"When I was sixteen, I found that I liked him." Mu Zi girl stepped on the beach, facing the sea breeze, and approached the sea step by step. I stood behind her, and the wind blew her words into my ears.

"Then why didn't you tell him?"

"I know he won't like me. He always treats me like a sister. " She turned to look at me, and the wind messed up her hair, and the tips of her hair slapped her face, and the long white dress was blown aside by the wind.

"It's okay. I will never love him. " She smiled like a light cloud. In fact, we all know that it is not so easy to let go after ten years.

The sea lapped against the coast, and Miss Mu Zi walked along the coast. Every footprint she passed was washed away by the sea. I looked at her back with mixed feelings.

(2)

"The flag-raising ceremony begins now!"

"Play the national anthem and raise the national flag, please pay attention!"

When the national anthem sounded, Young straightened up and threw the national flag into the air. After a pause of one second, he stood at attention and stared at the national flag until it reached the top of the flagpole.

In the morning light, a group of young people were standing under the national flag, watching the national flag Ran Ran rise, as if their youth were quietly blooming.

Mu Zi is standing in the first row of the class. When everyone looked at the national flag, she looked at Yang Ge on the flag stage.

He stared at the national flag, thinking that one day he could climb as high as the national flag and overlook the scenery of the world; She stared at him intently, thinking of standing beside him one day and watching the national flag rise hand in hand.

(3)

"Hello, my name is Yang Tao. I transfer from XX, and want to start from Grade One. Maybe I am two years older than everyone else. You can call me brother yang if you don't mind. It's more kind. Please take care of it in the future! " Young's clean face is handsome, and his high forehead looks mature.

After this brief self-introduction, Yang Ge came to my side, smiled at me and said hello. From then on, Yang Ge became my deskmate.

Miss Mu Zi sits in front of me. We have been in the same class since junior high school. I named her Mu Zi girl. Sometimes she is as quiet as a piece of wood. I nicknamed her Wood, but she refused. She asked me to change it to Mu Zi and add a girl, just like a girl's name.

When Yang Ge sat in my position, she looked back at Yang Ge. They looked at each other for a few seconds and smiled. I have some doubts.

While Yang Ge went to the toilet, I asked Mu Zi, "Do you know each other?"

"I don't know," Mu Zi looked at me. "I just met her in the corridor. I didn't expect such a coincidence to come to our class. " Mu Zi smiled and blushed.

"as for it?"

"Ah?"

"Just a handsome guy!"

"Get out!" Miss Mu Zi began to do her homework again.

After sitting with Yang Ge for a long time, I gradually got to know him. Eating for two more years is really different. Brother Yang, who is two years older than me, is much more mature than I was then.

Young transferred to another school, failed in one grade, and won the first place in the class in the first exam, which made everyone admire at that time. I also began to worship such a schoolmate, the Mu Zi girl who was pushed back to the second place often turned to Yang Ge for help.

I often tease her: "You are the second child, always bothering Brother Yang. Can't you leave the opportunity to us scum? "

"I asked Yang Ge what's none of your business, and I didn't get in your way. You are ignorant and complain. "

"You! Ok, then keep your voice down and don't disturb my sleep! "

Brother Yang watched us bicker every day and said with a smile, "Nothing, nothing, let's teach together, I still have time."

"You teach her, I'm going to bed." I don't want to go too far, I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, I found that everyone in the classroom had left, only Miss Mu Zi was still writing.

"Hey, Miss Mu Zi, where is Brother Yang?"

"I went to play ball."

"Nobody called me."

"It doesn't matter if you sleep so comfortably."

I rubbed my eyes, grabbed my schoolbag and rushed out.

Mu Zi girl shouted at the back: "Fried eggs and cabbage on the first floor of the canteen!"

"Oh!"

Miss Mu Zi always has to study alone in the classroom from school to night, so her dinner always asks me to come back after playing ball and pack it for him to take to the classroom.

I ran to the court, dropped my schoolbag, caught the basketball thrown by Yang Ge, made a three-step layup, and with a bang, the ball flew out of the basket and failed to play handsome.

Yang Ge smiled, caught the ball and made a three-step layup. Basketball was obedient and relaxed.

Tired of playing, we sat on the grass to have a rest. I said, "Brother Yang, why are you better than me in everything?"

"Practice makes perfect. I used to be like you. " Yang Ge smiled, even his smile was full of charm.

"Is Mu Zi still studying in the classroom?" Young later learned to call her Miss Mu Zi by my name.

"The child is hopeless, and there are only books in his eyes." I curled my lips.

"It's good to study hard. You have to work hard and learn more in high school. "

"learning? It's no use, I still prefer to throw the ball here. "

I got up and ran to the three-point line and scored! I looked back at Brother Yang. "Look, practice makes perfect, what a sense of accomplishment!"

"The same is true of learning." Young looked at the falling basketball and said, "Basketball can only be a hobby. We must rely on the college entrance examination to get ahead. "

"I am only a freshman, and the college entrance examination is still far away!" I picked up the basketball and threw it to Yang Ge. "Yang Ge, help me take my bag to the classroom. I'm going to cook. What do you want to eat? "

"Just like you."

After three meals, I went back to the classroom and walked to the door. I saw Yang Ge and Mu Zi girl sitting together, Mu Zi girl sitting in my seat, and Yang Ge was giving her a lecture. The sun will set at six o'clock, and the red sunset glow shines on the table through the window glass, on Yang Ge's hand and on Mu Zi's hair. I can't bear to ruin the warm picture. Standing at the door for a long time, at that moment, I suddenly felt that they were actually very suitable and must be very happy together.

"Eat!" I pretended to be panting and ran into the classroom, like a light bulb that suddenly lit up in the dark. Many years later, Mu Zi girls talked about that night and still blamed my appearance.

(4)

In his sophomore year, Yang Ge joined the National Flag Guard and became a flag bearer. Every Monday morning, he will raise a touch of red for us. He said that he likes this feeling, not because of the attention, but because the national flag is in hand, just like holding his own country.

Brother Yang is very patriotic. He said that he wanted to enter a good university and then join the army during the university. This is the difference between being two years older than me. I am glad that the college entrance examination is still more than a year away when he has already thought about the future.

Grade two is divided into classes. Mu Zi and I chose liberal arts, and we are still in the same class. Young chose science.

Mu Zi girls have no one to consult. She sat quietly in her seat and taught herself. She didn't know the new headmaster. By the second semester, Mu Zi's grades were no longer among the best in the class. She often complains to me, and I am helpless.

Then one day, she suddenly asked me, "Is your dormitory near Brother Yang's?"

"Almost."

"Can you help me?"

"What?"

She took out a piece of paper full of math problems and folded it for me. "Give it to him for me and ask him to answer it for me. It is best to be more detailed. "

I took the paper and held out my hand. "meal card!"

Mu Zi girl took out her meal card and I took it from her hand.

"Dinner is on you. Deal! "

"Pit goods! ! ! "

Later, until the end of the first semester of senior three, I helped Mu Zi and Yang Ge take countless notes, and each time they folded them and gave them to me directly. I thought they had been writing a topic and were not interested in reading it.

Until one time, I put the note in the cupboard and forgot to take it away. The result was seen by the deskmate at that time. He looked at me with eyes full of meaning, and I felt puzzled. I looked at the note and found that there was a long passage from Mu Zi, all of which were addressed to Yang Ge. This woke me up. It turns out that I may have been delivering letters for them.

I didn't expose the girl in Mu Zi, and continued to help her deliver the message, as if nothing had happened. It's just that since then, I can't help but look at every piece of paper. Mu Zi's rich emotions are written on paper, and every sentence seems to express her love for Young. Young gives her patient guidance like a big brother, and occasionally talks about his dreams and future.

The note became a place for them to communicate with each other, and I was just a messenger.

It was not until the third semester of senior high school that Mu Zi told me that she had added Yang Ge's QQ and no longer needed me as a messenger.

(5)

In the third year of high school, I began to pay attention to study. I seldom play ball games. Every day at 3: 001in the classroom, canteen and dormitory, Mu Zi's grades can be rushed to a book. My grades are all difficult for undergraduate students, and Yang Ge is a person who wants to study hard. The three-step gap is doomed to different roads and different lives.

But people will never give up so easily, and they will always struggle hard in the face of reality. Although Mu Zi and Young didn't go to the same school, they went to the same city.

When I was a freshman, we seldom contacted each other. We all have our own college life, but occasionally we chat on QQ. I don't know whether Miss Mu Zi can integrate into new circles and meet new people, and I don't know whether Miss Mu Zi and Young still keep in touch.

At the end of my sophomore year, Brother Yang told me that he was going to join the army, and I said that he was free to come out and get together. He said yes, I said take Mu Zi girl. That guy hasn't seen you for a long time. I don't know how the university is going.

On the day of the party, the Mu Zi girl wore a light blue dress and light makeup. Without ponytails and bangs, she combed it into the middle part and looked a little more mature than in high school.

Mu Zi girls are not as quiet as before. When she was singing in KTV, I thought I was listening to a singer's concert. Mu Zi girl drank a lot of wine that day. She said she was not drunk, but she said a lot.

Judging from Mu Zi's words and Young's reaction, I think their universities are related.

Mu Zi and I are close to each other's home. I sent her home after the banquet that day. In the car, Mu Zi told me about the intersection of her and Young in college in the past two years.

Mu Zi's school is close to Younger's school, and you can get there by bus. Mu Zi often goes to Yang Ge's school to find him. Yang Ge is also very hospitable. He often takes her to eat delicious food and tells him which canteen in the school is delicious and which place is fun.

There is a lake in Younger's school. They often sit by the lake and chat. Yang Ge talked with her about life and ideals. Mu Zi girl looks at Yang Ge's way of speaking, and her ideal is that two people have been sitting by the lake like this, only two people.

Younger knows that girls in Mu Zi like him, but he has been running away from her love. He said that he regarded Mu Zi as his sister, a good friend, but not a lover.

Every time a girl from Mu Zi comes back from school, she feels very sad. That kind of mood is hard to bear and hard to get.

Younger later told me that choosing to join the army was not only my own expectation, but also for Mu Zi. He said, maybe my leaving will make him forget. So, this party is a farewell.

Two years later, Yang Ge came back and went on studying in junior year. Miss Mu Zi and I have been out as interns for a year.

Miss Mu Zi has not left the city where the university is located. He knew that Brother Yang would come back one day, so she continued to wait in that city. Young's return rekindled hope in her life.

She often goes to see Younger on weekends. She told me that Younger has changed and become more attractive. She said that Young was still so excellent, so mature and so different.

After listening to her talk about Yang Ge all night, I finally decided to send Yang WeChat.

"Yang Ge, you accept her. After two years, I feel that she still likes you. "

After a long time, Yang Ge gave a sigh expression. I didn't speak again and didn't reply.

Feelings are always like this, tormenting you and me.

(6)

Last March, I received an invitation from Brother Yang. He told me that he was getting married. He wants me to be the best man at a western-style wedding.

Yang Ge, who graduated for two years, has a double harvest in his love career. Four years after graduation, I am still single and wandering in big cities. Yang Ge is really better than me. Practice makes perfect, which can't explain it.

Brother Yang sent me a photo. His fiancee is beautiful, but she is strange. In fact, I have thought for countless times that the person next to Yang Ge will be a girl, but I was not sure until the moment I received the invitation, and it was impossible.

"Who is the maid of honor?"

"Mu Zi."

"Will she come?"

"You are all my best friends. She will come. "

"But, she still likes you!"

"She will face it eventually."

"A girl likes you for so many years, why can't she even be given a chance?" I know that Yang Ge is getting married, and it is not appropriate to say these words at this time, but I still can't help but say them.

After a long silence, Yang Ge sent a long message:

After midnight 1 o'clock, I looked at this long text sent by Yang Ge and thought about the secret hidden in my heart for so many years. At this moment, Yang Ge said everything, and my eyes were moist.

If you love someone, you can really give everything for him, regardless of the cost and gain or loss. Even forget the time, before you know it, you have been in love for ten years.

(7)

In March, the season of flowers blooming, Brother Yang took his beloved and set foot on the marriage hall step by step. The Mu Zi girl standing beside me, dressed in a long white dress and wearing light makeup, is still as beautiful as ever. After so many years, I always remember that year when the girl with ponytail and bangs poked her head out of the classroom window and looked at the basketball court outside. The red sunset glow shone on her hair and the collar of her school uniform. She turned around and told me with a spoony smile: "Brother Yang is so handsome to play!" " )

After Yang Ge's wedding that day, Miss Mu Zi and I went to the seaside, which the three of us and Yang Ge had seen together before.

The sea lapped against the coast, and Miss Mu Zi walked along the coast. Every footprint she passed was washed away by the sea. I looked at her back with mixed feelings.

"Mu Zi, I like you for a long time." I have practiced this sentence in my mind countless times, but I dare not say a word.

I think my love for the girl in Mu Zi is just like her love for Young. I love her for ten years and she loves him for ten years. They have no results, and we are nothing in the future.

Mu Zi said, "I will never love him."

So, is it true that I will not love you for the rest of my life?