During the holiday, I read a book about the world of mental patients. It is not a book about the life or treatment of mental patients, but a book about the world outlook of mental patients different from ordinary people. This is an interview with a mental patient with humanistic feelings. The author contacted more than 20 mental patients for many times to understand their worldview, and recorded the unique and profound thoughts of people living in another corner according to written records and audio recordings.
When people hear about mental patients, they think of those weird, cold-blooded, cruel and crazy people. Is this a mental patient? I thought it was before, but when I read this book, I found that sometimes genius and madness are just one step away. Mental patients are judged to be mentally ill because their worldview is different from that of us normal people (in our view, we are normal, but in the eyes of mental patients, we are abnormal), and unlike the mainstream worldview, it is difficult for us normal people to accept their worldview. Therefore, in order to maintain social harmony, it is different from our normal world outlook.
In this book, many are the views of some mental patients on the nature of the world. I was deeply impressed by a mental patient in it. He claimed to be an earthman from another universe. He supports multiverse theory, that is to say, there is not one universe, but many universes. For example, suppose you killed your grandfather fifty years ago, then you don't exist, but without your existence, how can you kill your grandfather? Then there will be a universe where you exist, a universe where you can't kill your grandfather, and a universe where you don't exist. What is even more incredible is that he came to our present universe through spiritual transmission. Spiritual transmission sounds impossible, but in fact, if quantum mechanics reaches a certain height, it is feasible. Can we still think that he is really crazy at this moment? But his authenticity cannot be proved, because our technology has not reached such a level, and we can't accept his statement, because the physical link is still controversial.
About mental patients, I still think they are very sad. This book records a poor man who occasionally has a terrible dream. He dreamed that he had slept for a long time. When he woke up, he was in a strange place, wrapped in a substance similar to an egg membrane. He broke the material by his instinct to survive, and when he came out, he found it was a strange room. He fled outside and saw ten identical rooms, which also contained the same substance as the egg membrane. However, the dead body wrapped in it really dried up, and then he walked out of this floor, only to find himself on a big ship, surrounded by an endless sea, without any life. He cried, and his screams cracked, because he knew that he was the only one left in the world, and he was desperate. This article is called Lonely Watcher. That ubiquitous loneliness, rather than loneliness, devours the only trace of the soul, which can't be freed, and can only be endured until it collapses.
In the process of reading this book, I feel a sad feeling, even terrible. It subverts my view of mental patients. In fact, mental patients are so open-minded and imaginative. What is better than normal people is that they can constantly think about the nature of the world and have such profound knowledge that they can even propose profound academic discussions such as quantum mechanics and relativity. When they express their world outlook, most of them are not crazy and completely incomprehensible, but very logical. That's why I feel so bad. Logically, although they are subjective, there are no obvious loopholes for us to overturn. We will subconsciously recognize these things and unconsciously change our world outlook and social outlook. What puzzles me at this time is, are they real geniuses or inexplicable lunatics?
Finally, I found what the mental patient said in the book very interesting, so I extracted it: "If you want to see the real world, you should look at the sky with the eyes of the sky, the clouds with the eyes of the clouds, the wind with the eyes of the wind, the flowers and trees with the eyes of flowers and trees, the stones with the eyes of stones, the sea with the eyes of the sea, the animals with the eyes of animals, and people with the eyes of people." One day you think I'm crazy, but you are. "
Genius After five holidays in which the left madman studied in the right, I read a book about the world of mental patients. It is not a book about the life or treatment of mental patients, but a book about the world outlook of mental patients different from ordinary people. This is an interview with a mental patient with humanistic feelings. The author has contacted more than 20 mental patients many times to understand their worldview, and recorded the unique and profound thoughts of people living in another corner according to written records and audio recordings.
When people hear about mental patients, they think of those weird, cold-blooded, cruel and crazy people. Is this a mental patient? I thought it was before, but when I read this book, I found that sometimes genius and madness are just one step away. Mental patients are judged to be mentally ill because their worldview is different from that of us normal people (in our view, we are normal, but in the eyes of mental patients, we are abnormal), and unlike the mainstream worldview, it is difficult for us normal people to accept their worldview. Therefore, in order to maintain social harmony, it is different from our normal world outlook.
In this book, many are the views of some mental patients on the nature of the world. I was deeply impressed by a mental patient in it. He claimed to be an earthman from another universe. He supports multiverse theory, that is to say, there is not one universe, but many universes. For example, suppose you killed your grandfather fifty years ago, then you don't exist, but without your existence, how can you kill your grandfather? Then there will be a universe where you exist, a universe where you can't kill your grandfather, and a universe where you don't exist. What's even more incredible is that he came to our present universe by teleportation. Spiritual transmission sounds impossible, but in fact, if quantum mechanics reaches a certain height, it is feasible. Can we still think that he is really crazy at this moment? But his authenticity cannot be proved, because our technology has not reached such a level, and we can't accept his statement, because the physical link is still controversial.
About mental patients, I still think they are very sad. This book records a poor man who occasionally has a terrible dream. He dreamed that he had slept for a long time. When he woke up, he was in a strange place, wrapped in a substance similar to an egg membrane. He broke the material by his instinct to survive, and when he came out, he found it was a strange room. He fled outside and saw ten identical rooms, which also contained the same substance as the egg membrane. However, when he walked out of this floor, he found a really shriveled body on a big ship, surrounded by an endless sea, without any life. He cried and hissed, because he knew he was the only one left in the world, and he was desperate. This article is called Lonely Watcher. That ubiquitous loneliness, rather than loneliness, devours the only trace of the soul, which can't be freed, and can only be endured until it collapses.
In the process of reading this book, I feel a sad feeling, even terrible. It subverts my view of mental patients. In fact, mental patients are so open-minded and imaginative. What is better than normal people is that they can constantly think about the nature of the world and have such profound knowledge that they can even propose profound academic discussions such as quantum mechanics and relativity. When they express their world outlook, most of them are not crazy and completely incomprehensible, but very logical. That's why I feel so bad. Logically, although they are subjective, there are no obvious loopholes for us to overturn. We will subconsciously recognize these things and unconsciously change our world outlook and social outlook. What puzzles me at this time is, are they real geniuses or inexplicable lunatics?
Finally, I found what the mental patient said in the book very interesting, so I extracted it: "If you want to see the real world, you should look at the sky with the eyes of the sky, the clouds with the eyes of the clouds, the wind with the eyes of the wind, the flowers and trees with the eyes of flowers and trees, the stones with the eyes of stones, the sea with the eyes of the sea, the animals with the eyes of animals, and people with the eyes of people." One day you think I'm crazy, but you are. "
Genius is in the left and the madman is reading in the right. 6. The so-called enlightenment in this book is not the imaginary side, but it may be toxic. I am deeply worried about the high evaluation of this book on Douban. I think so many people give it high marks only because it is a very new theme and satisfies many people's curiosity, but everyone ignores its negative effects. Mental patients' thinking is actually very dangerous. Many people are just sick. Of course, I don't rule out that some of them are geniuses. Many people don't know about mental illness, so they are curious about it and even think about it.
I think I am qualified to go deep into this problem, because I was a child with very serious psychological problems when I was 16 years old. I have been deeply entangled in reality and ideals. I also ask myself, why do people live like this? Why not establish a new order? Why are you doing this? Why did you do that … but I didn't come to any conclusion because I was young.
People who live in reality are shrouded in an invisible net, which is the world outlook and outlook on life formed from childhood. However, mental patients are people who leave this network for some reason or stimulation. They stand outside the net, questioning the rationality of the real net and weaving their own nets. Therefore, many mental patients have seemingly powerful logic because they are constantly weaving and forming their own networks to counter the real network.
I once spent two years, almost out of the trap of reality. But due to various external factors, or I am not very smart or I am lucky, I have not formed my own network. However, it took me four years to convince myself that I was completely normal, thoroughly understood the relationship between reality and ideal, and thoroughly distinguished beneficial and harmful thoughts. Those six years are the most beautiful in life, from 17 to 22. I haven't read any books on psychology or psychiatry, but I'm constantly communicating with myself, convincing myself and helping me find a way to get back to reality. This is a very long and painful process. People who have never experienced it have no idea of the difficulties. But mental problems are complicated, and I'm just one of them.
I am a child with excellent grades in junior high school, and I am the first in grade every year. I regard it as a state, that is, I will try my best to get the first place in the exam. The whole content of my life is to study those books, completely ignoring the establishment of outlook on life and world view. At that time, I was an excellent and beautiful little girl in everyone's eyes, as if everything was fine. Almost everyone's praise has inflated my young self-confidence to infinity. But in fact, the only basis of this confidence is that I get the first place in the exam. So I tried my best to keep this record.
Nightmares begin in high school. This also makes me believe that when the trajectory of life reaches its peak, it is followed by constant falling and falling. High school is a provincial key school, and its grades were originally in the lower-middle position when entering school. The only person who supported my self-confidence and self-esteem is gone. In addition, I am very introverted and simple, and find that many people not only have good grades, but also have good personality, good looks and good family background; And I have nothing.
My fragile worldview is constantly collapsing and collapsing. So, I began to ask myself, what is the meaning of living? What is society like? Because I am very introverted, almost autistic, so I didn't understand the society, and I didn't seek answers from my family, friends and classmates. I just seek answers through books. At that time, I just read some books casually. Anyway, it was very miscellaneous. But after reading it, I was even more confused. I gradually fell into a strange circle, that is, thinking about the meaning of people living, how do people live? Is the current social state reasonable? How is it formed?
Thinking about it every day, thinking about it in class and thinking about it after class is to enter a crazy state. I think these problems are related to people's life and death, and I have a very important responsibility to think clearly. I even thought, why am I the only one who realizes this? Other children are just immersed in preparing for the college entrance examination-so this is enough to prove my particularity and my great responsibility. But in fact, I didn't come to any conclusion. Because these problems are too huge to be solved at my level at that time. But I didn't think so at the time. I am stubborn and crazy about it.
In fact, this is the beginning of breaking away from reality and weaving that strange web. This is actually a vicious circle, which will only lead me to be more out of touch with reality. My problems at that time were lack of world outlook and serious personality defects, but thinking about these unsolvable problems only accelerated my step away from reality. I began to feel that reality is dirty and despicable, human behavior is ugly and disgusting, and only that ideal is noble. Therefore, I want to give up the reality completely and pursue my ideal. I feel different from ordinary people, but I am definitely taller than ordinary people. Such thoughts will also lead to my behavior. Some students think I'm sick, and my family thinks I have a problem. But because my performance is not obvious, and I always think logically about everything (I am a rational person far beyond sensibility), I am rational throughout the process. This is also the main reason why I didn't have a nervous breakdown. Although I have a fierce thinking struggle in my mind every day and feel great pressure from reality (college entrance examination and my inadaptability to reality), reason and logic have been stabilizing my whole state.
After the college entrance examination, I entered a diploma workshop. Because I am in a military school, the closed management makes me have no time to be alone. This also largely curbed my problem of being divorced from reality. It is also a variety of coincidences. Fate arranged for an excellent girl to be in the same class as me, so we naturally became good friends. She is a person with strong opinions, ideals and good personality. The military school and her can be said to be the important factors that led me to return to normal. Military academy let me face the reality, because I can't find a place to be alone, and I am surrounded by people almost all the time. Because of the closed management, I can't get out of it. And her very positive thinking and personality have become an example for me to imitate.
In high school, I was hardly accepted by my classmates and had no friends. Because everyone is busy with the exam, it is normal to think that I am strange and ridiculous, and there will be problems sooner or later. However, their attitude and the college entrance examination pressure I faced at that time made me more disgusted with reality and more intoxicated with the happiness brought by being divorced from reality. However, when I began to have intimate friends, I began to be accepted and liked by my roommates. I felt that reality opened a small door for me and I began to tell others my confusion step by step. Because I have always acted normally and have a lovely side, everyone fully accepts me. I began to reflect on the relationship between reality and ideal, and began to change my personality. In fact, this is the beginning of my virtuous circle-correcting and establishing my world outlook on life and correcting my personality defects.
I was born at the end of March. As the saying goes, March is yellow and people are crazy. People are easily excited and active in March, and many people get sick in March. People born in March are likely to go astray mentally. I am also a typical Aries, energetic, curious, active, fond of thinking about essential issues, easy to go to extremes and simple in heart. This essence must be matched with a very extroverted and open personality. My introverted personality made me feel extremely depressed very early, and I also realized that I must be an extrovert. However, changing personality is also a very difficult thing. However, after several years of hard work, I have successfully transformed myself from an introverted, closed, self-abased person with few friends into a very outgoing, lively and cheerful person.
After a little interruption, come back to me and start to reflect on the relationship between reality and ideal. In fact, it is difficult for normal people to understand and experience-what it feels like to be divorced from reality. Because, everyone is covered in that invisible net, which is the normal outlook on life and values that you have successfully input to you from small to large. Generally speaking, people all over the world have similar concepts about how to live. But how do some people get out of this net? There are two kinds. One is that their world outlook is very fragile and their outlook on life is very vague. The failure of reality will lead them to start online reflection in front of them. Very rational patients began to logically conceive new networks.
This is what the seemingly logical geniuses mentioned in the book are doing. But no one can prove the correctness of that network. Of course, it is ridiculous to mention human proof in the book, so why should we believe that the internet is a genius, a vision and a truth? This is also the road I took at that time, but I took the beginning and pulled it back because of external factors. But many people just go further and further, and start to make their own nets bigger and bigger, and the more they do, the more impeccable they are. But in fact, everything, to put it bluntly, is delusion, delusion, fantasy, which is delusion. However, because their net looks impeccable and convincing, if they want to return to normal, they must have stronger logic to crush and overthrow their net bit by bit. But many times it is difficult for psychiatrists to smash and overthrow their nets, so they can't make them normal. However, why does their net look impeccable? Because weaving nets is their only means to confront reality.
If they want to resist the reality, they must constantly weave nets; Only by making the net strong enough can they resist the invasion of reality. If a person is always doing one thing, he will certainly make great progress in this matter, which is also a law. So they will prove the possibility of their connections through various methods. However, I think many networks have loopholes and problems. However, few people or doctors spend a lot of time researching or solving their network. It is also dangerous to fiddle with those things and will accidentally bring you in. So the truth is, they can only continue to weave webs like busy spiders. However, I just got rid of it, and I haven't formed a net yet, or it's just very sporadic points. Therefore, as long as I feel that there is still room for me in reality, I will want to come back. Of course, maybe I'm not smart enough, or a genius, and I failed in my contacts, hehe.
Another situation is that some people can't face the reality because of great stimulation, and they are in a state of shock because of spiritual self-protection, so they also fly out of the net. The former is slowly and rationally divorced from reality; But the latter's flight is instantaneous, which is also easy to happen to people who are too sensitive and fragile.
But in any case, being divorced from reality is both the purpose and the result. It took me about two years to convince myself to see clearly the relationship between reality and ideal. I will also find many reasons to convince myself and give myself psychological hints. Someone must question-why did it take so long? Because, once divorced from psychology, it will have a huge reaction to reality. The more I want to come back, the more I pull back my psychological reaction. The only thing I can do is to keep communicating with myself, and the process is also very painful.
In fact, when I returned to high school, I began to think about netting and daydreaming every day. The separation at that time was a relief for myself, which made people feel very relaxed and happy. Moreover, thinking about some seemingly great problems will give you confidence and self-esteem. At that time, I felt that I was in a vast and beautiful state, which was completely different from when I faced reality. Face the reality, but everyone doesn't like me, the disappointment of my family, the persecution of the college entrance examination; But once you come out, or start thinking about those problems, you completely enter another state. I also read Wang Xiaobo's book at that time. I firmly believe that I have found my spiritual home and that clean fertile soil. So, I want to stay in that place and give up the reality. Facing the reality, I feel inferior and depressed; And my ego, positive and enterprising spirit can only spread and expand in that invisible ideal.
But in fact, what is the ideal? Where is it? I don't have an answer, because I've just started to spin a web. However, when I decided to return to a real normal life, I fell into a deep psychological tug-of-war. Although I have been leading a normal life, I still doubt whether I can find a new way of life. If you want to be completely normal, you have to accept the reality completely. My subconscious is saying, don't give up your ideal, it is a kind of depravity, because the reality is disgusting and mediocre. The reality is that when one force in my mind tells me to fully understand and accept the reality in front of me, another force is struggling to refute, deny the reality and look for an ideal. At that time, I really didn't want to fully recognize and accept the current lifestyle. I think I want something different, but the difference is blank. But at that time, I had not left, and I gradually came back. I tell myself every day like Tang Priest-it is human nature to accept everything in front of me completely.
In fact, psychological suggestion plays a great role. Only through constant hints can I fully remember what I should do. After that, it took me another two years to make myself completely normal. I let myself fully feel the power of reality and accept the constraints of the real network. At that time, I thought that only when I was exposed to the outdoors could I quickly find my way back. Therefore, I choose some window seats in class, and I try to spend time walking or resting outdoors with my classmates. Later, the school was lax, so I tried to go out shopping. At that time, I thought walking in the street was the best way to return to reality. I walk street by street, sometimes for 4-5 hours a day, just to feel the power of reality. In fact, I don't know if this way is right. I am like this. I have been away for almost two years. It's pathetic to think about yourself now. A young woman of about 20 years old walks up and down the street every day, looking for the feeling of returning to reality. But this is also a very painful and extremely helpless method. I'm also constantly convincing myself to fight psychological reactions. Seeing that others can live and study normally, I can only indulge in the stupid thing of letting myself accept the reality. I am very painful. However, I have no other choice but to correct the mistakes I made when I went astray in my growth.
However, I have become more and more normal. What really makes me completely accept everything is that after I started working for half a year, I have thought exactly the same as ordinary people, and my ideal or devil (I thought it was a devil at that time) has been completely abandoned by me. But in fact, the whole process is also a process of changing my personality and establishing a correct and healthy outlook on life, values and world. This goes back to the original point where I made a mistake. I took a big detour, paid a painful price and wasted six precious years of youth. I learned almost nothing in high school and college, just struggling with reality and that demonic ideal that doesn't exist at all. But I also successfully solved my personality defects and worldview.
In the whole process of these six years, there are many painful fragments and too many pulling pains. Accurately speaking, I must first realize that I am sick, and then analyze why I am sick and how to treat it afterwards. Among them, we should constantly analyze our past, analyze the reasons, constantly communicate with ourselves, and convince ourselves to accept and face the reality. I think it would be very difficult to accomplish it if I didn't rely on my tenacious willpower, very optimistic personality and rational analysis. Maybe I have completely collapsed now, or I am still struggling in that quagmire. But now I am completely normal, and I have become a very independent, independent and conscientious woman.
In fact, the reason why I wrote my whole experience is just to show that it is a terrible and tragic thing to be divorced from reality and go astray mentally, and it is definitely not an imagined thing. Because his so-called thoughts and actions have not played any positive role in himself and society; On the contrary, he just keeps deceiving and paralyzing one person, that is, himself. He keeps convincing himself how great his network is, but society and reality will not be deceived. Of course, it does not rule out that some people are really smart, and what they come up with may be right, but they can completely continue everything in the process of reality! Why is the sword sideways? In short, they are sick, even geniuses are meaningless geniuses. Returning to reality is the only way, which is the best result for them and society.
Moreover, this book also opens a Pandora's box to some extent. In fact, many people in the book have strange ideas and strange perspectives on the world. But I think this song is morbid first, although I don't have many strong reasons to refute it now. Of course, I don't want to spend that time studying. But I think that if this kind of thinking permeates the crowd, it will only lead some mentally fragile people astray. Therefore, it is suggested that this book can only be read as a novel, and it is enough to laugh or scare, and then forget it.
Of course, I also hope that everyone can treat this group with a more tolerant attitude. First of all, they are really very, very pitiful and miserable, the so-called people who are divorced from reality, that is, people who are abandoned by the world in spirit and cognition. They are more miserable than penniless poor people. They can't find recognition and security in society, so they weave their own webs. No matter how powerful this net looks, they are extremely lonely and fragile. Because we are all social animals, but we live in a net with only one person. In fact, they are eager for realistic acceptance, which is the only way to make it possible for them to come back. However, if these people are unfortunate enough to live in an environment of exclusion, attack and humiliation, they can only give up their immediate life completely and continue to weave their webs with unswerving hearts.
I think characteristics show that people with mental problems have a * * * nature-they all reject reality. They will feel what the reality is and describe his ideas to you. But anyone can keep any whimsical but realistic life. Because reality does not exclude any whimsy, but you should realistically understand and deal with the complex and subtle relationship between them and learn to put the whimsy in a specific place. Many people have made great achievements in physics and philosophy. At that time, their ideas were strange, but they still lived a very realistic life. People should learn to distinguish between good whimsy and pure delusion. Although they sometimes look alike, they are essentially different. Of course, this is also a huge topic. We won't delve into it, but there is definitely a difference.
Therefore, anyone who gives up reality and pursues pure ideals is a sick person. Because reality doesn't exclude any ideal, it's just a matter of how you handle it yourself. The only explanation why they reject reality is that they don't know how to live in reality, not that they have any strange ideas, which has nothing to do with genius. So this is why I hate that the author of the book is a genius or maybe a genius, which will only mislead the public. The title of the book is nothing more than to attract attention and forget the duty of being a man in the face of economic interests.
Finally, I want to make it clear that I have not read any books on psychology or psychiatry, and I am too lazy to understand those seemingly abstruse things. All the opinions mentioned in this article are probably wrong, because this is just my own experience summary, but they are all true. I don't need or have the ability to make up such a boring story.
I also think that such books will have some negative effects on teenagers under 20. Usually, people who can read after work are more motivated and active. Reading this kind of book is just curious, and then I forget it. However, teenagers' outlook on life is very fragile, and any small matter or problem will automatically enlarge in their eyes. They usually study hard, and if they look at the world by imitating the weird and even morbid thinking in the book, I am afraid they will only go astray.
I don't hate the ancients, I don't look at the ancients, I hate them for not looking at me crazy!
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