Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (1)
In my opinion, agarwood crumbs? Chuxiang looks elegant, but it feels very literary, but you can't guess what's in it or think of anything just by the title.
Although I have read several works of Zhang Ailing before, it may be because I was young at that time or didn't read enough books or didn't know enough about Zhang Ailing's life, or in short, I couldn't understand the true meaning of the works and couldn't see the profound meaning in the works. Maybe what I told you was just watching the fun and reading stories! Tell me about my interest in agarwood tablets. Understanding of the first incense burner.
Although the story is short, it can be said that the characters are full, such as Ge's characterization and a detailed description of her inner changes.
Although the length is short, the details are substantial, such as the description of the scenery in the text and the details in daily life.
Ge is also a typical intellectual image in the article, but it seems to be different from the intellectuals written by Mr. Lu Xun. Perhaps because of the profound differences between works and ideas, the characterization is naturally different. Of course, it's not just because most of the protagonists in Zhang Ailing's novels are women. I don't know why I wrote it here, sir. Before that, I read an article about agarwood tablets. The order of the first incense burner. Among them, it is said that some people compare Zhang Ailing with Mr. Wang and think that this is inappropriate, because among many writers, few writers can afford the word great, and Mr. Wang is one of them. This is beyond the reach of a writer like Zhang Ailing. Perhaps some social reality reactions in her works are similar, but how can the ideological and profound nature of Zhang Ailing's works be compared with her husband's?
Do we feel it in Zhang Ailing's works? Desolate? . There is the desolation of natural scenery, the desolation of inner world and the desolation of social reality. The desolation of social reality is reflected in the description of Ge Weilong and Mrs. Liang (her aunt) and George and their complex emotions.
Ge was a student at school at first, and after moving to Mrs. Liang's home, she gradually became a well-known social butterfly in menstruation. Mrs Liang turned Wei Long into a bait for her greed and even revenge. But unconsciously, Wei Long gradually got used to this kind of life, and finally she didn't even want to leave Hong Kong and go back to her hometown in Shanghai. Perhaps the saddest thing in the article is that he was an enterprising intellectual at first, but his downfall was inseparable from Mrs. Liang's eyes and ears, and it seemed to be Ge himself. Because the material life world is full of temptations, what do ordinary girls yearn for? Jewelry, house, car? She got it by accident, and her social status seems to have improved a lot. Maybe this is the weakness of human nature? Endless greed and vanity. Although later she knew that she had become an aunt's seduction tool and knew the danger of depravity. But reason is so pale and powerless in the face of temptation! What's more, Wei Long is just a young girl in her twenties.
Besides, Giorgiya and Mrs. Liang's little maid Giorgiya can be said to be an out-and-out product of society, which can be seen from his views on money, love and career, which are inseparable from his family situation and social reality. At that time, some people looked that he was in line with the trend, but in fact he was a deformed child with complicated family situation and hypocrisy in real society. This may not be his innate character and fate, but it is objectively caused.
Moreover, the author's description of little maids, girls and children is also painstaking. Under the influence of Mrs. Liang, they all seem to have become? What to pursue? People. I also learned hypocrisy, selfishness and tact that do not belong to their class. Maybe it's because they are servile and always afraid of making Mrs. Liang angry. For the above two reasons, they became the meat in George's mouth.
The feeling that Zhang Ailing's works give us seems short-lived, but the content is unambiguous and the characters are not empty. This feeling is sometimes long-lasting, because if the society and people don't change, the characters in the works and the stories that happen to them will continue endlessly and happen to us every day.
Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (2)
I finished reading the first novel "Fragments of Aquilaria Resina" in Volume II of The Complete Works of Zhang Ailing in these two days. The author tells a story about a period of life after the fall of Hong Kong in the fragrant years. In order to continue his studies, Ge Weilong lived in his aunt's house, was cultivated and used as a social butterfly by her aunt, and hung out in the upper class. He met George, the playboy of the upper class, and the love story between them. There are several paragraphs in the story that I think are quite wonderful, and they are excerpted as follows:
? In my mind, it is like soda with lemon juice. Do you feel sour when you sell it? . This is when Wei Long saw the man he loved flirting with his aunt, and his heart was very unhappy. He expressed his abstract jealousy with vivid things, which made the text full of artistry.
? When two people think about their eyeballs, they seem to be dressed in a string and are inseparable. . This is a description of Wei Long and George, with four eyes facing each other and a moving metaphor.
? She wanted to kiss the short hair on the back of his head, his hard-thinking face, and the torn sleeves and elbows. Just now, when she remembered that lovely posture, she felt a soft and warm feeling. Her heart was hot, but her hands and feet were cold and shivering. This cold and happy countercurrent twitches all over the body, tightening and slowing down, and the wind and rain outside the window are also tightening and slowing down. ? This is a psychological description of Wei Long missing George during a short rest in the car. George is a man that his father doesn't like. His mother fell out of favor when she got married, and he didn't have much money on hand. Joe didn't learn well himself, and his father ignored him. When his father was alive, he was already starving. After the old man died, the concubines with 20 rooms didn't get much money. These dragons all know, but she will still miss him.
? George said she was a liar, but she never lied to Wei Long, which surprised her. Wei Long said: Never. Sometimes you know how happy a little lie can make me, but-no! George said: You don't need me to make up a lie for you, you will fool yourself. One day, you have to admit what a mean person I am. At that time, you should also regret sacrificing so much for me! Kill me in a rage, maybe! I feel horrible. Wei Long said with a smile, I love you. What do you care? .
Yes! Wei Long is obviously in love. She earns money to support George at home. She also knows that the romantic George will leave her one day. She also thinks that marriage is an unfair thing, but after struggling and choosing, she still chooses him. A word? I love you, what's it to you? Explains Wei Long's view of love. When the story is finished, the two people go out shopping and pull down the curtain, but life goes on.
I love you, what's it to you? Whether I love or not is my own business. How much mixed with heartache and helplessness. When you really love, that is, when you lose yourself, you feel happy when you are immersed in this loss. Maybe this is love. You will get hurt, you will be strong, and then you will live like ashes. This is life.
Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (3)
I, super uncertain, got chicken pox and knew I was still a child. You can do nine points, but never ten points. I have no long-term and perseverance. Although the situation has obviously improved, I still know that only when the content is fresh and diverse and my hobbies are wide, can I do it again and again day after day. So every time I get bored doing something, I immediately pick up another hobby to get bored. If, once, ice has been made for a long time. There is only one reason, and that is that I am in love.
I like Zhang Ailing's writing. I love reading her words over and over again, standing, lying and going to the toilet.
After consulting some of her life and then reading her articles in turn, I understood and was surprised to find that, as all Irene's fans may know, she was writing a story about her life. Although she is extremely lofty and vulgar, she really writes about herself. It's just, I guess, the prototype of the story started from a small point of her own, and she really disdains to write about others. She may think it is better to write this way and that way, which may be what she wants the story to happen. Her life story is the baseline, and how to write an article is the skill. In her articles, the descriptions that often appear are the descriptions of the surrounding environment, the facial expressions of the characters, the present situation and the inner feelings of the characters. However, we can express the same feelings and experiences, but the taste is different, just like vinegar cabbage slices. People's cabbage is delicious, mine is just sour soup.
If she is not a genius, what is she? People's dreams are not made in vain, and what they do is not fake!
Wei Long in The First Fragrance of Aquilaria Resinatum is just an ordinary girl. In the face of menstruation's trap of psychedelic temptation, it's normal to jump. Wei Long, an extraordinary girl, has sacrificed too much in front of Joe's empty skin. However, I have obviously changed. Why is it so easy to go back? Son, everything you do has to pay a price, just to see if it's worth it.
Wei Long, finally facing Hu Lancheng's promiscuity and abandonment, wrote an id image of Zhang Ailing and chose to pursue love with obsession. Joe, it's an image of Hu Lancheng who doesn't know what true love is. What is love in the world? At the end of the article, all this seems too unimportant. The important thing is that when Wei Long was in tears, she was still telling me that I was voluntary. It is important that George knows how to protect and comfort Wei Long when British soldiers make fun of him. However, he doesn't know that no matter for men or women, there is no sense of responsibility, no effort, only appearance. Speaking of the word romance, it looks like a vase with mechanical endorsement, which is the most fragile.
Thank you very much I just know that Zhang Ailing didn't know Hu Lancheng when she wrote "The First Fragrance of Agarwood Chips", and the Jojo Wizards she wrote were the objects of her admiration. And Hu Lancheng, after reading her works, felt that she was Georgie in real life.
I love you, it's none of your business, and I can't blame you for everything.
Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (4)
Zhang Ailing's novels always give people a bitter irony, like an outsider who sees through the changes of human feelings and puts his characters into reality for a long time. Wei Long in Fragments of Aquilaria Resinatum: The First Furnace Incense is such a poor woman, who was overturned by Zhang Ailing. It is precisely because of the family environment in which Zhang Ailing grew up that she created her unique personality and her extraordinary writing style.
Wei Long in this article is a simple college student at first. He went to Hong Kong to study with his family and had his own goals and dignity. In order to continue studying in Hong Kong, she lowered herself and asked her aunt for help. Wei Long was really shocked when I came to my aunt's house. Surrounded by low white stone characters, there is a barren hill outside. This garden seems to be a golden lacquer tray lifted out of thin air in the chaotic mountain. ? I believe that at this time, Wei Long also envied it in his heart. My aunt is the widow of a rich man, and her communication skills are self-evident. Wei Long's asylum is not out of sympathy among relatives, but in order to plan her future as a bait to attract men and satisfy her vain and barren life. When our own people get old, we always have to find a successor. Mrs. Liang is selfish and sophisticated, and it is her helplessness to the world that pushes Wei Long into the abyss step by step.
College students who simply love beauty can't stand the temptation. Whether naive or not, she couldn't help locking the door and secretly trying it on one by one. . But at this point, she is still not in a bleak predicament. Where can a female student use so much? What's the difference between this and the long hall buyer? However, after a while, Wei Long couldn't help thinking of the purple electro-optic silk dress in the closet, so she whispered to everything downstairs? Look at it! Perhaps at this time, Wei Long was destined to blend into the life she had hated.
Under the arrangement of Mrs. Liang, Zhou Xuan gradually became famous in the communication field in various communication occasions. Wei Long knew that on these occasions, it was difficult to find a serious person who could be entrusted for life. When Mrs. Liang had a little Chun Qing, she took that person in. I'm afraid the temptation in such an environment is far more than that, until the appearance of George made Wei Long fall into his fantasy, even if this love ended in tragedy. However, women in love are all stupid, even if they know that they are paying unilaterally, they will be happy in their dreams. Wei Long finally married George the playboy. From then on, Wei Long was sold to Mrs. Liang and George. She was busy all day, either taking money for George or finding someone for Mrs. Liang. ? She has no eternal plan, and only the trivial things in front of her eyes and her shrinking heart can get a temporary rest. Finally, while George and Wei Long were watching the excitement in Wan Chai, they looked at George who was bargaining. The future is infinite desolation and terror.
Wei Long is completely immersed in his love for George. I love you, what's it to you? Strange, I can't blame you. Do you know how happy a little lie can make me? . Love that is humble to the dust may not bloom. Zhang Ailing's writing came to an abrupt end here, but people can guess what Wei Long's ending is. When she was old, she lost her use value and was mercilessly abandoned. In reality, there are many such women around us, because love has lost self and the pursuit of the future. Some people even water their cherished love at the cost of their lives.
Wei Long in Fragments of Aquilaria Resinatum: The First Furnace Incense can find the prototype in reality. She lost herself for the glitz in front of her eyes, lost in the bustling, and became a rootless duckweed, drifting with the wind and losing her goal in life. A luxurious life is what many people yearn for, but at the same time there are many bodies with dreams piled up. Loud music masks the purest call of human nature. The obsession with money is better than the pursuit of dreams. The cruelty in reality is that no one can predict the future. The clarity of the present cannot guide the wisdom of the future. Only by strengthening one's beliefs and sticking to one's goals can one enhance one's ability to resist external temptations.
Love, once a sacred word, is unequal. Everyone is equal in love, just as both sides have made the same effort. Equal treatment between the two sides is the premise of happy love, and that humble love in the dust is bound to hurt one side. Put yourself in the vast world, straighten your mind and reap the purest love.
Comments on Chenxiang Tablets (5)
What impressed me deeply was that in Zhang Ailing's novel The First Pot of Agarwood Tablets, Joe said to Ge: I can't promise you happiness, I can only promise you happiness. ? I have thought about this sentence for a long time, but I don't quite understand the difference between happiness and happiness. Are happy people unhappy?
Later I learned that happiness is probably a longer and deeper feeling than happiness. Happiness is temporary, pain is still the pain after laughing. Happiness, on the other hand, is a sense of fullness that permeates the whole body slightly from the bottom of my heart. The whole person looks very happy, like being enchanted, and can laugh for no reason. That's the beauty of the details. I always have a grateful heart and know how to cherish my blessings. The so-called happiness is that simple.
A group of gold diggers from foreign countries are trying to build their own world on the land of material desires. In order to survive, I am diligent and unremitting. In Shunji Iwai's Swallowtail Butterfly, Du Yuan is the epitome of the alienated modern city. People listen to their instinctive lives and engage in primitive human occupations: grave robbing, scavenging and laughing. Their lives cannot be measured by general moral standards. After all, it is not easy to live.
Reality has its cruelty and natural laws, and there is no right or wrong. Leopards hunt antelopes, just following the call of instinct. Round thieves are such a group of people who are fanatical, money-worshipping, eager for freedom and desperate for what they want. Dreams and the pursuit of happiness are also implied and run through. At least Iwai's goal has been achieved. He allows viewers to be cautious about whether their lives have deviated from the original track. In pursuit of happiness, regardless of the consequences, the ending is often tragic. Just like the fruit in the story, from a prostitute to a high-profile singer, you must hide your past and create a perfect illusion that matches your identity. You must lose your only relative and leave my bar. Swallowtail butterfly? Band. The caterpillar broke out of the cocoon and became a gorgeous butterfly, but it could only fly alone, losing its passionate life and leaving an empty and pale song. Solid fruit is no longer a solid fruit. In the end, she gave up such a meaningless life and returned to her relatives and friends. As a clue to tell the whole story? Me? The butterfly finally smelled a trace of old happiness.
Happiness is just an instant thing, it often comes casually and does not need to be pursued deliberately.
I used to read San Mao's book and felt that God was unfair. Some people just can get more things than others, such as talent and freedom. Only talented and honest San Mao can live so freely. Later, when I read about Jose's death and her 48-year-old life ended with a stocking in the hospital, I suddenly realized that she was lonely, too, and freedom came at a price. Although she said that she still knows how to cherish every grain of sand in the desert, how can those closest to her be willing to erase them from her heart? But loneliness is still loneliness. Not many people in this world are really happy. How much to pay, how much to return. It turns out that fate is fair to everyone. The head teacher of Grade One told me something, and she said? You have to know how to choose, you can't hold everything in your hand? . Give up, give up, how can you get it? Until today, I realized that life is generally like this.
Everyone longs for happiness. Although the reason is simple, it is always difficult to do. I often pick up sesame seeds and lose watermelon, stumbling all the way.
Happiness is an illusion. Happiness is an experience. Maybe you don't have to pursue the answer deliberately. There are many people in this world who live in obscurity and are indifferent to happiness. Being a silent and peaceful majority is a kind of peaceful happiness, which is called contentment, compared with independence and getting ahead. Dull is not perfect, because eventually we will all disappear, and living is meaningful. You are young in a flash. Looking back, yesterday has passed.
About happiness. About happiness
Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (6)
Hu Lancheng said in "This Life" that I often thought I knew what amazing was. Meeting the real thing is not that glamorous method, nor that shocking method.
It was the first time he met Zhang Ailing.
Zhang Ailing's life is so magical, not only magical, but also subverts people's thoughts. Amazing? The inherent definition of. She is a legend.
Please light a furnace of incense, cold and silent, and there is her story in the gentle ashes after the heat dissipates.
Sparse childhood made her feel warm and cold. When she was a girl, she studied alone in a foreign land, drifted from place to place in the war and died in a foreign country. Her whole life's feelings and fate were buried in the first love.
Some people say that Zhang Ailing's works are so insightful to the world, but in real life, she is like an inexperienced child who can't handle things. In my opinion, she is an intelligent and clear woman, both inside and outside the text, but all this is her choice. As Hu Lancheng said, even if the other person is the sun god, she can see him clearly in a small place.
It's like falling in love with Hu Lancheng, knowing that he is half-hearted like a moth, he is firm and persistent, and I think the city where he lives is like a precious jade.
She knows what she is doing. It's not that she did something by accident. Everything she has done is in her mind.
It happened that she wrote an article about her uncle and was angry when she was told that her uncle knew. She just said flatly, that's none of my business.
Knowing this would happen, I chose this road.
She knows herself best. Her understanding of herself is like a description of her characters. She does have a black mark on her body, like a mark of pain. Some people may become such marks because of this, and the whole person is gloomy. Zhang ailing is not. I decide every step of my life, every choice, even if I am a domineering person or a gentle and low-key person, but I can only decide myself and can't change others. The people and things she met changed her choice.
No matter how clever this woman is, she is also playing an endless game of chess. Besides, she is also a little girl. She just wants to have a warm home similar to all happy families and someone who loves herself.
Hu Lancheng said Zhang Ailing? Reading her article, I just think she knows everything, but in fact she has little experience in the world? . I think she knows something she doesn't. She's waiting for herself to know.
We are all growing up. If you can live thousands of years ago and see how warm and cold people are, you will probably become more and more calm. Watching its tall buildings rise from the ground up, watching it flourish to the extreme, watching its buildings collapse, watching the rise and fall repeat from generation to generation, and hundreds of millions of years later, the sea became a mulberry field. What should it be?
What kind of mood? Almost finished. Maybe not. For example, Li Bihua's Millennium White Snake Essence has simply become simple and is not afraid of anything. Even the diamonds in the crown can turn to dust. Why should there be such a big burden in life, whether it is God's will or man-made? It is very troublesome to calculate, and the ending is not like Yang Guo's sigh. Nine times out of ten, life is not satisfactory? It is better to be a fool.
Zhang ailing has another kind of open-mindedness. She doesn't cater to others, nor does she want others to cater to her. Even when she was madly in love with Hu Lancheng, although she was gentle with Hu, she never changed her mind about him. Hu Lancheng said it himself? I often have a discussion, and then I feel wrong and say to her: Just look like yourself, please don't be influenced by me. ? She smiled. Don't worry, I won't do it or do it. Although I can't do it, I still like listening. This is even more rare. Stingness and generosity that ordinary people can't reach are combined in the same person. This heaven has no relatives, and it can't be near or far. It really makes people like and helpless.
What did time give her?
? I will slowly disappear. ?
An understatement, wrong love becomes the past.
She doesn't need others to grieve for her. How can such a proud woman stand being pitied and pitied?
This is a person who knows himself too well. She has dissolved her heart and let it be disarmed and returned to the battlefield.
The scraps of agarwood are scattered into mud and ground into ash, and a story is over.
Thoughts on reading agarwood tablets (7)
Marriage is a way of life, not an ending. Love is also a way of life, not an ideal. I have always been a person without faith. I don't believe in noble or vulgar beliefs. Before reading Zhang Ailing's Fragments of Aquilaria Resinatum-The First Furnace Fragment, some people said that all Zhang Ailing's novels were tragic endings except Love in a Fallen City, just browsing. But after watching it several times, I suddenly felt a kind of sadness from the bottom of my heart. I'm glad I wasn't born in that era, but I also remembered two words that are becoming more and more strange? Love.
When I first started reading this novel, I just glanced at it and got a general understanding of the story. I don't remember anything. What guided me to continue reading was the detailed description of things in Zhang Ailing's works, from the courtyard environment, Meidochan's clothes to the clogs at my feet. Exquisite writing is amazing. As for the destruction of Xiaolong, I just feel a little pity. From the initial embarrassment to making money like a social butterfly, it seems that this is really the case. The love between Wei Long and George is like a transaction and a game, but in my opinion, it is really unfair. Wei Long devoted his true love to this game, whether he got anything or not, and Georgie never gave it. When he saw the end of the story, Wei Long said? Between people, there is no fairness at all? . I suddenly found that this poor guy has always been awake, awake enough to know that his love is just a grave, and the days after that are just being played between Mrs. Liang and George like marionettes, or rushing to the other side of love without hesitation. Although I don't know how Xiaolong's love will end in his mind, it's really too cheap for the prodigal son to marry George.
In contrast, I prefer Fan Liuyuan in Love in a Fallen City. Although he is also a selfish person, at least that vigorous love can be a lifelong memory. Unfortunately, Wei Long was so convinced that he could not live without George or love. Maybe all the same. Wei Long gave willingly, and in exchange, Mrs. Liang said to George, You can use her to make money now, and then divorce her when her income decreases? . Really feel unworthy for Xiaolong. At the same time, it is not difficult to imagine how their marriage will end. But all this is her own choice. It's not so much that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't have loved, as it is only love that she fell in love with. Love is the moon in the mirror and the moon in the water?
I don't want to watch any more love stories, because no matter how sad a story is rendered in a beautiful environment, I can't escape the invisible framework of love, the powerless struggle, and then the tears of the heroine. Once infatuated with pure campus love, there was no painful struggle, no bondage of marriage, and it was so chic to come and go, but it ignored the most important point, that is, such love had no ending. I forgot that the end of love never belongs to this world, and true love only exists in my heart.