sǐxn tādì

Explanation:

The original intention is to die, and there is no other plan. Later, I often describe making up my mind and never changing.

Source:

Yuan Anonymous's "Yuanyang Bei" is the fourth fold: "Today, Liu Weifu is a thief in Luoyang City, and he will not give up."

Example:

The idiot jumped up, mumbling, carrying the burden and having to follow. (Wu Ming, Cheng En and The Journey to the West, the twentieth time)