I often see Youlin posting food on Douban. Every time I see it, the first thing I marvel at is how thoughtful and beautiful it is.

The beautiful emotion overshadows the food itself or sublimates the taste of the food.

My attitude towards food is to fill my stomach. Although I am a picky eater mainly because there are many things I don’t eat, it does not mean that the food I eat is delicious.

Every time my mother eats the snacks or snacks I buy, she feels they taste very average. I say it’s mainly about health. It can’t be both delicious and healthy. What’s the cost budget?

Many times I feel that a family sitting together to eat several lively meals, eating delicious food and the atmosphere is what makes people miss it.

I think people's love for eating is partly innate and secondly acquired in the environment. Eating delicious food and eating a lot are different.

Delicious food will make people feel relaxed and happy, whet their appetite, and increase their happiness level.

It was only after I grew up that I discovered that the diet of each family is different, because my mother firstly didn’t like me going to other people’s houses to eat, and secondly, she hated people coming to my house to eat.

Being not materially rich but having enough to eat was the keynote of my childhood. I ate noodles at noon every day, drank porridge in the morning and evening, and stir-fried a dish with more oil. This was the food foundation for the year.

I have had a bad spleen and stomach since I was a child, and I have eaten very little. I am also anorexic and look like a bean sprout. I don’t know what I like to eat, and there is nothing delicious anyway.

I remember that the aunt next door likes to make food, such as cat ears, pimple soup, and in spring and summer, the yard is filled with bowl-sized rose flowers, which are full of fragrance.

My aunt knows how to make candied flower petals. I went to her house to try a little bit by chance. I forgot the taste but I have always been yearning for it.

When I was a child, I was always sick. Every time I went to the hospital to get an injection, my mother would buy me a rice dumpling topped with sweet-scented osmanthus and rose juice or a sugar cake. I loved eating it.

Now every time I come out of the hospital after seeing a doctor, I buy myself a piece of cake to eat to soothe my soul.

There was a wonton shop on the way to my mother's work. It had been there since I was a child. At that time, a bowl cost 50 cents. If I couldn't finish a bowl, my mother would buy half a bowl and watch me eat it.

Later, when I got a little older, my mother would occasionally pick me up from get off work and put it there for me when she passed by the wonton stall. I slowly finished a bowl of wontons by myself. As I walked home, the sky was filled with stars. It’s hard to describe that feeling. What a feeling.

Wontons are delicious in my memory. Later when I went to school and saw urban children eating McDonald's and KFC, it was the first time for me to eat rice noodles, Malatang, stir-fried noodles, Dandan noodles, Lanzhou ramen, rice set, braised pork, and sesame seed cakes with tofu skin.

I started to get into this kind of food when I went to school for the first time. I ate from 76 pounds at the beginning to 120 pounds in a year. I would eat Master Kong beef noodles with the dormitory people in the evening. I had a really good appetite at that time.

When my family came to see me, I always asked for McDonald's and hot pot. I never got tired of eating them and my stomach was chubby.

That was probably the peak moment of my life. I was full of energy, had a great appetite, had fair skin and beautiful appearance, and was infinitely youthful. There was no future after that.

Many times, I may still have a yearning for food rather than a love. How should I put it, when I see others eating, I sometimes have the urge to try it. In fact, I don’t like the taste after tasting it.

Many people I have met who have little interest in food are a bit negative and depressed, and they don't even have any sexual urges.

Therefore, it is the most direct way to obtain joy and happiness from food, which can make people feel soothed.

A new female colleague told me that she often feels that there are many delicious, fun and beautiful things in life. Every time she gets on the bus, she feels that there are many delicious things to eat and wants to eat and buy them.

I feel very happy when I want to buy clothes. If I am not happy, I can just have a hot pot meal. I have no idea why people don’t want to eat, don’t want to eat anything, and have no interest in eating.

I think this is actually a talent and a rare ability.

Personally speaking, I often have a long period of time where I have no appetite at all and don’t want to eat anything. I have no interest in eating anything and can just take a few bites. Some patients with severe depression often show anorexia and refuse to eat.

People who can actively look for and taste delicious food will definitely feel that the world is worth living, and generally speaking, they may not be so active in dying.

For a long time, I basically ate boiled vegetables, boiled potatoes, some porridge, and some steamed buns. Is it because I want to save money? I don’t think so. It’s just because I feel like there’s nothing I want to eat, so I eat when I’m hungry and anxious.

To satisfy my hunger, I processed a little bit of the food I could find on hand, so that the taste is just like that. I took some light soy sauce, stirred it up and ate it.

Those who insist on living a smoky life will think that whatever you eat is not a good way to live a good life. Only delicious food can be interesting.

Just like during the lockdown, there were people in the circle of friends who stored food and processed the food into delicious food, such as stir-fried shrimp tails, steamed crabs, stewed ribs in iron pots with pancakes, making dumplings, wonton buns, and in the morning there were tofu curds and spicy soup.

, the fried dough sticks are all made by myself, and paired with the coffee made by myself with fruit milk, the delicious time of this day is spent to the fullest.

There is a kind of envy that can be seen through the screen. What I envy is my positivity and love for life. I live very vigorously.

But I don’t know how to do this, nor can I learn this, because I can’t learn it. This is a kind of ability, so you don’t have to force it.

When I saw the food, I thought it was very good. It looked delicious. The food looked delicious and fresh, and the color combination was very good. Just take a look.

I don’t cook, eat, try, or be curious about it. This is my basic attitude towards food.