2, the parting stretched long, is to increase the pain or reduce the pain? I don't know, but the farther I walk with him, the more I'm afraid of not seeing him again.
3, Zhongshu said he "has no great ambition, just want to contribute to the life, do learning. This is the same as my interest.
4. The more thoughtful you are, the more you ask for, the more you don't even want a cloak of invisibility.
5. The world is like a melting pot that produces souls of different qualities that are not the same as the original ones. What can I know about these souls? I can only think about it. I have no way to ask and no way to answer.
6. We never sing a patriotic tune. Nonetheless, we don't sing it, we don't love it. But we are not willing to run away, not willing to go to our parents' country, leaving out our own family. Our country is a weak country with a lot of national shame, run out to look up to others to do second-class citizens, we are not willing. We are cultural people, love the culture of our country and love the words and language of our country. In a word, we are stubborn Chinese people.
7, I soberly saw before as "our home" apartment, just the inn on the journey. Where is home, I do not know, I am still looking for the way back.
8, or for this reason, the wind life can not be calm, and human feelings.
9, unfortunately, can be wrapped with a thick rope bundled protection, is only a wooden box iron box and other heavy baggage; these wooden box, iron box, really not as good as flesh and blood to withstand the torture.
10, although people are small, although life is short, but people can learn, people can cultivate, people can self-improvement, people's valuable in the people themselves.
11, I had a little dream, blame him suddenly gone without a word. He is now deliberately slow to go, let me send a journey, try to get together, pull a small dream into a long dream.
12, according to my sister said, my father in the wilderness, lost his voice mournful tears, and in the coffin, tile, brick, the surrounding trees, the ground on the bricks and stones - wherever you can write write their names. This is even a line of connection left in the fire, lest he leave his mother behind and not be able to find her back. Then, he had to leave behind forty years of suffering and **** old partner, with two daughters to escape elsewhere.
13, I don't fight with anyone, and who fight I don't care. Simple life, noble soul is the highest state of life.
14, send a ride, say goodbye, and meet again. Separation stretched long, is to increase the pain or reduce the pain? I can't count. But the farther I accompany him, the more afraid of not seeing him from now on.
15, only in the humble person, the most chance to see the truth of the world.
16, but I do not recognize the direction of the animal, often "to the south of the city to look at the north of the city". The first thing I did was to ask him to do something about it, and he said, "I don't know how to do it, but I don't know how to do it.
17, in this materialistic world, life is really bitter enough. You save your heart to be an honest person with the world, people will use you to bully you. You have a little talent, virtue and appearance, people will be jealous of you to marginalize you. If you are generous and yielding, people will violate you and harm you. If you don't want to compete with others, you have to be free from the world's demands, and at the same time, you have to maintain your strength and prepare for the struggle. If you want to live in peace with others, you have to maneuver with them and be prepared to suffer at any time.
18, the purpose of heaven and earth born of man, is to be called the spirit of man. The preciousness of man lies in the man himself, not in the civilization he created. A person after different degrees of exercise, they get different degrees of cultivation, different degrees of benefits. When a man is exercised, it is the soul that is exercised; the flesh is but an intermediary, and the accomplishments of the exercise remain only in the soul. Having cast off the flesh, the souls know each other, and are familiar and everlasting, as when they meet in dreams. Only by believing in the immortality of the soul can one have a reasonable value for life, and to believe in the immortality of the soul, one has to be a person of faith. With faith, life has value.
19, Zhongshu said what words, I did not ask at that time, and did not think to ask later, and now there is no one to ask!
20, we all know that "freedom is the realization of the law"; know that this door is firmly locked it, push it, hit it, but also in vain.
21. There is no pure happiness on earth, happiness is always mixed with worries and concerns, and there is no forever on earth.
22, disappeared in the crowd, such as water beads embedded in sea water, such as small wildflowers hidden in the grass, do not seek "forget-me-not", do not seek "race peony", leisure and comfort, and get what they want. A person does not want to climb high, not afraid of falling, and do not have to pour crowded, you can keep their naivety, into its natural, submerged in a will to complete what they can do.
23, isolation, not cut off. Curtains do not block the window, only to increase the distance between each other - the distance to deceive people to attract people. Curtains do not cover the window, only a vague cover - how seductive and provocative cover! So, the naked window is unnoticeable, and the curtains that are lifted at one corner are a source of prying speculation and infinite interest.
24, naked, can indicate naivety and simplicity. However, such as the naive simplicity to do the curtain material, do the color of the curtains, a white curtain, stacked with transparent soft yarn, fluttering in the wind, this simplicity, I'm afraid that more than the colorful charm, seriously want to be naked without decoration, unless there is a Greek statue of a perfect body, angelic and pure soul.
25, we often memorize poems together, we found that if we forget a word, we can't put it together, that word is on time, the most inappropriate word of the whole poem; the appropriate word is sticky, can't forget!
26, the value of life depends largely on the domination of the spirit over the flesh.
27, our family, very simple; the three of us, very simple. We do not want with the world, no competition with others, just to get together, stay together, each do what they can.
28, God will not let all the happiness focused on a person, get the love may not have money; have money may not get happy; get happy may not have health; have health may not be everything will be as desired. Contentment is the best way to refine the mind and purify the heart. All happy enjoyment belongs to the spirit, and this kind of happiness turns endurance into enjoyment, and is the victory of the spirit over matter. This is the philosophy of life.
29, the average person's confidence, from time to time, if not, or time and time again, on the forgetfulness, or there should not be, on the suspicion. This is the norm for the average person. No exercise, confidence is not firm lifelong exercise of the soul of the people, their own beliefs, will be old and firm.
30, walk the road of choice, don't choose to walk the road of choice, you can have the real themselves.
31, I shouted loudly, even with the name. Shouting fell in the wilderness, as if swallowed up like, did not leave a little vaguely as if the sound. Thorough 'silence, to the heavy night added weight, but also deepened my loneliness.
32, made up a pair of pants, sitting like a globe full of lines of latitude and longitude, and thick as a tortoise shell. Merchants are very appreciated, said great, put on as if with a seat, anywhere you can sit down. He said, do not have to prepare too well, just wait for me to go down, you can take care of him. As for the family reunion, when a few times a round and get a countryside settled, to be welcomed by them to raise it.
33, you want to peacefully **** with others, you first have to maneuver with them, but also have to be prepared to suffer at any time.
34, God's nature, to everyone is equal. Regardless of the rich and poor, respect and inferiority, wisdom and stupidity, all have souls, all have personality, all have human nature. But everyone's origins and encounters, gifted qualifications and talents, but far from equal.
35, Westerners say, any by the seven evils: pride, greed, lust, anger, gluttony, jealousy, laziness. These seven sins also include what the Buddhists call greed, anger, and dementia. All these sins are rooted in human flesh and blood.
36. The sound of shouting fell in the wilderness, as if swallowed up, leaving no trace of a vague sound. Thorough silence, to the heavy night added weight, but also deepened my loneliness.
37, her conditions are not harsh, just very subtle. For example, she wants her husband to her a piece of loyalty, according to the head of the brain, all listen to her driving. But he can not be a straw bag of rice, at least, on the stage to be able to set up, enough to qualify. He can't be a talented man who attracts admiration, nor can he be too young, too beautiful, and preferably unattractive to the average woman. He has to be like a shrewd housewife with the old mom, the best body without back fatigue, the heart is not attached.
38, I now think back, the alternation of prosperity and decline, is so a moment, I was witnessed.
39, an important component of creation is imagination, experience is like a fire lit in the darkness, imagination is the light of this fire; there is no fire, there is no light, but the light, far more than the size of the fire point.
40. I felt that I was stabbed in the heart, and a blood bubble blossomed, like an eye full of hot tears.
41, our country is a weak country with a lot of national shame, and we are not willing to go out and look up to others and be a second-class citizen.
42, our country has an old saying: "writing is out of the face of the treasure". With how you write your words, people will determine what kind of person you are. In the new China, "speech" is "face treasure". People listen to your speech, they will determine what kind of person you are.
43, if the French novelist Le Sage's crippled devil invited me to travel at night, lifting up a roof to let me watch the scene inside, I must decline to go. The first thing you need to do is to see and hear what is going on. Is it necessary to be witnessed to gain wisdom? What is life like? With my own experience, I think I have a cold eye, and I have seen the world, and I know that I will not be laughed at. Because the invisibility cloak in the mortal world is not like the magic treasures of the immortals, which are available everywhere, and there are many people wearing this kind of invisibility cloak, are they all blind? But in any case, the invisibility cloak is better than the emperor's new clothes.
44, to preserve its innocence, into its nature.
45, the world of human feelings, more flavorful than the moon and wind; can be read as a book, can be a play. The description of the book, the play in the play, even if vivid, in the end, only works of literature; human condition, are naive and natural flow, often beyond reason, new and shocking, shocking, appalling, to give people a more profound benefit, more wonderful entertainment. Only in the humble person, the most chance to see the truth of the world's situation, rather than facing the audience of artistic performances.
46, I try to swallow, but I make too much strength, full of hot tears to the chest to break.
47, a person does not want to climb high, not afraid to fall, and do not have to be tilted and ostracized, you can keep its naivety, into its natural, submerged in a will to complete what they can do.
48, a few years past, I gradually understand: that is a lucky person to an unfortunate person's subterfuge.
49, I looked around to find, no trace of him.
50. Now the three of us are separated. I can't find them anymore. I can only relive the years we lived together and get together with them again.
51. Your problem is that you read too little and think too much.
52, I had a little dream, blaming him for suddenly leaving without a word. He is now deliberately walking slowly, let me send a ride, try to get together as much as possible, pull a small dream into a million miles long dream. This I am willing to do. Send a ride, say goodbye, and see each other again. Does a long parting increase or decrease the pain? I don't know. But the farther I walk with him, the more afraid I will never see him again.
53, the so-called poor, is nothing more than not to buy a home, self-reliance, self-reliance is not guaranteed, not only can not be sick, can not be old, there is no free to dispose of their own time, to do their own favorite or expertise.
54, the beginning is to pretend to be strong, and then really strong.
55, it is said that the friendship of friends is often based on mutual misunderstanding. The same is probably true of love.
56, the average person's confidence, from time to time, if any, or time to time, it is forgotten, or there is a demand, it is skeptical. This is the norm for the average person. Have not been through a period of experience, confidence is not firm. On the road of life, such as the pursuit of fame, fortune and power, there is no time to worry about other things. Perhaps to the end of the "back to the light" time, only to feel regret gradually, the heart has regrets, but it is too late to regret, so we can only drink hate and die. The people who have been exercising their souls all their lives, their faith in themselves, will be old and strong.
57. In the early spring of 1997, A-won died. At the end of 1998, Zhongshu died. The three of us were separated. Just so easily separated." The world's good things are not firm, colorful clouds easily dispersed glass brittle". Now, I am the only one left. I realized that the apartment I used to call "our home" was just an inn on a journey. I don't know where home is, but I'm still searching for a way back.
58, I called him, no one should. I was alone, standing in the middle of nowhere.
59, in this materialistic world, life is really bitter enough. You have the intention to be an honest person with the world, people will use you to bully you; you have a little bit of talent and moral character, people will be jealous of you to squeeze you; you are generous and concessions, people will violate you to harm you; you want to do not fight with people, you have to be with the world, but also to maintain the strength of the preparation for the struggle.
60, everyone is different degrees of self-deception, which is called "compromise".
61, the silent deposit has always been very quick to choose, as if without thinking; but never wandering after the repetition. I can't help but think about it, but our choices are always the same, since it is their own choice, and not a blind choice to this will be dead, no more delusions.
62, now we three separated. The past can not be left, the dead can not be traced; the rest of this me, can no longer find them.
63. Your problem is that you think too much and read too little.
64, young people, your problem is mainly reading not much and thinking too much.
65, the evening sun is gradually darkening, the twilight is heavy, the wild open sky is low, the vegetable field is dark, near and far do not see a person, but also do not see a little light.
66, when I was young, I thought that I did not read enough to understand life, until later I realized that if I did not understand life, I could not read the book. The significance of reading is probably to read with the sense of life, with reading to life.
67, loved ones died, to meet in the dream can not. But after many years of death, you can often dream. I have been alone for nearly ten years, and I often dream with my relatives. But in my dreams, I have never seen their faces and a picture of them, only to know that it is them and feel that it is them. I have often thought that, having thrown off the body, the souls know each other, and are familiar and everlasting, just as they are when they meet in dreams.
68, I stand on the edge of life, looking backward, is to explore the value of life. People live a lifetime, exercise a lifetime, there will always be more or less achievements. I can have achievements, that is, not false life this world. What about looking forward? If you go further, you will leave this world. Since the soul is not dead, it is still in the same place as the soul's self-proclaimed "I".
69, I always thought I was an easy-going person, just a little withdrawn temperament, often moping, and even suspect that I have depression, and feel that I was born is a mistake, words and deeds, time to think back always feel improper. I am wrong in everything. Why should I have this person?
70, life is a life, is nothing but to recognize themselves, to clean themselves, consciously and voluntarily to transform themselves, unless willing to be no different from the beasts, but this is how easy it is!
71, I grew up in a harmonious and favorable environment, all unaware of the world. But I am very serious about what I "should" learn. The so-called "should" means the most beneficial to people, and I myself is not living in vain. I knew that this "should" was an exaggeration, so I was too shy to explain it. My father said, "There is no such thing as "should" or "shouldn't"; you should learn whatever you like best. But I wasn't sure. I only asked myself what I liked, right? I love literature, then study literature? Love to read novels, learn novels? My father said, the favorite is the sex of the close, is the most suitable for their own.
72, my father said, there is nothing should not, what I like most, what I learn. I am not sure. Only ask your favorite, right? I like literature, learn literature? Love to read novels, learn novels? My father said, the favorite is the sex of the close, is the most suitable for their own.
73, we are constantly inventing, constantly experimenting, we are gradually enlightened by the primitive cooking, into the stage of civilization.
74, he has been as thin as a bone, I am also old. He has no power to speak, and still entertains me ...... with his eyes wide open. He is now deliberately walking slowly, let me send a journey, try to get together as much as possible, pull a small dream into a million miles long dream. This I am willing to. Send a ride, say goodbye, and see each other again. Does a long parting increase or decrease the pain? I don't know. But the farther I walk with him, the more afraid I will never see him again.
75, people hanging curtains, do not go to peep. I'd rather hang one myself, gorgeous or simple. If you don't care to hang, or lazy to hang, may as well open a naked window. However, you always have to respect the curtains of other people's homes.
76, I often listen to people bragging, grandiose words, so that I am ashamed of small. I also want to brag about "self-greatness" some, but blowing but "ghosts like rats". I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'll be able to do it, and I'll be able to do it.
77, there is no forever on earth. We have a lifetime of ups and downs, and only in our twilight years have a place to settle down. But old age and illness, we have come to the end of the road in life.
78, I am alone, miss the three of us.
79, to be honest, I think instead of scolding, rather be scolded. Because cursing is a self-performance, scolded is to see people's conscious or unconscious performance - performance of their hearts to me, and unintentionally reveal the true feelings, often very intriguing.
80, people are not afraid to squeeze. Despite the shoulder to shoulder, we can not squeeze one place. Like the shell of Jen, each and every. Like the light dust flying in the sunlight, each and every one of them. No matter how busy you are, window to window. Each in his own house, each in his own way. As long as you hang a curtain, as long as you pull over that thin layer, you will isolate other people's homes in millions of miles away.
81, I am willing to be a "zero", people do not take me as a thing, I can just look down on me to see through.
82, the moon is full of losses, water is full of overflow, our love to here can be, I do not want it to overflow.
83, A round is gone, I changed the dream is no way to find her; I also fatigue powerless to change the dream.
84, husband and wife should be lifelong friends, the most important thing between husband and wife is the relationship of friends, even if it is not a friend of the heart, at least it should be able to do the partner's friend or mutual respect for the partner. Lover and not a friend of the relationship is not sustainable. Couples but not enough friends have to break up.
85, I owe at least one hand, had to use teeth to help. I used a thin rope to bind the head of the thick rope, with teeth, and then a bed divided into three parts of the bundle, each piece of repetitively written on the name of the silent deposit. A small bed divided into several parts, just like a family in the chaos of war, I am afraid that once they leave the house, they will be separated from each other, and will not be able to get together again. According to the letter from Mocun, the three parts of the reunion of a place, indeed, also caused him to look for a long time.
86. Therefore, patience is the armor that protects oneself and the shield that keeps one from being violated. I wore a "cloak of invisibility", others can not see me, but I can see others, I am willing to be a "zero", people do not take me as a thing, I can just look down on my people to see through. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm sure I'm going to be able to do that," he said.
87, the human dignity, not by status, not by origin, only look at your own achievements. We might as well add: "What is the material, fill what with." If it is a radish, we should strive to be a good radish with more water and crispy meat; if it is a cabbage, we should strive to be a good cabbage with a nourishing and solid package.
88, such as to exercise a person who can do great things, must be asked to suffer, a hundred not satisfied, in order to develop a stoic character. A person after different degrees of exercise, they get different degrees of cultivation, different degrees of efficiency. It is like spices, the more they are pounded and ground, the more intense the fragrance.
89, Zhongshu accompanied me to laugh, is to understand my laugh, recognize that I laugh well, but also with a few points of complacency.
90, I am one hundred years old this year, has come to the edge of the edge of life, I can not know for sure how far I can go, life is involuntary, but I know very well that I am going "home". I have to wash this hundred years stained with filth to go home. I do not have the feeling of "climbing Mount Tai and small world", but only in their own small world to live a peaceful life. I think about this, my heart is as quiet as water, I should be peaceful to meet every day, live every day, ready to go home.
91, cut the braid shelved for many years, has turned from black to withered yellow, and my black gloss is different - at that time my hair is not gray.
92, Silent Cun's new shirt to ask the local matron to wash on behalf of the wash and disappeared. I'm only worried about him falling into the pond; can be asked to wash, then lose a few pieces of clothing is also worth it.
93, A round sent me to the train, I also urge her to return first, do not wait for the car to open. She is not a fragile girl, I can safely leave her. But I looked at her back to return alone, the heart of the sad, busy eyes closed; closed his eyes, more and more can see her in our broken and messy home, alone to clean up and organize, busy and open his eyes. Outside the car window has disappeared her back. I closed my eyes again and let the tears flow into my nose and into my belly. The train slowly started, I left Beijing.
94, cultivated people, can be happy and angry in color. But not in color, not necessarily joy and anger does not affect his judgment choice. To wait until the feelings have been quite satisfied or vent, calm down, intelligence is not driven by feelings.
95, the world is their own, has nothing to do with them.
96, shame often makes a person forgetful, the loss of heart and shame is always reluctant to remember, so it is also easy in the memory of the sieve leakage of all.
97, you have a little talent and moral character, people will be jealous of you to marginalize you. You are generous, people will violate you to damage you. You do not want to compete with others, you have to be with the world without demand, but also to maintain the strength to prepare for the struggle. If you want to live in peace with others, you must first maneuver with them and be prepared to suffer at any time.
98, only in the humble person, the most chance to see the truth of the world. A person does not want to climb high, not afraid to fall, and do not have to pour crowded, can keep its naivety, into its natural, subconscious a will to complete what they can do.
99, generation after generation of people, from birth to death, hard work, busy, in the end only a batch of corpses, life, but also said to get what value it?
100, since it is their own choice, and not a blind choice, to this also dead heart, do not regenerate delusion.