1, monologue

? I don't care how others spend their holidays. I only care about myself. I just want to stay in the dormitory quietly for a few days. I don't want anything, I don't want to be disturbed, I just want to have a rest.

? My good friend said several times, "Come and visit me when you are free", but I know that I don't want to go out when I am free, I just want to nest.

? I had a dream, in which I have been trying to do something, and someone encouraged me to support me. One failure, many times. Every time I succeed, I just wake up and don't dream of the ending.

? Dad sent me a message yesterday that Fuzhou had an asterisk. I finally picked the stars in Shenzhen last week. This week, my hometown joined the group chat again. How do you feel that every place has to join a big group chat (with an asterisk) before giving up?

2. Life record

? At 23:54 last night, I just dawdled around and finished punching in. The songs in the mobile phone have been played for a long time and are all foreign voices. I'll take a nap and chat for a while. I'll watch more, and it's almost 0 1: 18. Suppress the inner boredom, continue to brush Tik Tok, put on headphones (after all, the roommates in the other two rooms are going to rest), and then lie down and sleep around 3 am.

? I didn't sleep late yesterday morning, but I got up at half past eight. I woke up at 8: 30 today, but I got up an hour late. Thanks to the sunshine outside, it shines directly into the room, dazzling. Otherwise I can't get up at 9:30, so I can't be proud. Pride makes people go backwards, but I allow myself to be proud once.

? I got up late and I want to have breakfast, too. I washed quickly, so I went to the kitchen to get busy. The big deal is that the next two meals have been postponed, and it's no big deal. I fried the semi-finished beef patties with black pepper in a large pot, but my oil was gone. I'm not very skilled. I didn't know how to turn it over frequently at first, and the pie was a little burnt. In order to save time, the small rice cooker next to me is used to steam chestnuts and sweet potatoes, and I concentrate on baking pies. After turning over the pie, I cleared the table in the living room and put the necessary items (mobile phone bracket and paper extraction, etc.). ), boil a pot of hot water, take out the hairtail and thaw it, then thaw the amount I eat, and put the pie and kumquat out of the pot on a plate. It's really great.

? Breakfast 10:30, beef pie, steamed sweet potato and kumquat, a large glass of water. I'd better stay in the living room, brush Tik Tok's plays and eat slowly. This is how I spend my breakfast every weekend.

? Stay in the living room after breakfast, and the innermost roommate washes clothes and takes them to the balcony to dry (it is sunny outside). My roommate said that she smelled the fragrance wafting into her room, but it's a pity that I finished eating it, or I could give it to her.

? 1 1:30, my roommate took out the last box of biscuits and asked me to take some. She took me a few more and went back to her room. /kloc-around 0/2: 49, the roommate in the other room came to the living room for lunch. According to the normal time, I should make lunch, but I didn't. I went back to my room to eat a mung bean cake and chatted with her. I heard her complain that she was notified by her boss to work overtime in the company tomorrow, and she talked about double or even triple the overtime pay. That's enough. I'll go to the kitchen to wash hairtail.

? The first time I tried to cook braised hairtail, I clearly remembered to remove the black film from the fish and marinate it with cooking wine, so that the fish wouldn't smell fishy. My roommate said that I have been eating different kinds of fish recently, so I just want to try more fish-related dishes. Black rice and rice are cooked at the ratio of 1:2. Press the cooking key, which is about 13: 13. I went back to the living room to wait, took half a bucket of water to soak my feet, and continued to catch up with the drama Mazu I had seen in Tik Tok before.

? 14: 15, go to the kitchen to cook, pickled hairtail is almost ready. I finally cut the cabbage that had been in the refrigerator for a long time, cut it into a big pot of filaments and divided it into two parts. A plate was fried at noon today, and the other half was boxed with rice and put in the refrigerator for tomorrow. It took me 40 minutes to cook braised hairtail and stir-fried shredded Chinese cabbage in hot and sour sauce. I'm really muddling along. However, for my appetite, I think it's nothing. For this moment, it is worthwhile to work hard and cook.

? /kloc-after 0/5, I finished lunch and didn't wash the dishes. I still stay in the living room, always brushing Tik Tok, browsing all kinds of short videos, including hot events these days, short videos of special periods, short videos of ordinary copywriting and daily life records, which dazzled me and shocked me from time to time. Emo is normal, instantaneous.

? 16:45, go to the kitchen to wash dishes and chopsticks, then go to the bathroom to wash your hair, blow dry, and then brush your shoes, so that you can dry the water while there is still an hour or two in the sun. After about 17:30, I went back to my room and took out a banana to chew. There are so many things that I don't know what to eat. This is also an annoyance! When I returned to the living room, I still continued to draw Tik Tok, looked at the delicious food, and began to plan my own dinner and three meals a day tomorrow. I really never forget to eat, always satisfied with the triviality of life, and even feel hopeful. This is probably one of the most powerful abilities to eat food.

? 18:27, I went out to Meiyijia to get food, took an empty courier and threw it back to the community (I mailed an item last time, but it was empty this time). 18:48 Back to the dormitory, my roommate fried something in the kitchen. She walked in, and it turned out to be fried chicken. She asked me to take a piece and taste it. Later, she fried leek cakes. I heard that it is one of the special snacks in Chaoshan, and she left me two pieces. I also gave her a green ball that I just got back. Go back to the living room to sort out the dishes brought back, take photos and records, and go back to the kitchen to continue preparing other foods.

? Dinner 19:30, stir-fried leeks, corn, boiled eggs, oily wheat dishes. I took it to the living room to eat, and another roommate sitting in the living room eating instant noodles saw what was on my plate and said that I had eaten a little less these two nights. Maybe I used to eat too much, so they think I eat less tonight. Actually, there are not many kinds of food tonight. I'm really full after eating them.

? After dinner, the two roommates went back to their rooms, and I stayed in the living room as usual. Thinking of washing my hair in the afternoon, I took a selfie, adjusted my angle, and went back to my room to continue, so I boasted for more than half an hour. Although I took a few photos, I always felt that I couldn't shoot a smile. It seems that I only have indifference in my eyes. At that time, I couldn't laugh when I was playing selfies in the dormitory. In recent years, I have been smoothed by life.

Step 3 extract

? Improve the quality of life, today is happier than yesterday, and tomorrow is happier than today. That's all. This is the meaning of life and the true meaning of living. Lam Chua