It's okay. You can learn this. You can talk about how to cook while chatting with colleagues who can cook around you. When you do it yourself, you will gradually understand. The cooked food will feel particularly delicious. Before I get married, I can wash dishes but I can't cook. Now my cooking is delicious, and I will make jiaozi and steamed buns. I feel a great sense of accomplishment when I see that the whole family has eaten all the leftovers. I believe you can do it.