romantic Room and Blue Life and Death Love. Of course, the heroine is all her without exception. As for the leading actor, handsome is a must. Oh, no, in Xiaoyu's words, it is "handsome and elegant" and has a figure comparable to that of Daniel Wu. Other conditions are not necessarily the case. Either she must be mature and restrained, with Tony Leung Chiu Wai's melancholy eyes, and she must be the only one with a clever smile in her eyes; Either cheerful sunshine, white teeth, a warm smile on his face forever, and lovingly covering his hands in winter; Either decadent or individual, with a cigarette in his mouth and looking sideways, Xiao Yu was in a panic ... Xiaoyu dreamed of meeting such a person all day, taking her around the world and seeing the beauty of the world. Later, when I was with Mubei, Mubei always asked her curiously, "What are you thinking all day?" Xiaoyu gave him an angry white look: "It's none of your business!" Mubei, how can you guess what's in Xiaoyu's little head? Xiaoyu thinks Mubei really lives up to its reputation.
Mubei is actually pretty, with a tough face, a straight nose and bright eyes. Xiaoyu's dormitory always praises him for being handsome, and Xiaoyu is flattered. But this is also a temporary feeling, only the vanity of the little girl has been satisfied, just like wearing beautiful clothes and shoes to school when I was a child, and the children all looked at her with envy. More often, Xiaoyu feels that there is something missing in Mubei, so that she can't find the feeling she wants. For example, Mubei doesn't understand romance. Mubei won't send her eleven roses on Valentine's Day. Mubei won't put a big heart with a candle in it on a starry night, telling her that it is his favorite light rain heart for her. Mubei won't play guitar and sing love songs for her downstairs. Xiaoyu always feels a little disappointed in his heart.
Just as she would be disappointed that their meeting was not romantic enough. How did Xiaoyu and Mubei get together? Light rain in Beijing, Mubei in Nanjing, one north and one south, how do you know that there is someone in another city far away who is your paradise? This question has been asked countless times by countless people, and every time it rains, it will falter. Actually, they met online. Xiaoyu hates online dating, but she didn't expect it. It's a bit embarrassing. So no one knows how they met except the two sides.
This is actually a long story. I almost forgot what it was like at the beginning, because it was really not a good start.
Xiaoyu was in a bad mood for a while. At that time, she was still a little girl who had just stepped into the university gate. She is ignorant and confused, and her heart is full of strangeness and panic that can't be integrated into the new environment. Walking on a strange street and seeing strange faces all around, it will be a little trance. But at this time, her first love in high school told her: "In fact, we are not in love at all." "Ah?" Xiaoyu was stunned at that time, and tears suddenly flowed out. In fact, Xiaoyu himself knows what he means. As a teenager, he is extremely green, trying to avoid the sight of teachers and classmates, and he is more secretive than the underground party. Passing small notes in class, not daring to write anything that makes people blush, is nothing more than "what did you eat today?" I drank the porridge from Xu's mother's house, which was delicious. I will definitely bring it to you next time! ""I saw a girl wearing the same red skirt as you today, but not as beautiful as you! " "The old class scolded me and said that I haven't been paying attention recently." I didn't even pull my little hand, and I would avoid it when I walked occasionally, not to mention intimate actions such as kissing.
It was such a pure first love that only lasted for more than three months, and it ended in nothing. When breaking up, Xiaoyu tugged at his skirts at the school gate and wouldn't let him go. People come and go looking at them with all kinds of eyes, but he just said "I want to go home and do my homework" and left in a hurry-or "escape" is more appropriate. Leaving a silly light rain, I watched him walk away and shed tears. That was the bravest thing Xiaoyu did in high school-if it is also called bravery-regardless of whether a good classmate passed by or was caught by the teacher, he ignored everything, just to save his first love.
But in fact, these months have passed, and my first love, which I valued so much and cherished so much, was denied by others without care, and it was not those who had nothing to do with it, but him that I missed even after I broke up. Xiaoyu feels very sad. Since he loved each other, he should cherish each other. Isn't that what he once told himself? But the person who said this actually told himself "that's not love" in a light way, which simply destroyed Xiao Yu's view of love. Xiao Yu, a simple girl, felt so lost for the first time in her life. She shut herself in her room and cried for a long time until the sun went down. But what's the point of crying without comfort? Xiaoyu thought about it and felt stupid, so she wiped her tears, turned on the computer and started surfing the Internet. Xiaoyu was still a small net worm at that time.
The headshots on QQ are all black, and Xiaoyu is depressed again. When she was sad, she wanted to talk to someone, so she wandered around the chat room bored and added a friend. This person is Mubei. Mubei's puppy head quickly jumped up:
"Hello, little girl."
"I'm not a little girl, I'm an uncle." A light rain in a bad mood knocked loudly on the keyboard.
"Is the little girl in a bad mood?" Wood north asked carefully.
In this sentence, Xiao Yu's tears, which had just been stopped, flowed out without authorization and burst its banks. She intermittently told Mubei, the other end of the network, the biggest setback in her life. From beginning to end, Mubei didn't say a word, until she finished, he remained silent.
Xiaoyu thought he would comfort himself very gently and persuade him carefully, but waited and waited until her tears dried up, and Mubei didn't speak.
"Hey, pig! Are you listening to me? ! "Xiaoyu suddenly got angry.
"I'm listening ... but the line is disconnected ..." It was a long time before Mubei sent a message pitifully.
"What? ! I have been casting pearls before swine? " Xiaoyu is going to be mad. It's like typing an article, and before it can be saved, the computer actually crashed! Everything is thrown to Java! If you have experienced it, you can probably understand Xiaoyu's madness.
"Ha ha, I lied to you, little girl." Mubei suddenly grinned. "From another angle, you actually earned it."
"Why?" Xiaoyu's eyes widened.
"Because you can still have a second first love." Mubei blinked and said cunningly.
Yes, if a person can have two first loves, it is really good. Xiaoyu felt that she had earned it when she thought about it, and suddenly she was in a better mood. What Xiaoyu didn't expect was that the second first love was given to Mubei who said this.
Mubei sneaked in. Xiaoyu and Mubei often say this about him after they are together. Mubei always looks at her with bright eyes with a smile when she is in a good temper. Xiaoyu was angry and felt that she had lost a lot.
Xiaoyu and Mubei were separated when they first started together. Xiaoyu hates online dating, especially long-distance dating, but both of them let her stand. How to maintain a relationship only by telephone line and network? So Xiaoyu clamored to break up for three days. At this time, Mubei stopped talking at the other end, just silently. Xiaoyu hung up the phone with anger, thinking that she would never talk to this wood again.
Later Xiaoyu really ignored him again. But after a long time, the little girl became impatient and began to lose her mind. She is always absent-minded in class, and even sends rice to her nose when eating. The boy at the next table looked at her for a long time and smiled. "Why are you so cute? Can you leave your mobile phone number and QQ number? " After a while, the boy sat over. Xiao Yu seemed to wake up from a dream, raised his eyes and looked at this person who came out of nowhere: very sunny, very athletic, and most importantly! It looks very temperamental! Isn't this the kind of person Xiaoyu fantasized about before? Xiao Yu was almost elated, and God finally opened his eyes. Thank God, thank the Lord, thank Guanyin Bodhisattva. ...
"What are you whispering about?" The boy asked curiously.
"Oh, I said I have a boyfriend. Please keep your distance from me. " Xiao Yu answered with a straight face, trying to stay calm and leaving with a plate. It was not until she left the boy's sight that she breathed a sigh of relief, and then sadly found that she could not accept others.
After a long time-it felt like a light rain after tens of thousands of years, Mubei called me. "Light rain ..." Mubei's voice was as warm as the spring breeze as ever, and she simply couldn't recognize them in the cold war. "Who's calling, please? I don't know you. " But Xiaoyu is still angry that she hasn't contacted herself for so long. "What a light rain! Come and pick me up. I'm lost and I can't find your school." Mu Bei deliberately said pathetically.
"What?" Xiaoyu almost jumped up with excitement. "Fool, where are you?"
"I'm in college south road, carved time. Come and pick me up. " Xiaoyu told Mubei that she wanted to carve time, drink coffee and sit quietly in the warm sunshine all afternoon. Mubei kept in mind that he ran from Nanjing to Beijing and crossed thousands of miles just to accompany this little girl who loves to dream.
Xiaoyu cried again. Xiaoyu is a little girl who doesn't grow up. She always cries when she is sad and happy.
"It's been more than an hour. Have you finished crying? " Sitting in the carving time, Mubei asked helplessly.
"Shit, why did you come without telling me?" Xiaoyu sobbed, "Don't you know that you will be beheaded if you don't obey the imperial edict?"
"I will be outside, and the military order will not be affected." Mubei smiled and gently held Xiaoyu's hand. "I found a job in Beijing. I will never leave again. "
Xiao Yu suddenly looked up, eyes red, like a big rabbit. Mubei saw it and couldn't help laughing loudly.
"In the future, I won't make you cry again." Xiaoyu heard a voice whispering next to her, but when she looked carefully, Mubei still smiled and said nothing.
Mubei is good for Xiaoyu, but Mubei is distressed by Xiaoyu. Xiaoyu likes to play the horizontal bar, and Mubei is carefully guarding it below, just like the hen mother in the chicken, for fear that Xiaoyu will fall. Xiaoyu loves to dawdle and always keeps Mubei waiting downstairs for a long time, but when Xiaoyu runs downstairs, he always sees Mubei's warm smiling face for the first time. Xiaoyu loves ice cream, so Mubei carefully wiped it off her mouth with a paper towel and looked at her with spoil. Xiaoyu is very picky about food and can't get used to the food in the school cafeteria. Mubei bought pots and pans, cooked for Xiaoyu himself, and bought a cookbook to study vegetable fields one by one. But Xiaoyu always wondered before: Are these love? Now Xiaoyu understands that if these are not love, then love may have disappeared in this world long ago.
The vigorous and earth-shattering love that Xiaoyu yearns for is still the plot in the TV series. The story of the prince and princess living happily together, in this world, there is no soil to blossom and bear fruit. True love is to intervene in each other's life and erode each other's independent space while accompanying each other. Is to share joy, but also to share worries. It is to participate in the present and to plan the future. Accompanied by knowing each other and cherishing each other, what is more embarrassing is jealousy, misunderstanding and quarrel. Romantic and romantic, it is also a daily necessities sauce vinegar tea. As long as you can endure these trivialities, hold your hand and grow old with your son, it will be a lifetime of happiness.
Xiaoyu suddenly felt that, in fact, she was also very happy with Mubei, who was as wooden as Mubei.