Matsuko, a woman who tried hard but was still rejected, was rejected all her life.

Why was it rejected?

Matsuko himself has been asking himself this question until he died, and he didn't understand why, so he got the dying sentence "I was born a man, I'm sorry".

The car also borrowed money from me, so you can write at home. Why did you lie on the tracks and commit suicide?

Okano, I am more beautiful than your wife. Why don't you leave her and marry me? Besides, you approached me on purpose because of jealousy. Why?

Akagi, since you like me, why don't you stay and go? Why should I chase you?

Aya was killed by methamphetamine, Onodera. I was scared. We can leave and live a normal life. Why did you abandon me and choose someone else?

Shimadzu, I look forward to the future you described. Can you wait for me for a few years? I have a beautician's certificate, which can help attract female guests, but you already have a wife and children. Why?

Long Xiangyi, even if there is hell ahead, I will go with you. Why don't you want me?

Why?

A complete family, because she ran away from home, became fragmented, her father died of cerebral hemorrhage, and her sister's condition worsened.

The car died, too. I hung out with my good friend Okano and couldn't see my situation clearly. Naively think that you are more beautiful than Mrs. Okano, and you can reorganize your family with Okano;

Abandoned by Okano, she degenerated into a Turkish bath girl. She had the chance to leave with Akagi and live a normal life, but she chose to continue to be her "Chennai".

Long Xiangyi, who was warned by friends to stay away from gangs, couldn't resist the desire for love, saying that even if there is hell ahead, he should accompany him;

The punch that Long Xiang gave her as soon as she got out of prison broke her last expectation, and then more than ten years passed.

Accompanied by alcohol, he became fat and mentally abnormal. He often yells at the wall alone and becomes a nuisance in the eyes of his neighbors.

Behind every choice of Matsuko, it stems from her desire for love.

When I was young, my father's eyes were always on my sick sister. She is eager for her father's love, so she always tries to make her frowning father smile more, listen to her father and go home to be a teacher she doesn't like.

Afraid of his father's disappointment, he chose to run away from home as soon as he was expelled from school.

As long as a man is good, she can give everything for him. Her behavior warms others, but it is she who burns.

Unfortunately, her life revolves around men, and she has never fought for herself. When she finally wanted to live for herself, she died unexpectedly and ended her miserable life in a hurry.

Before dying, the phrase "I was born, I'm sorry" made people cry.

Born to be human, don't be sorry.

When pine nuts are immersed in the pain of losing their lives, they cannot extricate themselves; Okano takes advantage of this, courting from time to time, giving pine nuts hope and giving her the illusion that they can form a family.

Akagi likes her, but she is afraid to tell her. She also asked Ling Nai to convey her mind and gave pine nuts the right to choose. If he chooses to stay, Matsuko will definitely go to Hokkaido with him.

How many people did Matsuko turn down for Onodera? As a result, he used pine nuts to sell his body to raise female students, and he also disliked her being dirty.

As soon as Longxiang loves her, he feels that he can't give her happiness, afraid of dragging her down, can't give her happiness, and dare not be with her.

Pine nuts have been hurt many times, but they still dare to make all the efforts, and they are devoted to it every time.

After most people get hurt, even after seeing others break up, they will have the idea of "never believing in love again"

In contrast, pine nuts are very brave. Even if she is hurt, she can believe and pay again and again, which reflects from the side that she really lacks love.

The lack of love as a child made her spend her whole life making up for it. It confirms the words of psychologist Adler: Happy people use childhood to cure life, while unfortunate people use life to cure childhood.

Doesn't Matsuko's father love Matsuko? Of course not. If you don't love it, how can you write a sentence at the end of your notebook every day: There is still no news of pine nuts today?

When we look at pine nuts from the perspective of God, we always feel that she can actually live a better life. Often the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear.

Pine nuts just make the choice they want most according to their own needs, that's all!

Love, it is necessary to speak out, children's ability to feel is very sensitive, but their perception is very poor;

They can clearly perceive his parents' emotional changes, such as dissatisfaction and criticism;

They can never understand and appreciate the feelings and expectations behind their parents' criticism;

They only know that my parents criticize me again, and whether my parents don't like me, just as Matsuko always thinks that my father doesn't love her but only loves my sister.

Before standing upstairs for several times and trying to jump, I will think of what my mother said: Dad loves you very much! If I die, my father will be very sad. I can't make my father sad. That's what keeps me alive.

Parents' love is a touch of warm sunshine in winter, a beam of light at night and a breeze in spring.

They can often exert unexpected benefits, give their children the strength to move on when they are frustrated and sad, and achieve their lives.

But it may also be a weapon to make children lose hope of life or go astray.

May everyone find love and be warm!