The more a person lacks something, the more he will think about what he wants. Pine nuts, who were unloved since childhood, have practiced the flattering personality to the extreme. No matter at work or in love, she never knew how to live for herself, but just compromised and gave in. She thinks that by doing so, she can get enough love and attention from the other side.
What she doesn't know is that the flattering personality itself is deformed and unhealthy. If you are born as a human being and don't know how to set your own principles and bottom line, then in the days to come, you will gradually become a circle without edges and corners.
At this time, personality can't stand, and being bullied leads to psychological distortion, which is almost doomed. When she was a Chinese teacher in a middle school, she took the fall for her students in order to avoid trouble. She was mistaken for a thief, and then lost her job, and began a tragic life.
She couldn't stand her father's disappointed eyes, so she chose to run away from home. Later, she fell in love with a writer, but she suffered from domestic violence for a long time. Even so, she was still happy, because in her opinion, being beaten up was better than being alone.
This kind of thinking made her gradually lose the dominant position in this love and live more and more without herself. Later, the writer's boyfriend committed suicide by lying on the track, and she came together with his competitor and was willing to be his mistress. I didn't know until it was revealed that the other party had never loved myself. It was just a scam.
At this stage of life, if Matsuko can take a warning, learn a lesson, and take the road ahead well, then her life is still saved. But she didn't. She chose to be a Turkish bath girl and gave up on herself completely.
Later, pine nuts fell in love again, were cheated again, and killed each other in desperation, resulting in eight years in prison. After I came out, I still didn't correct it. I still pinned my life on men and regarded men as my lifeline. Then I was disappointed again and was dragged into prison again.
Because of this, many people don't feel that Matsuko is innocent when reading this novel. After all, every step she takes is her own choice. Because she lacks love too much, she prays for love too much, so that her personality and spirit are never independent. Even if you have more money, you still can't live a good life.
Film and television evaluation
The Life of Abandoned Pine Nuts describes the life of pine nuts who yearn for love in a humorous way. The story is expressed in various unexpected ways. Rich colors and luxurious special effects are dazzling.
The story of an unreasonable dream with a faint heartbreak is unforgettable. Tetsuya Nakashima used fairy tales to make this film full of colorful pictures and rich music, and then used computer effects to create visual art, and then added philosophical elements, people who know how to appreciate art will surely admire it.