Food has always been something that fascinates me.

I still eat.

But I am afraid of getting fat.

Because I eat not just a lot, but a lot.

In psychology, there is a very inhumane test called the delayed gratification test. A group of children are locked in a house. There are a lot of delicious food in this house. However, the children are told, "You can't eat now, you have to wait."

Wait until I come back before you can eat." Use this test to see if this child can delay gratification and let his desires wait.

I thought that if I participated in the experiment, I would probably be the kid who couldn't do it.

In fact, you can eat any food, but you have to control the portion. But if you control it, the feeling will be greatly reduced.

I am the person who likes to take a food map and look for delicious food everywhere no matter which city I go to.

Wherever I go, I will ask, where is the delicious food?

This is the case every time I travel. Sometimes, there will be surprises, but sometimes, there will be shocks.

this time.

For example, when you arrive in a city, the most abundant thing there is carrots.

Sometimes after wandering around, I finally found this rumored century-old restaurant, but when I tried it, the taste was just like that, no different from any other restaurant on the street.

I felt very disappointed at the moment, so I decided to let nature take its course. From now on, I would eat wherever I go and don’t look for food maps. Sometimes there will be unexpected surprises on the roadside.

So, I am more casual now.

It is consistent with my goal. I will go and take a look. However, I have to travel hard and climb mountains and ridges to eat the food.

I might have to think about it, because the process itself has too many expectations attached to it.

It's inevitable that I'd be disappointed, and that wouldn't be fair to it either.

Because, I added too much tolls to it.

This toll is what I expect.

Sometimes, I go back to some cities to look for some delicious food in my memory, but I find that it is no longer the original taste.

Maybe it has changed, maybe I have changed.

Maybe, we have all changed.

It's better to put it in memory. It's good enough in memory.