First love is a milestone in everyone's life, which cannot be avoided or bypassed. Too many firsts in life are made by first love, which may be the best memory of youth.
It's been three years since we broke up, but you still miss each other and feel that they are affecting your life. This is actually normal. Love is actually the interaction between two people.
From temper and personality to living habits, getting along with each other for a long time will always be more or less influenced by each other. Maybe you used to love sweets, but after being with your first love, he didn't like you like this, and you got rid of it inexplicably.
Maybe you used to be lazy and never bothered to eat breakfast. But the other person wants you to have this healthy body and send you breakfast every day, so you have the habit of eating breakfast.
When this relationship comes to an end, many things in your life have been changed. Maybe that's what you will insist on until someone else corrects it.
You always wake up early in the morning because you are used to having breakfast at this time, but no one will come to see you off. At this time, only you can understand the sadness.
A friend sent a bunch of desserts, and you smiled and refused, saying you didn't like it. When I got home, I found that the person who said I didn't like it had left. At this time, no one can understand the inner sadness.
We will always know how to cherish it after losing it, but if we give you another chance, you may not be able to grasp this happiness. This is the regret of youth and the beauty of youth.
Memories are always memories, even if they are beautiful, we can't always immerse ourselves in them. Come out of the shadow of first love early, and a happy life is beckoning to you.