You suddenly called and said you were coming to my house. On the phone, you said simply, "Listen to your second uncle, there is a hospital in Gongyi for treating leg pain, and I want to see it. I'll go to your place first, and then go by bus. You don't have to worry, I'll go by myself ... "
Your leg hurts for a long time. In fact, you ache all over. Although you never say anything, I accidentally saw that your leg was coated with painkillers, and so was your waist. You are quick-tempered and work hard when you are young, but when you are old, you will fall into a whole set of problems, such as high blood pressure, diabetes and bad heart. You have many common diseases of the elderly. I was strong when I was young, but now I am like a fruit drained by the wind, leaving only an empty shelf and weakness.
The next day, you came before I got up When I opened the door, I saw you squatting at the door, rubbing one hand on your knee. You frown and sweat all over your face. I complained that you shouldn't go to the doctor in such pain, but you said it was no big deal.
You strongly disapprove of my accompanying you to the hospital. "You are so busy that you have to stay up late at night because of this delay. It's always like this, it's not good for your health ... "Your stubbornness annoys me. While we were arguing, the phone rang and hung up, but you had already left. I hurried out. You didn't go far. You walk so slowly, hunched over, holding your knees in one hand, and moving forward step by step.
Seeing your hard movement, my heart suddenly hurts and tears condense in my eyes. I chased you and bent down in front of you. I said, "Dad, I'll carry you outside to take a taxi." You haven't moved for a long time. I turned my head to rush you, only to find you wiping your eyes with your sleeve. Your eyes are red and wet, and you are a little embarrassed to say, "The wind has lost your eyes." He said, "What's your back? I can go by myself. "
After a long struggle, you couldn't beat me, and finally you lay on my back like an obedient child. I saved all my strength to carry you, but it wasn't as heavy as I thought. At that moment, I had some doubts: Is this man really the strong and mighty father I used to be? You put your arms around my neck, wriggled uneasily on my back, arched your body so hard that you were too nervous to walk out.
It is only 20 meters away from the gate of the community. You asked for it several times, but I refused. Dad, don't you forget how many miles you carried me?
18 years old, admitted to an ordinary vocational college with excellent results. I was ashamed to go to that vocational school, and I couldn't face your disappointed and angry eyes, so I resolutely entered a small factory to work. That day, I went to the workshop with a bag of raw materials. As soon as I got under the crane, the steel plate hanging on the crane suddenly fell off. Caught off guard, I was pressed under a heavy steel plate, and the great pain made me faint instantly.
I was already lying in the hospital when I woke up. You were really scared by my bed. The muscles on the face keep jumping, and people will languish overnight.
Later, I learned that when the steel plate fell, it was fortunately blocked by a car next to it, but even so, my right leg was almost broken and my lumbar spine was bruised.
The treatment process is long and complicated. You carried me to the fifth floor for spinal puncture, to the third floor for electrotherapy, and went up and down several times. That year, you were 50 years old, and the anxiety day and night made you physically and mentally haggard; I am 18 years old, and I gain weight rapidly under the stimulation of nutrition and drugs. 50-year-old you carried 18-year-old me, and you were too tired to breathe after a trip.
Just then, you brought me sparerib soup to drink. You politely blew hot air and sent a spoonful of hot soup to my mouth, saying, "It's been stewing for hours. Bone soup supplements calcium, so you should drink more ... "I suddenly pushed it impatiently with my hand and shouted," Drink, drink, I am like this. What's the use of drinking this? " ! "
The soup bowl fell to the ground with a bang, and the ribs and kelp rolled all over the floor. Hot soup is spilled on your feet, and it soon bubbles brightly. (Thanks to m.taiks.com) I froze. I was frightened to see you grin painfully. I remember your temper was actually very grumpy. In the third grade, I took my deskmate's calculator. You stripped my pants, dipped my belt in water and slapped me. If my mother hadn't stopped me, you would have beaten me to pieces.
This time, however, you didn't teach me a lesson, let alone hit me. Your mouth twitched with pain, but your eyes smiled and said to me, "It's okay, Dad!" " "Then, limped out.
You are a completely different person, so rude and violent. You wait on me to eat and drink Lazar every day, give me a bath and massage, and you are more patient and meticulous than your mother. I began to resume exercise under your supervision and support. I get up at five every morning, and you walk with me on crutches. I hobbled forward, you followed closely, and we became a unique landscape in that street.
You quit your old job to take care of me. Without financial resources, the huge medical expenses are overwhelming you. You borrowed money everywhere, and your relatives were scared by you. That time you heard that there was a hospital in the northeast that had special effects on my legs. In order to raise the cost of medicine, you go to the provincial capital to borrow money from your aunt.
Eight months later, I began to put down my crutches and walk by myself.
This time you went to the hospital for examination, and you kept asking me, "What's the matter? Not serious, right? " I hold your hand tightly, and your thick and rough hand keeps shaking in my palm. It's the first time I found you so scared.
The result is hyperosteogeny, which must be treated surgically. The doctor said, I can't imagine how your father can endure such pain.
After I was hospitalized, I decided to stay with you, just like you did with me, buying your favorite dishes, peeling apples for you, playing chess with you, helping you walk in the small garden downstairs and listening to your stories about my childhood. I asked you if you remember slapping me with a belt, and you smiled guiltily.
The nurse gave you an infusion that day, and the intern nurse did not get into the blood vessel after several stitches. I pushed her away and quickly put a hot towel in my hand. I have always had a gentle temper. I was angry with the nurse for the first time: "Can you wait until you learn the craft?" That's meat, not wood! "
The nurse stepped back awkwardly. You looked at me angrily with tears in your eyes. It suddenly occurred to me that a few years ago, you rudely reprimanded the nurse who gave me an injection.
The operation was a success. You were still asleep when you were pushed out. I watched you carefully. Your face is criss-crossed, most of your hair is white, and a few long-lived eyebrows hang down ... I think of those handsome photos you took when you were young, and suddenly I can't stop being sad.
A few hours later, you woke up, saw me and closed your eyes. After a while, he opened his eyes again and cried weakly, "Urine ... urine ..."
I quickly picked up the urinal and put it under your bed. You bite your teeth and look hard, but you still can't pee for a long time. You struggled to stand up, pulling the pain of the wound, and huge sweat oozed from your forehead. I am in a hurry. I picked up your body from behind, put my hands on your lap and picked you up. After several slight struggles, you finally leaned quietly in my arms like a baby, so light and so attached.
You live in my house after you leave the hospital. Take a bath and massage for you every day, cook your favorite dishes according to the recipe, and buy mutton soup for you all the way. I will also talk to you patiently and gently, if I am rude and stubborn. When the sun is fine, I will take you to the small park to listen to the erhu and urge you to get up and exercise every morning. You walk slowly in front, and I follow closely behind ... everyone envies you having a dutiful son, and I know these are the ways you love. It's just that my love will never be as good as yours Your love for me is as wide and distant as the boundless sea, pure and transparent without any impurities. I can only repay the sea with a glass of water.