? At the moment, I put a lemon in my heart, which is very sour. It seems that all the disappointments have come at once. I can only say with a smile that I have nothing to do and take the exam again, which is a particularly strong feeling of wanting to see him. We're not together. I hope he can come and tell me, "it doesn't matter, it's just an exam." I picked up my cell phone and asked him if he would come to see me when he was not at work. He said, "I'm afraid it will disturb my study. He said, "Can you learn while I'm here?" I said, "Yes. "He said he had planned to come back to see me. I'm so happy. I want to see him more, which seems to make me look forward to it. He said I should wait for him to install a ferris wheel. Later, he said to come back later and move something. I waited for him for an hour, but he didn't say a word to me. I was going to have dinner with him, but I didn't expect to go shopping with him.

? Yesterday, I told him that I had a stomachache. I didn't eat tonight and it started to hurt again. I said, "I've been waiting for you for an hour, and I want to go back." I don't want to wait for you. "He said he was still busy. He said I'm sorry, I can only, um, tired body, sour mood, even gloomy weather. He said there was no way. He said he wanted to spend more time with me. He said he felt guilty. He said I was important. He reasoned with him. He said he didn't want to see me disappointed. I watched the phone for a while and suddenly burst into tears. I don't know why.

? Later I said I was angry and didn't want to talk to him. I said, "Why can't you tell me something? I am waiting in the library from seven to eight. I was going to have dinner with you, but I didn't eat. I just feel like I haven't seen you for days. I really feel bad that I failed in the exam today, so I want you to accompany me. Maybe I think too much, but I'm rude. I'm not your man. I shouldn't ask you or have illusions. Well, that's it. " I said I didn't like waiting for people, but I waited for you for an hour, and I don't want to wait for you any longer. I said I didn't want to give you a perfunctory answer, and I didn't want to discuss any topic with you. Over, over.

? He said he really couldn't wait for you, he was too tired. Maybe this is the answer. Besides, I'm not your man. Good night There is a lemon in my heart, I can't vent it, I can't escape it. I just don't want to discuss today's topic with him. I'll sleep there. I may just like it a little. Actually, it's nothing. I shouldn't have done this. I didn't do anything. Why should I let others be nice to me? Why do you ask so many questions? I still love myself.