Too many people, whose bread is work, stare at their own dishes, rice bags and vegetable baskets when they are full of food, turning themselves into border farmers and tofu women, letting their rich time pass in blank eyes, or losing in the hands of mahjong tables, or slipping through the corners of their mouths in a hurry and sighing helplessly. ...
Some people are born stupid and withdrawn, not to mention the elegant taste of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. They even chat online, play games, build the Great Wall, and play cards. They are mentally retarded and are not in the group, so they have to keep company with loneliness. At work and leisure, after a meal, I hold a book in my hand and talk with the ancients: the simple aura of The Book of Songs, the sharpness of pre-Qin prose, the spread of Han Fu, the profound romance of Tang poetry, the elegance and gracefulness of Song poetry, the delicate lingering of Yuan songs and the profound popularity of novels in Ming and Qing dynasties. Meeting modern people: modern and contemporary essays, novels, new poems, network language. World classics of traveling abroad: make friends with the gods on Mount Olympus in ancient Greece, and tell love stories under the moon with Avelot Tate; Walking into the horrible purgatory of hell in the Divine Comedy, ascending to heaven and being touched by the Virgin Mary; Humanism educates the open thinking of the brain and remoulds the frank self; Classical literature fills the mind with informal personality genes, and Tian Dan spreads exotic colors; The works of romantic masters are dotted with magical imagination, and bold exaggeration and magical depiction make the inspiration publicity; Postmodernism brings colorful eyes into the field of art, draws our eyes to the world literature Wang Yang, and enjoys the surging classical scenery. Be fascinated, forgetful, intoxicated, forget all about eating and sleeping. Gradually formed the habit of walking by candlelight at night. Whenever the night is quiet, open the pages, and swim between the lines with your heart and eyes, and be well informed and forget the world of mortals and customs. In a pleasing place, the artistic charm across time and space in the book firmly attracts eager eyes like magnetic force, and the square characters spray surging passion, which makes people's muscles boil and their hearts beat. Inadvertently, the reader's mind collided with the core of the text, shaking out sparks, and he seemed to feel the soul highlighted in the book. When the soul crosses time and space, enters the artistic conception, and feels the awakening and surprise of the soul. This kind of awakening and surprise is a spiritual home built with the help of words and symbols, and it is an indispensable metaphysical promotion to life.
Hey! After watching more, I have a deeper understanding, and occasionally there will be sparks of inspiration, images brewing, surging emotions and creative impulses. I will lift my humble pen and let it seep into the paper to make Mao Mao rain or lengthen the square characters on the computer screen. Difficult lattice climbing, accumulating the agility of ten fingers, slowly reached a bright future. As a result, related newspapers and periodicals have tofu blocks, low-grade awards, open classes and demonstration classes. It rained several times in spring, and when the soil was soaked, the salt of sweat turned into crystals, so there were dozens and hundreds of pages of long articles, picture books, high-standard award-winning certificates, speeches and lectures.
Looking back suddenly, I left a string of footprints behind me, and the grass was growing on the sweaty road!
People can stand fatigue, suffering and losing, but they can't stand illness. Life is already hard for small people like grass and trees. If there is another pain, two diseases and three medicines, the family can't count on it. Ordinary people, smoking red dust, smelling decibels, smelling dirty air, eating food soaked in chemical elements and drinking counterfeit drinks, have a high probability of getting sick and dying. What, wait to die?
In the morning, when others are still sleeping and communicating with Duke Zhou, they should push away their drowsiness, lift the warm quilt, face the cold wind, face the dawn, soak in the morning dew, fiddle with the strings of the earth with their feet and play harmonious notes.
Weekends and holidays are not good at group chat, and drinking is not a blessing. I must go to the wild to find a bosom friend. Look at the blue sky, see the white clouds, listen to birds singing and flowing springs, smell the wind and rain, smell the forest and smell the flowers, soak in the tranquility of nature, bathe in the warmth of the rising sun, accept the aura of heaven and earth, watch the clouds roll and relax, and experience the flowers falling in bloom. ...
After long-term practice, these two moves have added a lot of internal force to the body. For nearly 30 years, I didn't know the taste of the medicine, and I didn't have the pain of injection and infusion. For many years, I can't appreciate the elegance of down jackets and mink coats without wearing sweaters in winter, which is called "Four Seasons Spring" by my colleagues. No matter what its nickname is, saving money on medical expenses and clothes is serious.
When the limbs are developed, there is a lot more confidence in the spirit. Because of the cost of eating, I have a solid foundation for living like a plant. Why not? Even if I am simple-minded, I am not depressed. If the sky is here and the ground is there, I can run with the bull and be satisfied.
To accumulate a body is to accumulate a life.
As the saying goes: the sly rabbit has three caves. The competition in modern society is fierce, and layoffs are commonplace. Most units are leaders in charge. You are not born to flatter, and you have no money to flatter. Maybe one day you will be smashed. It is better to live freely than to live trembling. During the break, I collected a lot of unorthodox books and studied them. First, learn cooking, from ethnic recipes to modern recipes, popular and fashionable dishes, foreign western-style dishes ... Of course, we must combine theory with practice. First of all, we had a little fight in the kitchen at home. Later, when something happened at work, we took the opportunity to practice, and then we went to our colleagues' houses and neighbors' houses for weddings and funerals. With the help of a person with a senior professional title, others dare not underestimate, so they cook by themselves and slowly put on a white coat. Later, I went to the Provincial Staff University to study for a month, got the certificate, and went in and out of the kitchen openly. Last summer vacation, two units engaged in training and came to me to cook and asked, "How about fifty dollars an hour?"
Smoke, wine, meat, rice, 50 yuan per hour. What else do you want?
With the weight on the balance of survival, I feel at ease.
Since I chose "Laojiu", I have ended all other thoughts. But when it comes to the so-called "tiger balm" in society, my ass is on pins and needles. If you want to get rid of the green hat of "tiger balm" completely, you must be white and red-different. Experts know that breakthroughs must be blasted from composition. Take notes every time you evaluate a composition; Take the exam seriously, and the topic of the composition must be studied; When you go out to study, you should take detailed notes; Competition at or above the county level, careful guidance; Publish exercises and use them as model essays to attract attention; Long-term adherence to writing water works, engaging in literary creation, enriching the inside story; Every class, every class, every careful reflection ... Over the past ten years, more than 300 student's works have won awards and been published, and their own albums have been released. Thousands of hard work day and night condensed into granite, building a small pyramid, flashing like fireflies. From the day the writing class in Children's Palace was founded, I had a second job-tutoring teachers. These years of running around, there are many ups and downs, but also a lot of bitterness. There is no way, just accept it!
Many colleagues joked: "I have two salaries and work day and night." I want money to bury you! " Art doesn't interfere with the body. No, there is also a cave.
Familiar with jokes is a tiger, advocating solitude. In the entertainment circle, I belong to a low IQ; In leisure time, there is no happiness to enjoy. Admit to planting it. Loneliness often patronizes, emptiness is inserted without gap; Pain and depression go hand in hand, but they are never tired and lost. Seeing my own days, my heart is pounding and I am moved. Tired and sleepy, sit quietly and smell the flowers on the road. How warm it is! When a person walks, his steps are different; When a person speaks, the language is free and easy; When a person runs, the hair shows the direction of the wind!
Sitting or lying alone is a bad habit. Accumulate loneliness, loneliness, details, body and life, all of which are transformed into a deep pool, a piece of land, sprayed with water droplets, nourishing small vegetation and enriching ordinary life.