22 October 2118? Thursday? Sunny
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It's windy at night, and lonely people always want to go home. The mood at night is magnified, and people with insomnia always want to find a reason to fall asleep.
Recently, a new WeChat group was set up, with no advertisements and no voting links. It was fun enough to take in a group of people who suffered from insomnia at night, chat quietly and tell stories.
It took me an afternoon to finish reading Shunji Iwai's Love Letter, without too many changes and complicated plots. It turns out that love was so simple and true at the beginning.
in the morning, a girl my age followed the words written before and came to chat with me.
The details, she said, told me to stick to my dream; She said, somehow, I want to cry at this moment.
Last night, I visited Douban and saw this post: "Happy 25th birthday to me. I am alone in Beijing. My girlfriend broke up on October 1 and wanted to see a snow in the Forbidden City."
I suddenly remembered when I first came to Hangzhou for no reason.
At that time, I was looking for a job with confidence, thinking that this was the beginning of my dream, but there was always a huge rift between reality and dream.
I meet a group of people with different interests, so I don't want to make friends; Doing a job I don't like, so I don't know if I should stick to it; This city is very lively and cold. The first person who took the initiative to talk to me was an 87-year-old grandfather.
I want to cry, but I can always hold it back at the last moment when my eyes are full of tears.
Some people say that growing up is a process of turning one's crying into silence. I deeply agree.
I remember when I was writing an inspirational article, I vowed to tell Meng that for most people now, they have no dreams.
I didn't realize it until today. Actually, it's not like this. It's just that in the face of great pressure in life, we are forced to put our dreams on hold and take survival as our primary goal in life.
since I insisted on writing articles, many people came to me and said, I must keep on writing.
those who encourage me to stick to it, don't they have a dream that they want to stick to?
some roads become the roads of a group of people when walking; There are too many other people's shadows in my story.
Life may be hard, but I hope you will always remember the beauty and piety when you first made your dream. It may be difficult to survive, but I hope you can occasionally take out your dream and wipe it, so as not to let it be covered with dust.
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I recently painted Tik Tok with my classmate Meng, and saw this sentence: "The life I want is very simple. I am cooking, you are washing vegetables, and the cat is making trouble."
There were so many messages at the bottom that I couldn't help leaving a message: "Isn't this the living condition of my classmate Meng and me now!"
I have a cat named Xiaosan, which means the third person in our family. But obviously, it must not like this name, because every time it is called like this, it doesn't get any response.
He likes to steal the hot water from my cup. He will tear the paper all over the floor. He likes to fall asleep when the air conditioner is turned on in the room ...
By the way, Meng also said that I was like a naughty child when I hugged my cat in Pikachu pajamas at noon today.
I remember that at the beginning, I didn't want to accept cohabitation. I was always worried that two people's personalities wouldn't get along, and I was afraid that he wouldn't give me the future I wanted.
Up to now, he will cook me a bowl of noodles with raw eggs at eleven o'clock in the evening at my instigation, and under my training, he must dip sesame sauce in hot pot to feel full of flavor.
It seems that we have all become sentimental recently, and we especially love to miss the past.
as always, I miss the extremely cheap food in that alley in Xinzhou. And he especially misses the three-day holiday we spent in Pingyao ancient city in May, which was lively and quiet.
the other day, I always heard him say that he would give me a gift when I got paid.
I was looking forward to it with joy. It was not until yesterday that he told me that in a few days, we would be together for 211 days.
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I've been thinking, if there were no disappointments in life, would we still cherish happiness when it comes?
Like many lovers, we will fight hysterically because of things as small as sesame seeds.
The last time, it was because I suddenly wanted to eat canned food at 11 o'clock in the evening, and I was well aware of Meng's personality weakness, and I was sure that he would not go out at this time because I wanted to eat.
indeed, I cried for a long time that night.
In the eyes of boys, it's just a canned thing, but in the eyes of girls, it has long been extended to the question of love and non-love.
when I woke up the next day, he went to work, and I gradually lost my temper, and the contradiction disappeared.
It wasn't until the day before yesterday that I found out that he had changed his new mobile phone wallpaper, which was written in a post-it note: "Daughter-in-law will buy whatever she wants at once, instead of writing it down and buying it later."
While cooking, he told me that it took him a long time to figure out why I was angry that day.
Some people say that love is vigorous and in full swing, but it's not. What girls are moved by is often contained in those sparse and ordinary details.
It's like Meng's classmate caught up with me by taking out food for three days in a row. He said I was too easy to catch up with, and I felt his seriousness from this series of things.
treat me seriously, and love me seriously.
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Recently, my life is very sad, and I have lost my inspiration when writing. But suddenly I seem to understand, the reason why I feel very sad is because we still pursue life.
Most people's lives are not as ups and downs as novels, but they also contain all kinds of fortunes and misfortunes.
most of us are afraid of loneliness, but loneliness goes hand in hand, so we can only overcome it.
I believe in the word "come through thick and thin", because I always feel that no one's life will be ruined.
Love is the most unreasonable thing in the world. If you give it, it will not return you the equivalent love. If you refuse, he can leave directly; It's not that you have agreed on a time, and he will appear at the appointed time.
The future is still long, and the story is still going on. Don't be too sad and don't be afraid of loneliness. May we all try our best to have fun in an ordinary life, and may we all find the person who shines all over the world.
as for those unhappy moments, I have no magic to make them disappear.
But I promise you, The Wind Will Always Be There, Whenever You Need It
Because it's my dream.