sometimes two people are separated, not because they don't love each other.

those who work hard to remember their hearts are often hard to understand. They love each other, but they have to be separated. It may be one reason, both reasons and external factors. In the final analysis, it's all because love is not brave enough and I regret it for life.

The road is always bumpy, and love is always fragile. Since you choose to love, don't give up because of some storms.

1.

In my first dream in 222, I dreamed of someone I hadn't seen for a long time.

In the dream, he hugged me tightly, looked me in the eye and said, "I like you, too." I really want to, really want to find evidence from those deep eyes, looking at it, I woke up crying. I cried out of breath. I hate that cowardly self.

We parted not because we didn't love each other, but because one of us began to love, and the other one had already loved deeply. One doesn't know how to express love, and the other is a turtle in love.

2.

I have known him since childhood. Junior high school and senior high school are both in the same school, but we are not childhood friends.

Girls in seed of love are always shy in the face of boys they like, but there are many ways to express them, such as: being shy and laughing, pretending to be cold, becoming brothers ... Among them, pretending to be cold is the most hurtful.

when I confirmed that I liked him, I chose to wear a cold mask. But once the mask is put on, it can never be taken off, and it lasts for five years.

I think, if I didn't choose to alienate him at the beginning, I would continue to be friends with him and wait for the college entrance examination before confessing, would the result be different?

Actually, it's still the same result. The tortoise won't confess. It takes courage to like it, but I always lack that courage.

3.

After I went to college, I decided to give him up and start my new life. I did do it in those years when I didn't see him. But after graduating from college, I met him again, and my life trajectory was chaotic.

for the convenience of going to work, I share a room with others near my company. My roommate's name is Liang Xinyi, a very coquettish girl.

We'll go shopping together and stay up late to play drama together. On a whim, I will stir up all kinds of delicious food in the kitchen to feed her. She will also tell me about her and her boyfriend, and I occasionally act as her emotional counselor.

I envy their affection, so when she suggested that the three of us meet together, I agreed.

I didn't know her boyfriend was Xu Wei until we met.

From the moment I learned that Xinyi's boyfriend's name was Xu Wei, I shouldn't be lucky. I should look at Xu Wei's photos first.

I ate the meal tasteless. The only thing I don't regret is that I voluntarily admitted that I knew Xu Wei and avoided the embarrassment of meeting next time.

seeing Xu Wei this time once again reminds me of the lush years I want to forget.

I found that my state of mind changed a little in my later relationship. As the ancients said, it is better to tear down ten temples than ruin a marriage. During that time, I have been thinking and struggling. Now, do I like him or is it an obsession? I'm not sure, so I choose to leave.

at the moment when I submitted my application for dispatch to the company, I breathed a sigh of relief, and this tangled emotion will finally disappear.

I learned later that liking someone for a long time became an obsession. At that time, it was only an obsession, not a liking.

4.

A month later, they broke up. I'm not surprised at this news. Before I left, they also quarreled many times, and each time Xu Wei admitted his mistake. As a bystander, I feel that after such a long relationship, one party will be tired. As a friend, I have also reminded Xinyi, but she is still as usual.

It was a year later when I saw Xu Wei again. He looked more mature.

later, our two companies had business contacts, and because he moved downstairs to my house, we became acquainted again.

At a celebration party, we all drank. I got drunk and ran to the wrong hotel room. When I got up the next day, he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I agreed.

When we are together, we just follow the trend, and no one has ever said "I like you" to each other.

A person who keeps saying "I like you" may not really like you, but the words "I like you" are necessary words in love.

Intuition is often the most likely to lead to suspicion. I think you like me, and you think I like you, but both sides just don't say anything, but if there is a little storm, love will collapse.

5.

After we were together, Xu Wei was very kind to me, but never said that he liked me. Our days together are very dull, but I still feel very happy and happy. Unfortunately, this kind of insecure happiness is the least lasting because there is no sense of security.

The reappearance of Xinyi broke the original quiet life. She is an only child, so something happened at home and she had to come to Xu Wei, and I couldn't help it.

Later, Xu Wei gradually avoided talking to me about Xinyi. He tried to talk to me several times, but in the end he just said, "Nothing". We had a cold war for two weeks. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and took the initiative to make peace. I decided to go to the hospital to find him and visit Xinyi's father.

When I went to the hospital with my lunch box, Xinyi was crying on Xu Wei's chest, and Xu Wei comforted her like this. This scene is really dazzling. It turns out that Xu Wei can be so gentle, but that gentleness does not belong to me.

I looked up at the sky with tears in my eyes. I told myself that it was time to wake up.

Xu Wei:

Xu Wei, the words are like a face.

I went to the hospital today. Although I know you don't like me, I still want to tell you that I like you. Do you know that?/You know what? I had a crush on you for five years. I was going to keep this secret sealed, but I didn't expect to see you again, and I didn't expect to fall in love with you later. If it weren't for that, you wouldn't be with me. To tell the truth, I'm really happy with you, but let's call it a day. You treat her well. I'm leaving, so don't meet again.

I finally chose to break up by letter, and the tortoise retreated to his own little world.

I blacked out all his contact information, ran to Dali alone and lived a life of idle clouds and wild cranes.

I don't think I will regret it, because he doesn't love me.

I regretted the dream I had until New Year's Day. I regret that I didn't ask him if I liked you, that I broke up with him, and that I didn't say "I like you" to him personally.

6.

Dali, Yunnan, the place I wanted to travel most when I was in high school, has now become a place for lovelorn healing.

I didn't tell anyone when I came here. But I forgot that I once mentioned a word to Xu Wei, but I didn't expect him to write it down and find it.

On January 5, 222, the sun shone into the store and reflected a small rainbow through the glass.

we sat opposite each other in a coffee shop. He said nothing but gave me a letter.

to my favorite Xiaochen:

Xiaochen, I'm sorry. ... it's impossible for me and her. The person I like now is you. I won't talk to you about her anymore because you will be unhappy every time I finish. I don't want you to be unhappy. ... you said you liked me for a long time, and I was very happy. ... I want to be your boyfriend not because of that, it's just a catalyst, let me carry out the plan ahead of time. ... I think liking someone is reflected in action, so it doesn't matter if you don't say it, but now I don't think so. Xiaochen, I love you. Although I just began to love you, I will love you more every day. Can you give me a chance to love you and accompany you?

I kept looking at the words on the letter, going back and forth, and my sight began to blur, and then it became clear, and the words on the letter were blurred by layers. At this moment, all the emotions welled up in my mind. I didn't know how to say anything, so I just nodded.

Love also needs the protection of coat, and "trust" is the best shield, and trust comes from the intercommunication between two lovers.

Because we are not brave enough, we didn't tell each other that we liked it. However, if we have had a good talk about this topic, but if I am brave, I will not choose to flee unilaterally.

although I have regrets, I am lucky. Fortunately, you caught up with me, knocked on my turtle shell and told me that you like me, too.