College life is busy but confused.

When I was in high school, my vision for college was this: I went to class with my schoolbag on my back every day, and finished today's homework in the classroom after class.

Then go back to the dormitory to read your favorite books, movies and TV plays, and draw pictures. I may join one or two clubs and attend activities in the evening. After dinner, take a walk around the school with your best friend or boyfriend to see the scenery.

On weekends, take a camera to take photos in beautiful places in Beijing, take a walk in the scenery that can't be missed, and eat all the Beijing delicacies in Weibo every week. After four years, I went to the right place, ate the delicious food, studied and learned, and the community participated and experienced it. Friendship and love are not left behind, which is good.

However, the reality is far from being as beautiful as imagined: every day is a day as soon as the class begins, and the homework has been piling up. Join one or two clubs, each of which is busy enough to become a dog. Learning, reading and watching plays have become a luxury.

It's finally the weekend, and there are no activities. I'm busy making up my homework and writing plans. It's really all right, and I don't have the strength to go across more than half of Beijing to eat and play. If I have time, I might as well sleep a little more and make up for what I haven't slept this week.

I broke up with my boyfriend, and love became a luxury. I haven't found that kind of love so far; My best friend is as busy as I am, but our rest time is different, so it is impossible to take a walk together. In the blink of an eye, I should consider the future in my junior year, and everything is confused again.