When I was a child, I was very afraid of death. Everyone has probably had a childhood and has a fear of death. I used to have a very old-fashioned alarm clock, the kind that winds up. It walks with a loud voice, just like "Kaka Kaka". When I was about nine years old that year, I was lying in bed at home and heard the sound of "Kaka Kaka". I got out of bed. Even if I did, how many seconds are there in my life? Then I was very scared at first. On that dark night, I began to cry. I think if I count all these figures, I will die, so I am afraid of life, and I think it will be lost.

1999 I took it] Four months later, I had a heart attack. I remember clearly what the doctor told me when I was admitted to the hospital for the first time. The doctor said: You must be hospitalized now, because you may die suddenly at any time. I was 28 years old. I didn't expect the concept of life and death to suddenly get close to me. At that time, my heart beat only thirty-three times a minute when I slept. Later, people often asked me: How is my heartbeat now? I said it was still dancing! Just a little slow. Then I remembered what Xu Zhimo had said before: as long as the heart is still beating.

Time is like water (piano)

I live in anzhen hospital, and I can't sleep at night. It suddenly occurred to me that at such a 28-year-old age, I suddenly wondered if I would face all this again tomorrow. I ran downstairs. There is a garden and a small artificial pond in the hospital. It happened to be late autumn, and the leaves on persimmons turned yellow, and some persimmons formed. I sat by a small pond under a persimmon tree, smoking a cigarette. I knew I shouldn't have a heart attack, and then I thought, maybe it's over, but at that time I didn't have a very exact understanding of how I should go again.

Time is like water (harp)

Get less and make your life shorter. When you may no longer have hope, the inevitable pain will accompany you to leave. I didn't say how bad that era was. I think today is beautiful. I also think it is a very happy thing that we can survive. But the question is how to face your life? Me too. I used to hope that I could get more and more. Of course, I have that firm insistence on life.

Time is like water (piano+oboe)

One thing I really want to do today is to exchange something and go back to a place you really want to go back to. I hope a magician will make an exchange with me and exchange the last ten or twenty years of my life for that moment. I will definitely change it. I would trade all my life for him to sit with you for a while. I hope they are all generous and considerate to me. Everyone loves me deeply, including some people who are no longer there.

Three quarters of love

Nearly ten years after we separated, I met my first girlfriend in a shopping mall. We always write love letters when we are in love. At that time, we will put the letter in the same mailbox, and then the postman will give it to each other. Because it is a love letter, it must be posted with a stamp and postmark, and it must be placed in the mailbox. Meet in the store ten years later, we all pay at the cashier, and we all go to buy stationery. I told my girlfriend that I just met my first girlfriend, and she said yes? I said we all went to buy writing paper, and she said yes? I said, but we will never write love letters to each other! She didn't speak, and neither did I.

I used to have her home phone number. I firmly believe that this number will never be forgotten in my life. I can't remember any figures now. I used to think that we would be together forever. We have been together for less than a year. We think life is too simple. At that time, I couldn't sleep, eat or do my homework every day, but I couldn't stop thinking about her. Today, I have to eat, sleep and work every day.

Three quarters of love (piano)

I remember it was very cold in Beijing at that time. We watched a movie together. This is a very long film. This is a film from Taiwan Province Province. I forgot its name. It's ugly, not scary at all. So she put her hand in mine in horror, and I held her hand as if nothing had happened. Then she said, your hands are so cold. I said I was cold, and then she touched my cheek with her lips. On the night when we were snowing in Beijing, the street lamp was pitifully white, but the light at the entrance of the building was warm, her clothes were white, and she stood in the middle was golden. She turned around and said, why don't you go? On that snowy night, I stood in the most handsome posture I could imagine at that time, with one foot on the ground, one foot on the bike, and then my head held high. I feel very proud, like an aristocrat, like coming to Montov or Pushkin. I said, I'm waiting. What did she say? I said calories. That smile is brilliant, the brightest smile you have ever seen in your life, that hug is the most urgent hug in your life, and that kiss is also the most wonderful kiss in your life. But I just forgot her home phone number. Yes, that's it.

Three quarters of love (harp)

I remember we walked into the corridor of the girls' dormitory. We are ridiculous. We are like a crazy teenager. The summer wind blew all the curtains. Those curtains are pink, blue, red and green, all blown up like a bright flag. When you welcome me, walk through the corridor of the girls' dormitory and walk to your lover. You haven't thought about anything but love.

Run into sb.

When the leaves in Beijing fell all over the floor, they were all poplar leaves. The cleaners piled them up into mountains and swept them up. In my childhood memory, there are about three pieces as tall as me and dozens as big as me. My parents tied the key to my house on my shoelaces and hung it around my neck. The first thing I did after class was to follow my friend, the evil gang, jump up and land on that leaf. My father borrowed a bicycle from a neighbor and took me to the leaves. My father and son moved this pile of leaves from this position to that position over there, but they couldn't find the key. Then, my father beat me up because I lost a lot of keys and changed the locks at home. After beating me up, I was not sad at all, but I felt very happy because I found out for the first time that my father could ride a bike. It's almost autumn again, and the leaves are about to fall off. I don't know which leaf is the one I remember, and I don't know if the aluminum key has turned into dirt. I don't know if I can still have a key to open the door to my happiness.

Encounter (piano)

What is my happiness? Childhood is my happiness. In other words, I am happy when I don't know myself; I am very happy when I want to know myself; I am happy when I know nothing about myself. When I was young, there were no watches. I will bring a ballpoint pen in the morning. Before I go to school, I will draw a watch with dial, pointer, scale and bracelet. Then I will write a time, draw a time, then I will go to school with my schoolbag on my back, and then I will suddenly leave, just like a psychopath, I will stop, and then I will lift my sleeves and watch, but it is obviously me. This is my memory of happiness.

Encounter [harp]

I am an ignorant teenager. I never remember or fantasize about my teenage years. I just face the wonderful world every day. Everything is novel to me. I want to go anywhere. A place where I could climb once. If I do something bad, I will definitely go to those activities. I often asked my parents when I was a child. I said I don't know. I didn't expect what I did today, and I still don't know what I will do tomorrow, but I know why I think so today, probably because of my personality. Today, I understand that it is like a train, and it is on a long journey. I don't want to sit in the front, I don't want to see anything, and I don't want to stand in the back and watch the road. I just want to sit in the car.

Encounter [love]

I'm a little sure that my best condition is over. Although what you saw today is my best, it is not. You didn't know when it came to you. You just want to grow up quickly. I'm not ready to grow up, that's the key, but I'm starting to grow up. Now I'm a little ready to face it. It's a little over. The rest is nonsense.

Encountered [string]

After I went to college, I felt that I had lost all the memories of my childhood and adolescence. I only live in the present. I just face life every day and think about what I should learn. I think I should grow up, what I should get, what I should earn, and how I should be a good son, a good student, a good friend, a good lover and a good person.

Encounter [guitar]

One day, I had a bold idea of what to do in 30 years. The idea is actually very easy to realize, that is, to earn more money and then go to farm. We are all thinking strange things, because we don't know what we can think, and we know for sure that we don't know what we are going to do. The answer is no. I am an optimist every day, but I am also a pessimistic optimist as a whole.

Encounter [Guitar II]

I am thirty-one years old. It took me a lot of moments until I met my current girlfriend. When we were together for so many years and prepared for a lifetime, I went to look back. I think every paragraph is wonderful and I will never forget it, but it is vague and I can't remember it completely, but I believe that all of them exist and exist in a certain period of my life. I am a lot of me, and we are just a shell with a lot of me in it. When I was a child, I grew up with uncommon words, I hated myself, I was self-righteous, and I began to examine myself.

once

Plato has a book called the Republic, which says that human thinking can be driven by several things. There are three kinds, one is to act according to one's wishes, the other is to act according to one's feelings, and the other is to act according to one's wisdom. Those who rely on desire are greedy, those who rely on emotion blindly follow, and those who rely on wisdom are happy. Happiness is not directly proportional to having, nor is it inversely proportional, because it doesn't matter at all. Therefore, the master is also bitter, and the master is also bitter. Therefore, the master is happy, and the master is happy. It's that simple. Between them, there is only a moment, a moment already exists, and then it becomes a aftertaste of happiness and a yearning for happiness.

Once (piano)

In fact, everyone's experience is very complicated. It's just that we suddenly have a pair of eyes, and what we see is not the world we see now. We are looking at another world. You have experienced it in knowledge, but it has been transformed by your thoughts and emotions. You will look at it with another pair of eyes, you will be particularly fascinated and devoted, you will see clearly, and you will be happier than what you see all the time. I am thinking, if one day I see an old man, very old, sitting in front of his house, it is already dark, maybe I am one of them, how do you know what he is thinking? How do you know what kind of life he has lived? Our self-righteousness, our affectation, we all think that we are very familiar and happy people. I don't think so, and I don't think so, so I have to thank life. All these people I meet can listen to or understand each other, and I try to understand them to some extent.

Once (string+flute)

We accidentally fell in love with our first love, and we accidentally fell in love with a beautiful moment; Accidentally falling in love with a son, a family, stability, and carelessness are all accidental, accidental, not teenagers. I think everything in the world starts when you are not ready and ends when you are ready.

The classic dialogue at the end of the film

I have lived here all my life, and I really know everything here.

I finally understand why you came and why you left that year.

The beauty here is lost and desperate.

Is the trace left by the passage of time,

In fact, our names have long been engraved on the monument wall in Wuzhen.

As if the story was destined to happen, it was destined to end like this.

We love each other,

In the past youth, we cherished that love,

And try to prove that love can be something without reason, distance and answer.

At least we did it. Not only did we do it, but they also did it.

There was a poet named Nie Luda,

He said that when the gorgeous leaves are gone, the veins of life can be clearly seen.

Is it our love, when the time of frosting moss passes away,

Can be as clear, brave and strong as the branches in the northern winter.

We are all in Ceng Zui,

Time is like water, time is like water.

Time is like water (soundtrack):

I hope I get less and less, and I hope my life is getting shorter and shorter.

I have been 1995 for seven years, and all my impressions are probably in the gap between every job and that one. For example, in 1995, I was filming a new night's singing, and then I didn't shoot it for several months. I was arranging a school play, and then I was filming a half-life. For example, I was filming TV series "April Day on Earth" and "Orange Red". It's an expression, a kind of warmth that you can touch with your hand. That memory may be something you want to go back to all your life.

I was thirty years old last year. On the day when I was thirty, I took a piece of paper to write. What do I mean by thirty? Some people say that twenty years old is called youth, ten years old is called youth, one is called childhood, and forty years old is called middle age, prime of life, and then old age. Suddenly, no one gave us a name for our thirties. I think we are like young people sometimes, but we are no longer young. I also think that sometimes we are just like middle age, but we are not so moderate, we don't see life so thoroughly, but we always feel completely confused about life. Make a summary of my life, but when I turned my head and saw myself, I felt that I was twenty years old today, so I came up with the story "Time is like water".

As for the filming of "Time flies like water", I think it is a commemoration of my youth. I think the most important thing I did was that I made a memory and made something similar to the ending, which was a farewell to an era.

Time is like water (piano version);

What do I want to do in a time like water? I think I may not see Huang Lei's talent, my flying passion in art, my thorough understanding of life, or none of them, but I think I can see something, that is, the firmness, persistence and love I once had before my youth.

In winter in Beijing, all the leaves will fall. I wrote a passage at the end of Time Is Gone, and I also mentioned in the narration of the script that there was a poet named Nie Luda. He said, "When the gorgeous leaves fall off, the thread of life is vivid." Whether our love will be as clear, brave and strong as the branches in the northern winter.

Three quarters of love (soundtrack) is spoken:

We filmed in Wuzhen. One day, there was a scene in a cemetery. One afternoon, I went to choose the scenery and chose a mountain called Lishan, which is a secluded place. Maybe some people don't know, but everyone knows, as for the husband and wife living in seclusion. At that time, we found a place on Mount Li, built a grave and made the appearance of a grave. There is a temple on the mountain called Fan Li Temple, where harmony is enshrined. There are also chanting classes, chanting the great compassion mantra. A group of us hid in front of the temple to avoid the rain, and I sat in a chair to see if the rain would stop. Then everyone is waiting for me to decide whether to shoot or call it a day. I said, wait a minute, maybe the rain will stop. But it kept raining, so I picked up my script, turned it over, and then picked up my pen. At that time, it seemed that I hadn't written something unrelated to the play on a piece of paper for a long time, so I wrote: What are we doing? What you can see is that I stand in my hotel room at four o'clock every morning and watch the rain outside, and then my eyes are swollen when I swallow it; You can see me shooting every night, and when I come back, I will watch the replay with the photographer and lighting engineer, drink beer and talk and laugh. We can see what a group of young people want to do during the whole shooting process. I think this proves that we once had such a wonderful love.

Three-quarters of Love (Piano Edition);

What is "fleeting time"? It was a time like water, a time you want to remember, but it was a lost time after all. As for the story "Time flies", in fact, we just have a wonderful moment at the beginning. A man and a woman, who didn't know each other at all, hugged each other in the morning. What do they crave? I now realize that after I finished writing and shooting this story, they didn't want each other, they wanted themselves. In all our love, we didn't see each other, only ourselves.

Encounter (original sound) mouth white:

After you said you were in love, ask me today, and I will be very cunning. I only fell in love once. I wrote such a line in the script. So you have been in love for so long today, is it habit or love? I said it was customary love, that's all. I said we accidentally fell in love with one thing. In fact, it's all over, and we will encounter many casual things in the future, but I really mean this in the play "Things are not like water". I quietly taste and recall what I once owned, but I also gently waved goodbye to it. Because we must meet again.

Encounter (affectionate version) oral white:

Time flies is my mirror, but it reflects not a clear me, but a clear you. Of course, I hope everyone can see themselves. I told this story to me myself. Every actor shows himself, and every audience shows himself. I think people who may have had emotional experience or even emotional understanding will be moved in the play, and they are completely moved. It's just that when he watches an episode or the whole play, he will sit with the people around him and be silent for a while, and his mind will suddenly flash for a while. Have you ever seen such a back, a look, a breath, a firmness and a forgetfulness? Yes, I think maybe younger friends will fantasize, but older people will begin to remember. That was the last day I filmed in Beijing. This alley is called Xiaojinsi Hutong. In Time Like Water, its name is Beiguanfang Hutong. I sat there ready to start shouting "Ready to go". I still remember being by the wall of that alley. Then Rene Liu faced the wall and the camera with a red flower in his hand. Then he said to his father's small yard: Dad, what should I do? Then the tears came down, and then I clearly remember that I went to the monitor and covered my head with a black cloth, and I cried in it, too.

Once (original sound) oral white:

Many people are the same after watching Time flies, just like you think that you will never leave any trace for a paragraph you once had, never again. You just turn on the TV, turn off the TV and sleep, that's all. It's just a TV series, and everyone goes to find what they want. What I want to show the audience most is what everyone wants to see. Maybe everyone will find something in it. It is not a complete story, much like TV, but it is a complete story, much like the emotions we have experienced. In the process of filming "Time flies like water", everything that appears in my mind may have nothing to do with the scene and shooting. It's like talking about emotions. I hope everything is blank today and in the future. I really hope so, but I know it is impossible. It will be stained with various colors, so it's good, because one day I will look back and feel more and more relaxed now. "Time flies" was written in 2050, and the ending of this story was in 2050. In 2050, according to my present age, it should be 79 years old. My story is so old that I don't know what the world would be like at that time. In fact, the drama "Time flies like water" should have been like this when it was first filmed, which gave me many reasons and many wishes to live for another 50 years, which is also a good thing. So I said, "Time flies", what did you give me? What I just said to the audience gave me more memories and an end. I think the opening and closing remarks are the same: I hope I get less and less, and my life is getting shorter and shorter. It was more like a conclusion, as if everything was coming to an end, but it was obviously the beginning of my new life. How can we doubt what life is? Or guess what life is? Just move on, the years really pass, and one day we will feel that the years are getting old and gone, but that's what we really experienced, and those are all wonderful things in our lives. Which moment, or which play, or what event impressed everyone the most? Maybe everyone will have a different opinion. I think nothing is beautiful, and nothing is beautiful, because that's just my experience.

Once (guitar version):

We were joking that day. A couple went to the theatre together. When the last episode ended, the wife suddenly turned to look at her husband. The husband casually looked at the table, which reflected light, and then he casually looked at his wife. So, the wife will say, have you seen an English girl? The husband said, no, but do you have knowledge? Then the wife smiled, too.