find yourself first, and the world will find you. I vaguely know myself, but when I look closely, that myself disappears into the fog again. I used to find my own way according to other people's maps, and I was the kind of person who was so rigid that I could even exaggerate that I had to follow the route by one centimeter. As a result, I got lost, because other people's lifestyles can't be copied, so I can only learn from them. I am rigid and lazy, and I want to copy directly.

who am I? This question is a bit difficult to answer, too philosophical. So, what do I do when I am very happy? Or do I feel peaceful when I do something? Or will I do anything when I want to do something?

first of all, I love food, I like to find it, and I like to cook it myself. Taste delicious food to satisfy your taste buds, and cook delicious food to satisfy the feeling that beautiful things are formed in your own hands.

make dumplings, stir-fry sesame, peanuts and walnuts, crush them with a rolling pin, stir-fry them in a wok, add oil and white sugar, and stir-fry the stuffing as much as possible, then gently knead the scalded glutinous rice flour into dough, and flatten the stuffing into balls. The cooked dumplings sell well and taste great. At that time, the family reached an agreement and made their own dumplings for the New Year. I can still feel the taste of the first tangyuan at that time, which is sweet and satisfying. Then, stew, mushrooms, celery, pork, jiaozi, fish with Chinese sauerkraut, ants on trees, fried meat with Coprinus comatus ~ ~ It used to mean nothing, but now it seems to be a commendatory term. After all, food is also a part of a better life. Now it is called a beautiful spark that personal hobbies and food collide.

Secondly, I like reading books and code words. It is also a great achievement for me to translate what I have seen, heard and thought into words. Maybe it's more utilitarian. I also hope that my words can feed myself and bring me fame and fortune. But after further study, I prefer the process that a string of words flows out of my mind and forms under my fingers. As for the result, what I pursue should be a natural result. I like code words, and some friends like my words. Moreover, in the case that some words are uncomfortable in my heart and I don't know who to talk to, code words are a good way to channel them. In terms of code words, although I am not as capable as I was when I was a child, I can still write something. The experience is not enough, the depth is not enough, and the thought is not mature and open-minded, so the current writing may still be naive. However, the words that match the age of one's experience also have its own charm and strength. It is also good to ramble with yourself, sort out your thoughts, record your mental journey, and make the road ahead clearer with the combing and recording.

I said I would do anything when I thought about what I was doing. I remembered when I was a child, I fought with my parents to read some so-called extracurricular books in the eyes of adults. In order to read "Cpaing and Lu Xixi", I got into bed, hid the book in the box, and turned two pages when my parents couldn't see it; My mother hid the Arabian Nights that my father bought me on the top of the cupboard. At that time, I didn't know I was afraid. I climbed to the cupboard and rummaged through it and hid it myself, but unfortunately I couldn't find it later. In order to watch Grimm's Fairy Tales, I exchange my pocket money with my classmates for only two days. . . .

I've had a habit of eating since high school. I always take my meals home with me and read Readers and Yilin, which were precious at that time, because time was tight at that time, so it was a luxury to have time to read some interesting extracurricular books. Although there is no shortage of books and time now, the habit of eating while reading here has been maintained until now, but now most people use their mobile phones to read some novels and the like. You can't read books unless you borrow them. This is not wrong. Now I sometimes meet books I like very much, and I like to read them all night without sleeping.

The world is so big that I want to see it. So tourism has become a way of life pursued by young artists at present. Life is not just about the present, but also about poetry and distance. But life is not just about poetry and distance, but also about the present. I have also thought about activities such as outdoor adventure and mountaineering, but I can't do anything to do it like the above. I used to think that these people's lives were wonderful and I wanted to emulate them, but there were always many worries, and even if I did it hard, I would be swayed by considerations of gain and loss. As a result, such meaningful things would always give me a heavy psychological burden.

It's not that I don't like to travel and feel strange and interesting things in strange places. The restless factors in my bones make me want to explore some adventurous things, but such things will not make me satisfied and peaceful. In fact, I didn't want to understand the cause and effect of this matter, only a little understanding, like a sentence I read before, "Wan Li Road without accumulation is also a postman". What did a trip I took with all my heart bring me? I spent money and time, saw some beautiful scenery, and took photos in my circle of friends. Then what else? It's just a superficial trip. What's more, I feel even more depressed when I travel in financial distress.

there is nothing wrong with traveling, but I have no self-thought when traveling. Beautiful scenery? Gourmet? Or Bowen Guang Zhi? I can't say that I will never travel again. Maybe I should think about what kind of me I will take to travel, for fun, for visiting friends, or for something else. Moreover, I prefer purposeful planning in advance to improvisation. The most important thing is that travel is not to escape the troubles in real life, but to be icing on the cake, because if the troubles are not solved, you still need to face them after you come back from travel, and you need to solve them, which may even affect your mood during the trip.

My college roommate said that I was the second most suitable person she had ever met to do financial work, and previous personality tests also showed that I was suitable for financial work. In fact, I feel good when I do this kind of work after work, and I feel comfortable when I finish a task. But I don't know whether I like the feeling of upgrading and playing tricks or I really love financial work, because I will be happy when I finish other tasks.

Good food, code words, travel and work, I am satisfied with the feeling that my favorite things are formed in my own hands. What you have achieved through your own efforts is often more enjoyable than what you can easily get. It would be wonderful if it can meet your material needs at the same time. I am lucky to be in this more open and inclusive society, because I have the possibility to make a living with what I like. Of course, the building materials needed by the most bizarre ideals are ordinary and boring efforts, which are applicable to any small dream.

It is not easy to find yourself, because many external factors are likely to make you lose yourself slowly and are not easy to detect. It is a very lucky thing to start this process of finding yourself in time. Before, I often drew a box for myself, and I was cautious about things outside the box. Facts have proved that this frame is often unscientific. Just like I was addicted to constellations before, I once thought I was Capricorn, and then Capricorn was rigid and conscientious, but I was not good at words. As a result, it turned out that I was a water bottle, but the water bottle was a strange character, which was completely opposite to Capricorn. My favorite Daddaring is a Capricorn, but she is planning, listening and sharing, which is different from my definition of Capricorn. My so-called frame is just a manifestation of my laziness. Just define a template for being a man and print it with a click.

only by keeping your initial heart can you always keep it. There is no grand wish that everyone can find their true self, and others do better than me. I just hope that I can keep my original heart, not be confused by this materialistic society, let myself live what I want, and then let the world find me. I think only at this time, I tasted the ups and downs in the process of hard work, and I can be qualified to sincerely pay others to find my own initial heart. Now I don't know if I have the strength to give others hope and wishes. sauce