The long prose "Judgment of Childhood" was first published in "People's Literature". The complete txt novel attachment has been uploaded to Baidu Netdisk. Click to download for free:

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The full text of "Childhood on Trial" is relatively long, with five chapters and 150 sections planned. Here is a short excerpt from (Chapter 1: Ghosts at Home). Looking at my grandfather is contemplating death. Jiang Fangzhou, a child who grew up with his grandparents, has seen the most ghosts and ghosts in the world. The souls of the dead are more lively and friendly to them than fearful. What really scares children is the dying soul. When we were in middle school, we learned a text called "Butter Pancakes", in which Wang Zengqi imitated the sincere tone of a child. The protagonist is Xiao Sheng, who is almost eight years old and has been living with his grandma. One of the details left a deep impression on me: "Grandma is in poor health. She suffers from asthma every winter. She is fine during the day, but hard at night. Xiao Sheng lay on the pit, listening to grandma drinking and panting. When he woke up, he still heard her drinking. He thought, Grandma had been drinking all night. But she still started drinking. When I read this passage, I almost instantly returned to my grandparents’ bed. Nights are the hardest. I always open my eyes and carefully identify my grandparents’ breathing. Grandpa held my feet and was far away from me. I couldn't hear his breathing and would feel anxious for no reason, so I put my feet close to his chest and felt for his heartbeat with the instep of my feet.

Sometimes grandma will suddenly burst into moans...