The maids all withdrew, and I was relieved to hear the door closing. HongLing has already been soaked in the sweat of my palm. I gently opened my hand and shook it again, repeatedly trying to dry the sweat from my palm. Suddenly footsteps came, and then someone pushed the door and came in. I quickly straightened up.

"Madam, the general told us to send you something to eat. The general is still in the front hall with the guests, and will not be here for a while. You just need to tell us something. "

Yes, today is my wedding day. The groom is a man who has only known him for three days.

Three days ago, I went to Guaizi Street to find some as usual. Dad said that if I couldn't find my master's house to accept me again, he would sell me to Justin. The wives of the main family came over and everyone rushed to introduce themselves. I was pushed to the ground and I knew I wouldn't be ordered to leave. Just as I was about to get up, a pair of black brocade boots stopped in front of me, and then a pair of articulate hands grabbed my arm and gently pulled me up from the ground. The man in front of him is dressed in a black brocade robe, with a slender figure, a handsome face but a sense of perseverance, and a gentle smile on his face, which makes people feel like spring breeze. He said, "My general's family still lacks a general's wife. Will the girl like it? " .

I don't remember how I answered or how I got home, except that my father slapped me and said I was daydreaming. Actually, I'm not sure if it's a dream.

The next day, someone sent a dowry, which was very rich. Dad was so happy that his chin was dislocated.

On the third day, he rode a big horse to welcome me back.

The banquet didn't break up until midnight, and he still smelled of alcohol when he entered the new house. He lifted the veil and we drank wine. He comforted me a few words, told me to have a good rest and went out. I am relieved, but also a little disappointed.

The people in the general's office are extremely respectful and considerate to me. The general will often accompany me to enjoy flowers in the garden and sometimes play the piano for me. The falling peach blossoms are very touching. The general was afraid that I would be bored in the mansion, so he took me to see the wife of Prime Minister Xu Junzhi. He said that Xu Junzhi's wife, the prime minister, is also a civilian and will be more attentive to me.

2

Before I went to see the Prime Minister's wife, the general introduced her temper preferences to me and asked me to embroider a sachet as a gift. The general filled the sachet with some spices he brought back from the border.

A few days later, the general took me to see the Prime Minister's wife. My wife and I hit it off immediately. Then I often go to the clothing store with my wife, and I often go to the temple outside the city to pray and burn incense. The general is happy for me when he sees that my wife and I get along so well.

One day, the general didn't come home all night. I was so worried that I waited for him in the study all night. The general's study is not open to others, but he never avoids me and takes me in to read some books. But I won't go into the study without the general.

The general didn't come back until dawn, his mouth was covered with blood and several wounds were still bleeding. As soon as he stepped into the study, he fell unconscious on the ground. I feel horrible. The housekeeper asked the doctor to come over. The doctor said it was nothing serious, but he lost too much blood and could have a good rest for a few days.

The next day, the general went to the morning court routinely and told me not to mention his injury to others. Later, the general told me that he had found his savior. The benefactor was imprisoned by the villain and struggled to rescue him, which made him hurt all over. The benefactor is now recuperating in another hospital. The general also said that when the time was right, he would take me to the benefactor.

With the general's gradual recovery, my life has returned to its previous calm. I still embroider in my room, read books, walk in the yard or get together with the Prime Minister's wife every day. Nothing special. Except the general will come home late every three to five days. I guess I went to another hospital to visit my benefactor.

A month later, the Prime Minister's wife suddenly fell ill. She is very ill and always vomits blood. She invited the imperial doctor in the palace, but she didn't see why, so she had to try her best to use the medicine. I'm worried, really worried. After all, my wife is my only friend. The general also accompanied me on two tours. The first time I went, my wife could barely talk to me. The second time I went, I didn't even see her face. Soon, my wife passed away.

After the death of his wife, the Prime Minister visited the mansion and had a long talk with the general in the study. I went in to deliver tea and the general introduced me to the Prime Minister. Presumably because my wife and I are close, the Prime Minister stared at me for a long time with sad eyes.

After a long time, he said, "My wife often mentions her wife with her true nature, saying that she is a rare person with gentle temperament and pure heart, and she likes her very much. My wife has few friends. Although my wife has left now, I still remember my old love. If my wife needs help in the future, I will definitely help her. " I was so flattered that I forgot to thank the Prime Minister. I looked at the general and he gave me a reassuring smile.

When the Prime Minister left, his footsteps were a little vain, and he felt distressed when he looked at it. Walking to the door, the Prime Minister gave me a deep look back. That look, inexplicably, makes me want to cry.

Soon after, the Prime Minister became ill, just like the Prime Minister's wife. Finally, the Prime Minister also went.

three

After the death of the Prime Minister, for a period of time, the general often drank in the study for a whole day. I tried to go in and persuade him, but the housekeeper stopped me and said that the general had the habit of venting. It will be fine in a few days. Sure enough, a few days later, the general returned to normal and sat in the garden with me.

One day, the general suddenly asked me if I wanted children. I paused, and then cried unwillingly. I always knew that the general didn't like to marry me. He needs a general's wife, so I try to play the general's wife. But the generals are all excellent in character and appearance, and I am extremely considerate and gentle. How can I not be tempted? But even so, I never dared to expect to be with the general. ......

After that day, I also knew why the general wanted to marry me.

A year ago, I once saved a man who was seriously injured and unconscious. In fact, I just dragged him to a ruined temple to stop bleeding, bandage the wound and feed him some water. I'm in a hurry to go to work. If I am late, my salary will be deducted and my father will hit me. So he left before he woke up, and he didn't pay attention to the man's appearance. I didn't expect that man to be a general.

The general said that he didn't see the face of the person who saved him, but vaguely saw a heart-shaped pendant. It was this pendant that recognized me on the day of Guaizi Street. This pendant is what I always carry.

After that, the general moved to my room. He was more considerate and meticulous to me, and even asked me to change his name. Since I joined the government, I have always called the general a general. Now, the general asked me to call him Mozi or Xianggong.

Although I admire the general very much, it is difficult to call him "xianggong", so I call him "Zimo". I often sit in the garden and chat, or play the piano for me in the afternoon sun. We will also discuss what the child will look like in the future, and even give the child a name, a boy and a girl. These days, I feel unprecedented happiness and happiness. It's just a dream.

But happiness is often only a period, and dreams will eventually wake up.

The Queen Mother's birthday party is coming, and Mozi and I are going to perform. Ink bullet piano, I dance. We practiced in the building for a long time. Our performance at the birthday party was very successful, and both the queen mother and the emperor were very happy. The emperor also took the lead in toasting Mozi.

Mozi was a young general with many military exploits, so many people toasted him. Finally, when the banquet was over, Mozi was drunk and unconscious. Thanks to the emperor's grace, we can stay in the palace. Without success, that night became a nightmare of my life.

After I took care of Mozi, a maid-in-waiting took me to the side hall to rest. As soon as I went to bed, I heard someone push the door in. I got up quickly, and before I could see who was coming, I was pressed on the bed. It is the emperor. I've been struggling, calling for help, begging him to let me go, but he didn't.

Before leaving, he said to me, "If you want the General's Office to continue to exist, you'd better remember what to say and what not to say." After he left, a maid-in-waiting came in to give me a bath and change clothes, and I lay in bed again, staying up all night.

four

At noon the next day, Mozi woke up, and we went to say goodbye to the emperor and left the palace. After returning to the office, I asked Mozi to move back to the study on the grounds of physical discomfort. That night, I suddenly had unbearable abdominal pain and then miscarried. I just found out that I am pregnant for two months. The doctor said that I had a miscarriage this time, and it was difficult to get pregnant again. Mozi refused to believe it. He invited famous doctors from all over the city and got the same answer.

I said to Mozi, "Our children are gone, and we will never have children again." Mozi hugged me and told me that I was sorry. Her voice trembled and she was full of regret and pain.

Maybe I should blame him. If he hadn't been drunk, if he hadn't been so drunk, I wouldn't have been insulted and our children wouldn't have become a pool of blood.

After my abortion, Mozi didn't go to court, but stayed at home with me every day and always guarded me. I know he's afraid I'll be unhappy. Because I was angry with him, I ignored him and he didn't care. He still protects me wholeheartedly and coaxes me.

A few days later, an imperial edict sent him to the north to calm the chaos. Before leaving, he gave me a hug, kissed my forehead and said to me gently, "Wait for me." .

He wrote me a letter every two days on the day he left, and I put it aside after reading it. I know I shouldn't take all my anger out on him, but I can't help myself. Maybe it's because he is the only person I can rely on.

I didn't receive his letter for several days, so I was not practical. I sent a housekeeper to North Korea to inquire about the news. Only after asking did I know that he suddenly disappeared during the riots a few days ago, and his whereabouts were unknown. The imperial court sent someone to look for him, but there was still no news for three days. I send a housekeeper to inquire about the news every day, but many days have passed and there is still no trace of Mozi. As time went by, my heart sank.

More than half a month has passed, and there is still no news of Mozi. Although people in the imperial court are still looking for it, everyone thinks that Mozi is in danger, but no one takes the initiative to say it.

I can't believe Mozi just disappeared. When he left, he said he wanted me to wait for him to come back. I began to regret that I shouldn't have been so indifferent to him before. He lost his child. How could he suffer less than me? He not only has to bear the pain alone, but also takes care of me and bears my indifference. Every time I think about it, I feel that there is a big hand holding my heart tightly, as if to squeeze out every drop of blood.

One day, the emperor suddenly ordered me to enter the palace. I guess he wants to talk to me about Mozi. Did they finally give up? Judge me. The housekeeper accompanied me into the palace. Sure enough, he told me that since then, Mozi has never been heard from, and most people are doomed. He asked me to express my condolences. He also said that Mozi died in the line of duty, and he would add a title to Mozi and let Mozi return to Jiuquan.

When he said these words, he sat solemnly in the high dragon chair, just like a dignified and kind emperor. It's really hard for me to connect the person in front of me with the beast that night. But the beast is an animal after all, and no matter how gorgeous the coat is, it can't hide its nature. He stepped back, walked over to me, put his hands on my shoulders, leaned over my ear and said, "I can help you change your identity and start over." It will be a hundred times better than being a general's wife. "

"Thank you for your kindness. My wife and son were born in Mozi and died in Mozi's ghost. I won't change my mind. " Ignoring his gloomy face, I turned and left the imperial study. On the way back to the house, I suddenly suspected that Mozi's disappearance was related to the emperor, but I thought it was impossible. No matter how stupid the emperor is, he won't wreck a general for me.

After returning home, I began to prepare for Mozi's funeral, although I didn't want to believe that Mozi was dead. But he is the emperor, and since he announced Mozi's death, the general's office will mourn. I'm going to look for Mozi in the north after the funeral. But one day, the housekeeper suddenly told me that someone was watching outside the house, as if it were someone from Ouchi. I was furious after hearing this, and I was so angry that I broke two sets of cups. After handling the funeral, I waited for an opportunity to escape from home with the housekeeper.

five

One day, while I was lying in bed, I suddenly heard a man turn into the room through the window. I quickly got up. Just as I was about to call for help, someone put a hand over my mouth and pressed me to the bed. The nightmare in the palace came again. Just as I was struggling, a voice came: "Ning Er, it's me."

I froze and opened my eyes, trying to recognize the familiar face in the dark. Mozi, it is really Mozi. Mozi is back. I cried and hit Mozi, venting all the grievances and fears since his disappearance on him. Mozi said that his disappearance was not caused by the enemy, but by his adjutant, who belonged to the emperor.

Hearing the news, I suddenly fell into an ice cave. It turns out that everything started with me. Mozi's young general, with many meritorious military service and bright future, was reduced to ashes because of me. How can I make it up to you? How can I make it up to you? How can I tell Mozi the truth? I am utterly confused and shivering in Mozi's arms.

Mozi quietly left before dawn, because he hasn't found out why the emperor laid hands on him, so it's not convenient to show up for the time being, so as not to cause more disasters. I hate that dog emperor so much that I can't wait to cut him to pieces. He not only ruined me, but also ruined Mozi, ruined such a good Mozi, and ruined the only Mozi who loved me.

From then on, Mozi would come to the mansion to spend the night with me every night, and then leave quietly at dawn. Mozi comforted me every time he came, saying that he would find out the truth as soon as possible and come back with me. I'm afraid he will find out the truth. If he found out that it all started with me and his bright future was ruined by me, would he still love me as he does now? I dare not think. But if we can't find the truth, how can Mozi see the light again Is it necessary for such a talented person to walk in the dark forever?

One day, Mozi looked depressed when he came in the evening. He stopped talking and seemed to have something on his mind. I asked him, but he didn't say anything, and then he closed his eyes and stopped talking. This situation lasted for three days. On the fourth day, Mozi didn't sleep after coming, but sat on the bed, looking at me with heavy eyes and trying to talk. I think Mozi knows something. In connection with his reaction these days, I know that this day has finally come.

"I know why the emperor killed me." Mozi looked at me, her voice hoarse and slow. I didn't speak. Every drop of time now is a year-end for me. I'm waiting for the final verdict.

Ning Er, do you hate me? Mozi's eyes are full of pain, which makes people want to heal.

My Mozi, how can he be so kind and still blame himself for not protecting me? Why should I hate him? I don't know what to say, just watching him cry.

Mozi suddenly sighed, then hugged me and said, "Ning Er, don't hate me." I hugged him tightly, and I knew that the real verdict had not come down yet. I have no scruples. I will meet Mozi in this life, what else can I expect? However, Mozi's next words completely surprised me. I was shocked by Mozi's words and didn't recover until Mozi left in the morning.

Mozi told me a truth many years ago, which is related to Mozi's life experience.

15 years ago, the famous Mo Wangfu was suddenly hacked with a door because of rebellion, and there was no one alive in the whole house. His real name is Mo, the third son of Mo. He was replaced by a civet cat by Wang Mo's bodyguard, and he was saved, so there is Mozi today.

However, this is not the whole truth. Now, the emperor and his last grandfather, that is, his father, grew up together, and they are like brothers. It was with the support of Mo Wang Fu that the unknown prince was able to ascend to the throne smoothly. But after the emperor ascended the throne, he was incompetent and lustful, and even coveted the wife of a great man. Most people don't know all this. It was not until the age of six that Princess Mo was seriously ill and time was running out that he came clean.

However, Mozi is the son of today's emperor, not Wang Mo. King Mo refused to submit to humiliation and went to the palace to find the emperor's theory, so they had bad feelings. Then the emperor and prime minister Xu Junzhi accused Mo Wangfu of rebellion and copied a door of Mo Wangfu.

Mozi thought the emperor had discovered his true identity, so he wanted to kill him. Mozi felt that he was a burden to me and worried that I would not like his life experience. But how is it possible? Before Mozi appeared, I was just a poor woman who was beaten by her father and was about to be sold to a place of fireworks. Mozi gave me a stable and rich life and a warm and happy home. Even if I die right now, I will be satisfied. How could I not like him?

Really? I can't believe it, but I'm glad Mozi didn't find my secret. However, is it necessary for me to deceive him all the time?

Mozi wants to take me away and start my life again where no one knows us. I'm very happy, but I'm the general's wife, and I can't disappear suddenly, otherwise it will arouse others' suspicion. So we decided to let me die.

six

After the plan, I began to stay in front of Mozi's coffin every day and cry sadly. Soon after, I fell ill and was bedridden. Just as the plan was going smoothly, the appearance of an unexpected guest upset the plan. After I lay in bed for two days, the emperor came, and it was night.

Naturally, he won't visit the sick Si Mazhao's heart. After he came, he not only teased me in every way, but fortunately, someone in the palace suddenly said that the queen mother suddenly fainted, but he didn't succeed. All this was seen by Mozi hiding behind the bed. I knew I couldn't hide it any longer, so I told Mozi everything.

Mozi was very angry and wanted to rush out and kill the emperor. I knelt on the ground and hugged his leg to stop him. Later, Mozi left without saying a word to me.

In the next few days, Mozi did not appear. I thought he had given up on me and didn't want to pester me anymore. I think, well, I don't deserve Mozi, and now it's his burden. I'm dying.

Unexpectedly, just as I was about to commit suicide, Mozi appeared. He told me that he would take me away and leave at once. Although I don't understand, I dare not ask more. I'm satisfied that he didn't leave me. What does it matter where you go and what you do?

Unexpectedly, Mozi took me to the barracks.

It turned out that Mozi did not appear in those days when he was in contact with the former subordinates of Mo Wangfu. Mozi remembered the soldiers and took the emperor away. Naturally, I won't have any objection. First of all, I hate people on the throne. Secondly, Mozi is my sky. As long as the sky doesn't fall, I will always follow. Moreover, Mozi is also of royal descent, which is justified.

The first generation of Fu was a founding general, and the kings of Fu also made great achievements. The power and connections accumulated by several generations should not be underestimated, and many generals in the army are from the Mohist army. Now the holy family is fatuous, and the people are hungry and bitter. Everyone dares to be angry and dare not speak. Mozi was tired, with military achievements and good conduct. After he declared his identity, he naturally won a large number of followers.

Then we lived in the military camp. Mozi planned day and night with the generals, and secretly contacted and wooed available people.

One day, I went to the discussion camp as usual to send them refreshments, which haven't arrived yet.

"Son, the dog emperor is fatuous, but he is very strict with military symbols. At the end of the day, he will hear that he often keeps military symbols in his personal collection. How can he get them? "

"It's okay, I'll think of some way. Only by getting the military standard can our plan be foolproof. "

"Childe, childe is a panacea, must not take risks. If you don't want to go, you should go at the end. "

"No, I have the highest martial arts here. I'll do it naturally. There is no need to discuss this matter any more, so it is decided. Three days later, I went to the palace to get the military emblem. "

It's hard to get a military standard, let alone keep it close to your body. I think maybe this is the only thing I can do for him.

The next day, I quietly left the barracks and returned to the general's office. Because the housekeeper has been looking for someone to impersonate me, my departure has never been exposed. When I got back to the office, I sent a message to the emperor saying that I had something to see him. That night, the dog emperor came to the general's house. I pretended to complain to him and begged him to help me get rid of the status of the general's wife. Naturally, he was filled with joy. He stayed in the general's office that night. I lit incense in the room in advance, and he soon fell asleep, so I found the military symbol on him. I threw the military standard to the housekeeper through the window, and the housekeeper sent someone to quietly send the military standard to the barracks.

The next day, the dog emperor woke up and found that the bugle was stolen. He hurried back to the palace and put everyone in the general's office in prison. The charge is assassination, and the general's wife and servants of the general's office intend to assassinate the saint.

seven

Three days later, Mozi led the troops to successfully control the imperial city.

After removing the remaining emperors, Mozi ascended the throne. Mozi ascended the throne, of course. Ziyou took his benefactor from his hospital to the palace after he succeeded to the throne. I just know, this benefactor turned out to be a young woman, is also the daughter of prime minister Xu Junzhi, named Yan Xu.

Yan Xu had an engagement with Mozi since he was a child, and they had a good relationship. When Mo was copied, it was Yan Xu and Mo's guards who saved him and covered him out of the city. The prime minister was furious when he learned that, and then imprisoned him in the dark room of the temple outside the city.

Shortly after Yan Xu entered the palace, she was made a noble princess, equal to me. Mozi didn't stand up. I know he hesitated. Yan Xu had an engagement with him since he was a child, because he had suffered for many years to save him, so naturally he couldn't let her down. But after all, he married me. No matter what choice you make, you will not meet the requirements of the public.

But I am unclean and infertile, and I am not worthy to be a wife, let alone a queen. I found Mozi and asked him to demote me. I would like to accompany the ancient Buddha with a blue lantern forever and pray for the dead children. Mozi naturally refused, but after my repeated requests, he finally agreed. Later, I moved to the Frost Cloud Temple, and Yan Xu was sealed and moved to Fengyang Palace.

The days are calm again. In a blink of an eye, Mozi has been enthroned for two years. In the past two years, he has made great efforts to govern the country, with clear politics and clear rivers and seas. The people all praise him as a benevolent gentleman. I meditated in the Frost Cloud Temple. I didn't leave the temple gate, and Mozi didn't come to see me. However, I often hear Mozi playing the piano by the lake behind the Frost Cloud Temple, which is my favorite.

One day, Queen Yan Xu suddenly sent someone to deliver a box.

I opened it and found a heart-shaped pendant inside, exactly like the one on my neck. It's just that there is a condensed word in my pendant, and there is a Yan word in this pendant.

There is also a book called "The Law of Southern Xinjiang", in which a page is folded. After opening it, it was found that there was a kind of insect called eating heart method, which was divided into sub-method and female method. The mother method is harmless to the human body, but the child method will wander in the human body and gnaw at the internal organs. People who have been drugged will slowly vomit blood and die. The eggs of Purple Valley can be preserved in a special spice, and people who are related to the mother host will automatically hatch into the human body. A red dot the size of a fingernail appeared on the right wrist of a woman with a mysterious mother. I lifted my wrist. I have had a red dot on my wrist since my wedding day, and I haven't returned it yet.

There is a note at the bottom of the box, which says: the emperor never gets drunk.

I went to the dungeon to meet the emperor, which should be the first emperor. I asked him why it was me. He said, "You are so much like her. You dance more like her. She likes birds at once. " The Emperor: Nirvana will not be reborn until September.