The only memory in my life

If I am going to leave this world one day, I hope the final destination will be in your arms. Even if I drink the bowl of Meng Po soup beside Naihe Bridge, I can still find you in the afterlife with the memory of your arms.

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On our wedding night, I suddenly asked Ding Yu such a question: "Ayu, we will grow old until we die one day. If you can choose where you want to end up,

I will regret it as soon as it comes out. It's too disappointing to ask such a question on a big day.?

Sure enough, Ding Yu was silent.

I was just about to say something to save it, but Ding Yu spoke.

If I am going to leave this world one day, I hope the final destination is in your arms. In this way, even if I have to drink Meng Po Tang by Naihe Bridge, I can still find you in the afterlife with the memory of your arms?

I couldn't see his face clearly in the dark. However, the seriousness and determination in Ding Yu's words made me feel a huge shock hitting my soul.

yes, I was the happiest woman in the world at that time.

Ding Yu is a very gentle man. I don't know if it is because of this personality that he is still an ordinary employee in a company. When I got married, many friends didn't understand why I chose him. After all, his monthly salary is only a quarter of mine. However, I always insist that that gentle heart can smooth my daily hard work.

We have been married for more than half a year, and we have always lived in a small apartment with three floors in the company. Although it is only a small house with two rooms and one living room, we have no complaints. In Ding Yu's words, "There will be a house and bread one day." Although I also want to live in a beautiful house, this expensive city makes me just want to arrange my daily life first.

However, with the passage of time, I gradually feel a kind of sadness. I once believed that insipid is the true meaning of love, but the same lifestyle day after day made me feel bored. The daily necessities replaced the romantic passion, and the boredom of marriage began to make me gradually confused about its future direction.

I wish Ding Yu could feel it, or he would make some changes. Ding Yu seems to be oblivious to it, and everyday goes on as usual. Ding Yu's writing style is good, and he has also published some small articles, so he always likes to bend over his desk to write and draw after work. I want him to concentrate more on his work, but it never works. The confusion and sadness about marriage accumulated for a long time has gradually numbed and closed my heart.

That's when Xu Yong came into my life.

The company held a party. I sat alone on the dance floor sipping red wine. When I was bored, a middle-aged man invited me to dance.

Many people have invited me in the evening, but I declined them for various reasons. However, the man in front of me seems to exude the unique charm of middle-aged men, especially those successful people, so I can't refuse.

He and I danced gently in the crowd with the music. The psychedelic light made me dizzy for a while. He whispered in my ear, "Chen Ran! Right? From the planning department?

My snack was taken aback, and I looked up at him. This man is not very tall, only about 1.76 meters, but that momentum made me have to look up at him.

"It's strange, isn't it? If I don't even know the names of my employees, how can I get along? His frivolous tone made my heart tense. I was puzzled, so I opened my mouth and asked, "Who are you?"?

Just then, a dance music ended. He hugged me and whispered in his ear, "My name is Xu Yong. You are the only woman who danced with me today." After that, he suddenly left, leaving me standing there.

this man is the vice president of our company? And I, Jing, was the only one who danced with him at the dance tonight.

A little vain satisfaction crept into my heart.

It was early in the morning when I got home, and I pushed open the door. Ding Yu was still writing at his desk. When I came back, Ding Yu collected all the manuscripts and brought out a bowl of noodles from the kitchen.

"Wife, are you tired? This bowl is your favorite … "?

"shredded noodles with egg, right? "I interrupted him. Ding Yu scratched his head shyly. After being married for so long, he often used this action to express his bewilderment, just like when he first fell in love. In fact, I don't know why I interrupted him, but today I always felt like a thief, and blurted out," What can you do except write and lay eggs and noodles? " ?

Ding Yu's face suddenly changed. I looked at the steaming bowl of noodles in his hand with some guilt and whispered, "Sorry, Yu, I may be too tired?

Ding Yu relaxed her expression and asked me softly, "Well, why don't you go to bed early? " ?

"hmm." I nodded.

I turned my back on Ding Yu for the first time when I slept at night. When he hugged me from behind, I earned a little?

Ding Yu's arm froze and shrank back.

I didn't say anything. In the darkness, I kept seeing Xu Yong's vigorous and handsome figure.

The dull days lasted for a week.

It happened to be the weekend. Just after work, Xu Yong called me. I'm not surprised how he knew my mobile phone number. After all, he is my boss.

When I got home, Ding Yuxing told me that they would go to lakeside park together, because it was open to tourists free of charge from today. I apologetically said that my colleagues planned to get together in the evening. I could see that Ding Yu was disappointed, but instead he laughed and had fun.

Huanglun Hotel is a famous four-star hotel in this city. People who can frequent here are either rich or expensive. Just when I arrived at the door, I saw Xu Yongli in a navy suit.

When I walked into the lobby with Xu Yong, I was shocked by the splendor in front of me. Right in the middle of my face was a colorful fountain. On a small frustum behind the fountain, an elegant female pianist was playing soothing music, and the dining tables on both sides were full of men and women in high-end fashion.

I subconsciously looked at my own clothes that have been out of fashion, and I couldn't help feeling ashamed.

We sat down in the vacant seat behind a palm tree in the lobby. This place has a hidden view, so we can see the whole lobby from the outside, but it is not easy to see the inside.

After drinking a few glasses of red wine, I gradually relaxed myself. Xu Yong held the glass and asked with a smile, "Do you know why I only asked you to dance that day? " ?

I don't understand.

Because the way you sat there alone touched me. "I don't understand it even more. There are so many beautiful women in the company that I don't think I am the best.?

"I envy your husband. If I had such a beautiful wife, I wouldn't let her rough her hands in such youth."?

the meaning of Xu Yong's words made me a little flustered. Such a charming man said such suggestive words to you, which suddenly made me feel a little scared. As for what I was afraid of, I didn't understand at that moment.

I almost struggled and said, "No, Manager Xu. My husband is a very competent man."?

Xu Yong actually laughed: "You are deceiving yourself! A woman in happiness should not have your helpless and vacant eyes! It makes your beautiful eyes lose their proper look! " ?

At that time, these words hit me hard, and I cried like a child on the table. The confusion of more than half a year was easily uncovered by this man.

In the whirling of piano music, Xu Yong's hand touched my hair and whispered to my ear, "Xiao Ran, let me re-inject brilliance into your life, ok?" ?

as if a vortex sucked me in, I nodded subconsciously.

I didn't go home that night.

A man ignited my passion and brought me to that paradise lost.

for the next month or so, I lived like a nobleman. I always walked in and out of various high-class social salons with Xu Yong as a lovestruck couple. It was all so real, but I was still in a trance.

I didn't go home that night, and Ding Yu didn't ask too much. Later, when I went to the company, my colleagues told me that Ding Yu had called them. I knew that Ding Yu had understood that I lied to him, but why didn't he expose it? But my relationship with Xu Yong is very secret, and those high-level social activities are difficult for Ding Yu to get involved in.

But Ding Yu has changed from before. When he comes home, he just writes. If I don't ask him anything, he won't open his mouth. His vacillation makes me bored. Somehow, the two of them entered the cold war.

Ding Yu started cooking alone every day, while Xu Yong and I ate Japanese food and French food outside. Only when I came home, I suddenly felt a little guilty when I saw the messy kitchen and some sausages on the table.

On this day, Xu Yong and I wandered around a shopping mall. It was full of high-end fashions, which can be said to be specially designed for people like Xu Yong. I think I should not be among such people, but my original vanity was satisfied.

Xu Yong's footsteps suddenly stopped when I was casually browsing the expensive clothes on the hangers on both sides. I gave him a strange look, but he didn't look at me. He just said, "That man has been watching you?

I looked at the trend, and my body suddenly froze and nailed to the same place.

ding Yu.

I was in a panic. He never set foot in such a place that he couldn't buy with his ability. I never dreamed that he would appear in front of me.

Ding Yu's eyes are complicated, as if many things are hinged together. That look hurts my heart for no reason. I put aside Xu Yong and ran to Ding Yu: "Ding Yu, listen to me ..."?

Ding Yu turned and ran away.

I stood there, biting my lower lip and watching him disappear, motionless.

Xu Yong came over and hugged me with a light smile: "Well, don't look, I'll take you home!" I gave him an oblique look, hating him for laughing. At that moment, I felt a little tired and regretful. I didn't answer, so I let him send me to my door.

At home, Ding Yu is smoking one cigarette after another. In the light, the room is filled with choking smoke at dusk. Only for a while, Ding Yu seems to be a little old.

I stare at the familiar face that has been in love for five years, and my eyes are a little moist.

Ding Yu took another bite of his cigarette and put out the fireworks: "Xiao Ran, since you're back, why don't you go to bed early?

His calm tone was beyond my expectation. I felt uneasy and asked, "You ... don't you have anything to ask me?" ?

He shook his head, revealing a helpless and sad smile. "No need. Some things are better than knowing." I bit my lip and whispered, "Ayu, I ..."?

Ding Yu interrupted me with a wave of his hand. "Xiao Ran, stop it. I really don't want to hear about you and him. In fact, I already knew about it." I looked at him at once, but I saw the bitterness in my mouth: "Don't forget, many of my classmates are getting along better than me. I never believed what they said, but today I saw with my own eyes the happy appearance of you with him.

Ding Yu lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and her voice choked: "Xiao Ran, I feel so guilty."?

I cried; It turned out that he was not without ideas. I said, "Ah Yu, let's start over, shall we?" ?

Ding Yu just smoked a cigarette and looked at me coldly. That pale face made me dare not stare.

His silence gave me a clear answer.

A week later, Ding Yu and I changed our marriage certificate into a divorce certificate.

when I walked out of the courthouse, I felt dizzy for a moment, as if nothing was true.

The weather is fine, and the air is filled with a strange smell. The heavy dark clouds seem to weigh heavily on my heart.

We didn't talk. Ding Yuxian said, "Come on, go back and pack your things and wait for him to pick you up."?

I heard nothing, but my whole body was empty, and there was a strong sense of loss. I wanted to cry, which was a sudden emotion. Until now, it was like a dream, but I didn't know where I was.

when I returned to the house where I lived, I packed my clothes. I wanted to leave my passbook with Ding Yu, but he refused.

outside, there was a quick horn.

Xu Yong is here.

I stepped to the door, took a deep breath and closed my eyes. The once familiar smell in this room will be strange from now on, but my mood is chaotic, and I don't know where to sort it out.

Suddenly, Ding Yu stopped me and handed me a box. I asked the viewer about it, but he didn't answer it. His expression showed the urgency of the past: "This ... this is for you. Let's call it a souvenir!" ?

"Thank you!" I tried to open it, but he stopped me.

"Don't look, look after you leave. Or, never open it."?

I have another impulse to cry.

Looking out of the window, the weather is terrible and gloomy. Although it's only after five o'clock in the afternoon, it's already like night arrival.

The hanging light shook inexplicably, and then went out for several seconds. I shivered for no reason.

the horn sounded outside again.

the light went out again.

After flickering several times, the light bulb struggled to send a light, and then it went out completely. At that moment, I saw the tears hanging down Ding Yu's cheeks.

the house shook violently.

everything is so sudden.

I was silent for only a few seconds, and the outside was like a frying pan, and all kinds of chaos pushed my panic to the extreme.

The wall on the ceiling rustled off. The shaking of the house became more violent.

I feel the end of the world.

A pair of strong arms hugged me tightly, and a low and calm voice rang in my ear: "Xiao Ran, don't be afraid, I'll protect you out, and then take his car quickly!" ?

Just as I was talking, a car started faintly outside. Ding Yu protected me and groped for the door. I shouted, "Xu Yong! Xu Yong! " ?

no one answered.

The shaking of the house made me unable to stand, and Xu Yong unexpectedly ran away without me, which made me cold all over and filled me with despair of being cheated.

"Click" made a loud noise all his life. Almost at the same time, I was pushed aside by Ding Yu. In the dark, a heavy object was pressed on my leg, and I cried out in pain. Then I heard Ding Yu's muffled hum.

my fear dominated all my thoughts and I began to talk incoherently: "that bastard! I ran away first! Bastard! " Scold for a long time and a sharp pain hit, but let me rest.