Was there ever an unforgettable past that was a desperate love? Or for leaving her for many years, I miss her.

Love is gone, but the memories of the past are always lingering, locking each other firmly in the dark room and not seeing the sun. As time goes by, my heart is like a pendulum, shaking periodically for a long time, and I don't even know whether I am afraid or missing my persistence.

I saw the movie "I can't forget" more than ten years ago. At that time, I just thought that Cecilia Cheung was too beautiful. I watched pornographic novels in the school dormitory at night, and all of them were Cecilia Cheung. It's still fresh in my mind, as if it happened yesterday.

Looking back at this movie now, I feel that everything has changed. I only see the helplessness of life, the pain of losing my lover, the entanglement of nostalgia and the release of new love. Everything is lost in time.

1. He's gone, and she wants to live into his

torrential rain night. A little girl named Xiaohui (Cecilia Cheung) is waiting for her boyfriend Awen (Louis Koo) in the rain with an umbrella at the bus stop. Waiting for your lover in the rain is a romantic and happy thing, and waiting in the torrential rain indicates that good things will eventually end. Xiaohui still doesn't know that this is separation. Arvin's minibus had a serious accident on the way back. Before he could contact anyone, he lost consciousness and died before the hospital arrived.

Before the accident, Awen and Xiaohui were ready to get married. They lived in a new house and made plans for a beautiful and sweet life after marriage. But in a flash, all the good things no longer exist, and happiness has become a dream bubble. She can't cry anymore, and it's only a blink of an eye to go from heaven to hell.

She numbly handles daily chores every day. Mao Mao does housework rashly and sends Awen's son to school. Go to the ATM to withdraw money and forget to take it; I went to the laundry to get clothes, but I went to the wrong shop, which made me very embarrassed and embarrassed ... Life went on, but Xiaohui changed.

When the mother heard the news, she was very sad to see her thin daughter and her poor situation. Persuade her daughter to get out of her grief. But no matter how my mother persuaded me, it didn't help. Xiaohui said: "Great sadness is suppressed in my heart. I can only say that when the time comes, all can be released and let go."

After handling Arvin's affairs, Xiaohui will decide to raise Arvin and his ex-wife's son Lele. This decision was strongly opposed by my sister and father. For this reason, I quarreled with my father and sister, and gradually alienated from my relatives. Dad has always opposed Xiaohui's falling in love with Awen, and he doesn't want them to get married. After all, dad has been through it and knows that his stepmother is difficult. Now that Arvin has passed away, she has to take the initiative to raise children who have nothing to do with herself, and her future life can be imagined. My life experience and financial ability are big problems, and it is still difficult to take care of myself, let alone take care of another child.

Xiaohui, who is stubborn, still decided to take care of Lele. Despite the opposition of her family, she persisted without hesitation. She found someone to fix Awen's minibus, sat in the driver's seat and drove it. It seems to others that he is trying to feel Arvin's life by driving a minibus, and to remember and remember their happy life by raising Arvin's children and taking over Arvin's job. For Xiaohui, she didn't think so much. He just did things on his own initiative.

It is not easy to drive a minibus, especially for people who have never driven a bus. If you drive slowly, passengers will complain. If you drive too fast, you will be caught by the traffic police and issued a ticket; If you are not careful, you will sometimes receive fake money. Sometimes they will be molested by drunken people; Customers who rob others will get hit by cars for revenge ......................................................................................................................................................................

Even so, Xiaohui is very stubborn and refuses to bow to her fate. Arguing with others or begging for help, she never thought of giving up, and even though it was hard, she tried to move forward. Whenever Lele picks up the phone and pretends to call her father, her heart is fragile and her eyes are wet with tears. The muddled days left her no time to miss. When the time was empty, it was midnight, and the city was no longer noisy and insomnia, Lacrimosa really felt the pain.

When she is lonely, she will pick up the phone, dial the phone that will never be answered, tell Ah Wen about her dissatisfaction and grievances, coquetry with him and ask him for help. Dependence on men has become a habit. When she lost it, her inner helplessness was magnified many times. She thought she could be him, but in the end, she found that she could not live without him.

2. Crying won't help, but you have to live strong.

Da Hui (Liu Qingyun), a minibus driver, is a colleague of Arvin's. He is a witness of Arvin's car accident, and witnessed the helplessness and pain of Xiaohui after Arvin's death. After that, he helped Xiaohui again and again. He always sympathizes with Xiaohui and cares about the orphans and widows without paying back. He doesn't realize that Xiaohui is actually reluctant, and his concern has other purposes, because the authorities are fascinated, and when he feels it, he has fallen into it.

Once, Xiaohui asked Dahui, "Did Awen leave any last words before she died?" Dahui thought about it and said, "Awen hopes she will be strong, not sad and live a good life." Hearing Arvin's last words, she was full of courage, and with the motivation to persist, she was firmly determined to make money and take good care of Lele.

it's simple to stick to it, but it's very difficult to do it. It really needs a strong will. In order to earn more money, Xiaohui drives two buses in the morning and evening, and bears a bigger workload than men. Every day, she drags her thin body to start work. Her delicate little hands rub out many blisters, drive, wait for the traffic lights and fall asleep. Sometimes she falls asleep when she leans in one place. Her life with Lele is also a mess.

Xiaohui was so oppressed by the heavy life that she could hardly breathe. It was Arwen's last words-no, it should be Dahui's lies, which made his thin and emaciated body burst into great energy and inspired her potential. Even stealing guests without permission, she dared to challenge her eldest brother in society, and her tough tone revealed bitterness.

The rules of the game in society have been set. No matter how painful and sad you are, no matter how hard your life is, you can't break the rules. You can't rob other people's territory. Even if you have the strength, you will hurt one thousand people, not to mention a weak woman. No matter how Da Hui intercedes and Xiao Hui pretends to be strong, if you break the bottom line, you will have to bear the consequences for your mistakes. The director's handling here is not ideal. Maybe he can't bear to push things into a more difficult predicament.

A lie is a lie after all. Even a kind lie can only be concealed for a while. When the lie is exposed, the strong Xiaohui suddenly collapsed on the ground and the whole person completely collapsed. In a rage, she severely slapped Dahui in the face, slapped Dahui in the face, and also slapped herself, pretending that she was powerful and gave in to life. She cried, was cheated, destroyed by life, and left out by her relatives, so she fell into a trough in life and was unable to face life again.

3, the bud of love, from the heart

Xiaohui's father said that she looks strong, but in fact she is very fragile and very dependent on others. The existence of Dahui gave her a dependence. Dahui taught her how to drive the minibus well, helped her get familiar with the route, told her how to attract passengers, and helped her take care of Lele. Like an angel who doesn't pay any return, Dahui even took care of some trivial tasks such as cooking, repairing the TV and running the water.

Even so, frugality is not a long-term solution. Adults can pay attention to it, but children can't. Can Lele be sent to her relatives? Xiaohui began to seriously think about this matter. Lele's grandparents are old and sick, and their economic conditions are not good, so they can't take care of their children at all. Lele's mother has married someone else, and there is nothing she can do except give some living expenses; Send it to an orphanage. This may be Xiaohui's only destination for Lele.

Lele, a 5-year-old, is lively and lovely. At first, he didn't know what death was and what "death" meant. He simply thought that his father was away from home and would come back to her. As time went on, he also felt something was wrong and his life changed. Sudden delicious food, pieces of new clothes, a lot of toys, endless refills of ice cream ... When he was led to the entrance of the orphanage, he cried and felt something was wrong. He cried and said, "Don't leave me, I can't find a home by myself. I will be good in the future. Don't leave me ..."

Lele was pulled forward by Xiao Hui Qiang. Da Hui, who was standing across the street, couldn't bear it. He flew to Lele, picked him up and said, "I'll raise him!" " The phrase "I raise him" sounds more touching than Stephen Chow's phrase "I raise you" in king of comedy. With the help of Lele, the relationship between Dahui and Xiaohui gradually improved. Flying kites and barbecues in the suburbs seemed like a close and happy family of three. Dahui also took the initiative to invite Xiaohui to move to his house.

When Xiaohui was most helpless, difficult and miserable, Dahui appeared in time, which made Xiaohui see the light, hope and love. Dahui's unrequited efforts have personally undertaken everything. When we thought everything would get better, Dahui opened his heart. It turned out that Dahui was also a poor man who needed to find the opposite sex to rely on. He couldn't let go of the past and forget his old love.

He used to be a rotten boy, eating, drinking, whoring and gambling, and he lost everything. Finally, his wife took her son away from home in desperation. In guilt and regret, he repented, gave up all his bad habits, worked hard to make money, learned to cook and do housework, hoping that after repentance, his wife would lead his son back, but contrary to expectations, his mistakes could not be made up after all, because there was no regret medicine in the world, and a happy life no longer existed. All the furnishings in the room are still kept, and his wife and children are still around him in his mind. He takes pains to listen to the recordings of his wife and children over and over again, unwilling to move, change his job or change his phone. I'm afraid I can't find him when I come back, but he will never come back, and he knows it. I also know that it is useless to insist. At first glance, it is an infatuated man. In fact, it is nothing, but I dare not face the reality.

4. Let go of the past to get out of the gloom

If the lie is not exposed, it is also very good for two people who are connected with the same life to live together. It is also a beautiful thing for two lonely people to hug and keep warm, but neither of them wants to live in confusion. Although they can't forget the past, they all want to seize the happiness in front of them.

On the surface, Xiaohui and Lele rely on Dahui. In fact, Dahui needs the mother and son to give him the sustenance in his heart. It is the mother and son who gave him a chance to make up for his mistakes. Dahui knows he can't miss it. Only the existence of Xiaohui and Lele can prove the significance of Dahui's existence, and he can prove that he is a good man who can rely on others and bring happiness and happiness to his family and turn over a new leaf.

Both sides made frank confessions. Dahui asked Xiaohui, "Do you appreciate me or like me?" Xiaohui just euphemistically replied: "You are a good man", which seems to be an understatement, but it is very important. Xiaohui affirmed Dahui, his "turn over a new leaf" and his "return of the prodigal son". I also have a love for Dahui, but Xiaohui hasn't thought about it yet, and she hasn't thought clearly whether the growing intimacy between them stems from sympathy or love for each other.

Xiaohui was sitting in the car of the dead Arvin. He thought and thought, and he was hallucinating. He watched Arvin's back get farther and farther away from himself until he disappeared into the dark night. Xiaohui fell into thinking, thinking about the meaning of loss, thinking about the meaning of living and thinking about the future. Life in this world, in fact, is to live in loss, losing loved ones, friends, relatives, and the fame and benefits that one pursues. Many, many are passers-by in people's lives. No matter people or things, they can only accompany you for a period of time, and spend a period of life with you, whether it is life or mission. This may be experience. Even if we can reach the speed of light, enter the parallel universe and enter the past and future, it will still be a passing sight, and we will continue to move forward on the established track.

lost, some people still can't put it down, put it in their hearts, put it in their brains, and put it in their memories. Put down the choice and start over. Xiaohui is wise to choose the latter. She decided not to be persistent, not to be attached, to let go of the past and to let herself go.

She sold Awen's minibus, put away Awen's belongings, moved back to her home with Lele, and reconciled with her family. Dahui also bought a minibus, deleted the recordings of his ex-wife and son, released the fish in the aquarium, and wanted to start his life all over again.

at the place where cars are sold, Dahui calls Xiaohui and tells her that he wants to sell cars. Where is Xiaohui? Xiaohui said that she was also in the garage, and the car had been sold. The two people who packed up their feelings met at the garage. Da Hui asked, "Do you like me a little?" Xiaohui replied, "Yes, a little". Dahui said, "a little bit is fine."

At last, Xiaohui smiled, how brilliant it was, just like the sunshine after the rain, colorful and dazzling! This is the end of the film ~