My ex-girlfriend, she is a god. During our year together, she mentioned at least 100 breakups. At first, I felt that she was as insecure as ordinary girls, so I would comfort her every time and seriously reflect on whether I was not doing well enough. Fortunately, she is a good girl. Every time I treat her well, she soon forgets about it.

But slowly, I began to realize that she especially likes to break up, and every time she is joking. I am a person who values feelings very much, and I think she is disrespecting me by doing so. But I still love her very much, so I never said anything. Once, two people had a good time together, and she suddenly said, "Let's split up." I was really impatient this time, so I agreed. Then I was curious again and finally asked her why she likes to break up so much. She paused, but said in an indifferent tone, "I just want to see where your bottom line is." I laughed angrily and said, "Are you satisfied now?" And left.

After this relationship ended, I thought that during the time when we were together, she liked to break up with me everywhere, but then I gradually understood that she had been trying to challenge my bottom line, and breaking up with me was just her usual way. Besides, she likes to drink me, to see how drunk I can get, or to make me do many strange things when I am angry, such as taking pictures with strange women.

Alas! I'm out of my misery.