1Lu Sheng said, "I picked up your life from the road, that's why your name is Lu Lu."
Lu Lu said, "Even so, I am the happiest of all road angels."
2Lu Lu asked why there were no flowers in the empty space in the corner. Grandpa told her in sign language that the soil in that small patch was too poor for anything to become viable.
She didn't believe him. Every day after school, she squatted alone in the corner of the tinkering, and after a few months, new shoots emerged in the corner, which quickly sprouted and spread their leaves, covering the entire vacant lot and eventually climbing the fence in the yard.
She planted petunias.
--"So You're Still Here"
3That summer was ominously hot and long in Cheng Zheng's memory, standing at the most heavenly end of his high school career, busily longing for the fabled glittering university life with the restlessness that precedes the breaking of a cocoon. And for Su Yunjin, what impressed her more was the sticky struggle and bewilderment of the moment before she broke out of her chrysalis.
4 Rumors of this thing is so, the more you want to clear up, the more smeared the more black, on the contrary, if you are willing to cross a heart to say a "is true so what?" The rumor mill has lost its significance.
5There was a moment when Rhyme Jin also thought of Process Zheng in his mind, a reserved and noble boy like him, in his world, missing a girl with a slight crush on him might have been the biggest setback in his life. A summer insect can't talk about ice, he could never understand the world she was in.
6Everyone feels a little uncomfortable when they first arrive in a full-fledged city, and Rhyme Jin is no exception; this metropolis in southern China has a rich Lingnan flavor that she is completely unfamiliar with. But she quickly integrated into the city, or rather, the city quickly accepted her with its unique inclusiveness. She gradually became familiar with the humid and rainy subtropical climate here, familiar with the corner of the city lined up vaguely visible half of the old riding buildings, and of course, the most representative of the bustling commercial district ...... dark and thin face of the locals have a kind of frank savvy, but their housewives are almost all experts in medicinal supplements, people from all over the world speak in The people from all over the world speak in southern and northern Mandarin without any obstacles, and no one cares where you come from.
7Sometimes I envy the heroes of the TV series, who are hurt in their feelings, and who are so determined to walk away from the world and go to the ends of the earth, and then return to their home towns after many years, which is a different world. But she is not the heroine of the TV, in reality, the wandering world is also the need for capital, most people are ordinary like her, frustrated, mud and water roll a hand, in the same place to get up, wipe the face, dragging a leg still have to go forward. Since she is not dead, she must live a good life, she has to eat, to pay for the house, to support the family, there is no qualification to sink in sorrow.
8She knew her heart well, and there were some mistakes that she had made once that were enough.
9 "Yunjin, teach me how to fall in love with another person, and again and again." Cheng Zheng was infinitely sad behind her, "Really, teach me, how can I be as desperate as you."
Rhyme Jin turned her back to him and said softly, "I'll teach you, it's actually very simple, all love can be pinched off raw, as long as you're desperate enough."
10The moment she followed his hand and leaned into his embrace, Rhyme Jin remembered her last words to Zhang Jin Yin that day, "...... I can't. Happiness is not guaranteed by anyone, but what I can say to you is that if Cheng Zheng is not happy, I will hurt more than your heart."
Then she heard Cheng Zheng slowly say, "I've never regretted separating from you, however, no matter how far I've gone, I've always believed that one day I'll get you back. Su Yunjin, I finally got you back."
11 Rhyme Jin looked at Cheng Zheng with a smile and said to Ah Tai, "Ah Tai, Cheng Zheng and I are together again."
Ah Tai continued to choose vegetables, with a look of nonchalance, "Haven't you always been together?"
Both of them were stunned, then silently held each other's hands tightly, "Yes, Ah Tai, you're right"
"Remembering that when your Tai Grandpa and I were young, we were always bickering, and then fifty years rolled around, and there was no one to fight with me anymore ......"
Tai was still rambling, the warmth of the sun made Rhyme Jin feel sleepy, and she leaned her head reassuringly on Cheng Zheng's shoulder.
We were lost when we were young, and luckily, after going around in circles, it turns out you're still here.
12 I loved a most beautiful teenager in the youngest time, even if he regarded me as a flood beast fled, even if from then on to become a laughing stock, but I have no regrets.
13 From the beginning to the end, I was just an outsider, with no power other than to know.
Before I left, I said to him, "I wish you both happiness."
I meant it when I said it, I wanted him to be happy, and then we forgot about each other.
I was on duty as usual in the afternoon, with as many patients on hand as ever. While walking through the operating room, I heard a heartbreaking howl from a patient's family. When you've been in the hospital for a long time, it's easy to get used to life and death. Every day and every night, people die in car accidents, people die in fights, people die from tumors, people die from viruses, but ...... no one ever dies of grief.
Night rhyme Jin accompanied me to drink, each a little drunk when she whispered curses: "Zhou ZiYi this son of a bitch."
Knowing so many how many years, I have never heard Su Yunjin cursed, can not help but smile. Which law in the world has ever stipulated that you love a person and he must love you? Yes, no. That's why I said, "He's not wrong, he just doesn't love me.
--"To Our Decaying Youth"
14On a college campus, it's not hard to tell a freshman from an old student. Those who like to walk in the company of several boys or girls are freshmen, and those who wander the paths hand-in-hand are old students; and those who rush to the classroom five minutes before class starts are old students. The old life to the classroom rushed to the freshmen, the bell rang for a long time still rubbing his eyes slowly creeping towards the classroom is the old students; eyes warm and eager, full of hope for the next four years is the freshmen, two eyes, ambiguous smile is the old students ...... Of course, some people prefer to distinguish between the newborns in the dining hall ate a worm screaming, the freshmen, surprised to see no bugs in the bowl, and the newborns. Seeing no bugs in the bowl is too surprised to swallow is the old student.
15 In any case, compared to the torture of three years of high school, college life is tantamount to paradise, in the face of staggeringly relaxed academic life and unsupervised freedom, many people feel like a bird released from a cage, excitedly fluttering wings for a while, but all of a sudden do not know where to fly. According to He Luya, when her first semester of freshman year was coming to an end, she was still dreaming of going back to the time before the college entrance exams, and she broke out in a cold sweat.
16 When he thought of these times, he was a little groundless himself, and what made him even more annoyed was her next attitude, she actually once again hateful to the extreme that she did not play. In his opinion. Like a person and love a person, is how serious a thing, it should not have been easy to hang in the mouth, since the mouth, and how can be like a faucet to say off on the off, he hates to do things without qualitative people, smashing a stone to the lake, patting the butt on the way, but also blame the water why splash her body, simply outrageous.
17 However, before getting the answer, he has been lost in the sweetness she gave, her hair so soft, fine, with a light shampoo fragrance, her skin white, against the sun's angle, you can see the fine fuzz ...... two people went to see the foreign language association in the voice classroom playing the English soundtrack of the movie when. The plot is just halfway through, she has leaned against the back of the chair and fell into a deep sleep, when her head unintentionally fell to his shoulder, he with a little panic, carefully embraced him into his arms, for fear of waking her up, and the sweet smell immediately ran into his nostrils. At one time he thought this was the unique scent of a young girl, and it was only after a long, long time that he realized that this was the sweetness that belonged to Zheng Wei, a flavor unique to the entire world.
18 A lot of things are like balloons, they look beautiful, but you can't poke it, a poke will be 'bang', nothing. I don't mind his occasional lies, really, it's nothing, I'm just afraid we're becoming strangers. Seyong, he's the first boy I've ever liked, and hopefully the last, and I'll make things as good as new between me and him, until then, hopefully he doesn't even realize the cracks.
19 Zheng Wei hung up the phone, then told Ruan Ruan about the joke of a few young girls in the company, the girls in their early twenties always wondered why women over thirty were alive, they said that if one day wrinkles appeared on their face, they would rather die.
Zheng Wei smiled at Ruan Ruan, do you remember, before we are not the same as them?
In fact, everyone alive will grow old one day, Ruan Ruan, only you, only your youth will never decay.
--"I'm waiting for you in my memories"
20This time, I'm afraid that "surprise" is there, "joy" may not be ←Standing beside Situ Jue Jue, gently patted Situ tense, and said, "I don't know what to do. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to do that, but I'm going to be able to do that, and I'm going to be able to do that. When the greetings were done one by one, Wu Jiang did not forget to introduce Lin Jing to everyone. With Lin Jing's identity and his social skills, it is not difficult to integrate into a circle freely, this is a reunion organized for the return of long-lost friends, excited, harmonious, noisy, eager, exactly how it should be presented.
21 It took him seven whole years to decide not to let go of her again, not because he had finally regained his trust in her, but because he had succumbed to longing and longing and so convinced himself not to care.
22If you forget the process and only remember the result, humble yourself a little bit to love, how about being together for life, which after all had been the only consistent dream of Yao Qiyun and Situ Juan, yet Situ Juan's world could not tolerate such compromises ← perhaps unaware that what she wanted was not complicated, but just a pair of firm hands when she was unable to defend herself with a hundred mouths to feed.
23Friends she is not without, but with age, really push the heart can have a few? Situ Peninsula is also very clear, Wu Jiang such a close friend of the hair small, that is, uncompromisingly non-renewable resources, gone, will never get back.
--"The mountain moon does not know the bottom of the heart"
24 chapter Yue said, everyone has a Seine River in his heart, which divided our heart into two sides, the left bank is soft, the right bank is cold and hard; the left bank is sensual, the right bank is rational. The left bank houses our desires, prayers, struggles and all the love, hate, anger and rage, while the right bank houses the rules of the world branded in our hearts - the left bank is the dream world, and the right bank is life.
25This world has people acting, naturally, there are people watching the show, the people acting as if intoxicated, watching the show people see through the fog, but no matter what other people say, Zhang Yue know Xiang Yuan for many years, Xiang Yuan and Ye Qianze's grudges she watched in the eyes, she believes that Xiang Yuan is a bite the bullet to do anything and everything can be done to the person, but even if she is negative to all, only will not be negative to the Ye Qianze.
25 Xiangyuan put her footsteps very lightly when she went up the stairs, the place has not changed much in the past few years, even the lights in the hallway are still the same bright and dim. She knew her way around and was not limited by the darkness, walking silently all the way to the familiar door, first rubbing her hand gently against the doorknob, then raising her fingers to her eyes, there was not a speck of dust on them, which confirmed her suspicions even more.
26This was the first time Xiang Yuan had truly heard of Ye Qianze's death, although before that, she had long realized that Ye Qianze would not be coming back, but all these were inferences, guesses, and suspicions, which were only now confirmed. He is really dead, four years ago buried at the bottom of the sea, even the soul did not enter the dream to say goodbye to her. To the far heart of the last trace of luck also disappeared, suddenly heart like ashes, when there is no Ye Qianze this person exists in the world, who should she hate to go? Who will carry her bitterly repressed heart? Those old dreams have become rootless duckweed, swinging, do not know where to go. The dull pain in her neck was fading as was the light in front of her eyes, and she only wanted to know if she died at this moment, whether all things could have an end.
27The charlatan was full of lies, but the only thing she said that wasn't wrong was that in her life, she had been rich and powerful, but the people she had loved were destined to leave one by one.
--"Promise Me to Look to You"
28Han Shu's ideal situation is: a leisurely morning, in his own home in a big bed to sleep until natural awakening, get up to move their muscles, a cup of lemon tea made by themselves, with the old bakery downstairs on the corner of the street with the honeycomb cake, this is the perfect breakfast! And while you're eating, you can also watch the news. Music was optional, but there was bound to be his favorite all-time tune waiting in the player. When it's time to leave the house, change into his favorite semi-old casual shirt and pants for a date that's a little anticipated but not too exciting. Open the door and find that the weather is neither sunny nor rainy, neither cold nor hot, the sky is high and the air is fresh, preferably with a little wind. All kinds of work life problems through to a successful conclusion, come back at night can still do what you want to do, tomorrow also do not have to rush to work ......
29 Just when picking to the seventeenth, the shoulder suddenly a sharp pain came, Han Shu's good mood is like a mirror, in this heavy blow appeared the The first crack.
30Thousand breaks, ten thousand breaks, the horse's ass does not break, this is a thousand years of unchanging law, relative to Dean Han also applies.
31 For Han Shu, even if he loves his work more, enjoying life comes first, so he will work hard, but will not sacrifice his happiness to fight.
32Love is the pain you don't want to throw away ...... Han Shu in a daze to repeat the sentence, has not yet experienced what, Zhu Xiaobei has laughed out loud, "bluffed it, don't think that I don't have one or two aphorisms, handwritten copy of the book similar to a lot, next time to get you Two."
33 Pain is the last barrier to human self-preservation, and it is an innate instinct to avoid harm, is there really any pain that one can't throw away?
He, too, had pain he couldn't throw away, the stain of his unique memories, the source of the inner peace that was so hard to come by on the deepest nights. But he didn't think it was love.
34 It wasn't bad to be lively, but it was easier to figure out what you wanted to do when it was quiet.
35He was dressed like a member of the social elite, and he did what he did because he felt he "should" do it, not because he "wanted" to. No one ever pushed him to do it, but he had no choice, because he really never realized what he ultimately wanted -- and there were many, many things that Han couldn't figure out.
Just as he did not know why he had a bad cold for some reason; he did not know why he suddenly felt that the curtains in his house were incredibly ugly and disliked after he came back from his parents' dinner; he did not know why he went to pick out the curtains with a high fever; he did not know why he did not have a favorite after looking for many fabric stores, but found it where Xie Qiangnian was; and he did not know why he did not know why. Before entering the store he prayed that she wasn't there, but after going in she really wasn't there, and his own heart was empty; moreover, he didn't know why he felt that the curtains didn't look right in any way when the small workman came to install the curtains today, and inexplicably lost his temper; moreover, he was so surprised at the existence of that badminton racket, and he didn't want to see it at all, but when Zhu Xiaobei said that he wanted to take it away, he would actually feel unusually furious.
36Finally, he swallowed an extra cold pill, and as he lay drowsy in bed, he seemed to find a glimmer of inspiration for what had been wrong with him lately, but it was as startling as electricity, and it was too late to grab hold of anything before he fell into the deep, dark, sweet land.
37 With a sharp whine, a moment later, a brilliant salute exploded in the sky, from some neighborhood child who was too impatient to wait for the zero hour to arrive. This salute seemed like a signal to open, not long after, fireworks of various colors rose one after another from several directions and bloomed. The blue-black sky of the twilight dew, without a single star, was at this moment illuminated by the fireworks on earth.
I don't know who among the three people stopped first, they kept the posture of one in front of the other, standing in the yard, raising their heads, staring at the colorful flowers in the night sky with fascination. Because the fireworks were too beautiful, no one opened their mouths, lest the moment of words it withered, after the ear-splitting roar, the most splendid one almost spread over half the canopy above their heads, the most extreme fury, and then dispersed like a shooting star.
38 Perhaps because of the long tilt of the head, it seemed so close. So close that Orange Years stretched out her hand towards the void, and for a moment, even Han Shu was under the mistaken impression that it would land in her palm.
At the end of the day, Han Shu wondered if she was holding onto something as she gathered her fingers in her withdrawn hand. A fireworks display made the sky brighter than day, then darker than night.
39Han Shu had envisioned countless endings to the story about the few of them, but only now realized that perhaps it was best to stop here. Everything was too late to begin, nothing would begin, and certainly there would be no ending of helplessness and tears, no one breaking hearts.
This is good. Han Shu saw in that mirror in his heart as every morning when he woke up that overwhelmed self. He said to his mirror: I'm fine, I'll be fine.
After saying this, he uncharacteristically began to weep, and he thought, Consider it a relief.
40When only Orange Nian was left, she heard the pomegranate tree behind her whirring in the wind, and when she looked back, the little monk in his wide, swanky white shirt stood under the tree, his brow sparse as it had been then.
Tangerine year said, "I know you will come to see me someday, you are still the same, witch rain, but I am slowly getting old."
Wu Yu returned to Tangerine Nin's bright smile, and for the first time in twelve years, he looked at her and opened his eyes wide.
The edges of Tangerine Nin's cheeks were already full of tears.
She shook hands with destiny once again, no longer to ask Wuyu whether he had ever loved himself, no longer to ask who he really belonged to. The pomegranate tree that never bore fruit will also disappear with the relocation of the Martyrs' Cemetery, and the little monk will no longer wander under the tree, as he longed to do, he should be free .
Her little monk, he was the rain on Wushan Mountain, merged into the rivers and mountains, transformed into clouds, and finally, became a tear in the heart of the orange year.
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